Uploaded March 2026 | Updated September 2026, 3 weeks ago
I’m sharing my honest experience with Botox, why I kept needing smaller and smaller amounts, and the unexpected emotional side effects I noticed when I couldn’t move my facial muscles to make expressions…. This is my personal story about Botox, emotional connection and low key what it means to be a human LOL but not lol. PLEASE Give this video a thumbs up if you liked it and want to see more =)
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*Many of the above links are affiliate links. If you use these links to purchase items, I may earn a commission on your purchase. I obviously only recommend products or services that I use and enjoy! ☺️ Thank you! 🙏🏻
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00:00 Cold open — “I couldn’t recognize my own facial expressions”
00:06 My honest Botox experience
00:45 Why I decided to try Botox in the first place
02:05 My first Botox appointment (too much Botox)
03:30 Realizing I’m extremely sensitive to Botox
05:00 When I started feeling emotionally disconnected
06:40 How Botox changed my facial expressions
08:10 Why Botox made other parts of my face look older
09:40 The psychological side effects of Botox
11:30 Why I kept trying smaller and smaller amounts
13:20 The moment I realized Botox wasn’t for me
15:10 My friend’s severe Botox reaction
16:30 Beauty standards, vanity & aging honestly
18:00 Would I ever get Botox again? Final thoughts
I’m sharing my honest experience with Botox, why I kept needing smaller and smaller amounts, and the unexpected emotional side effects I noticed when I couldn’t move my facial muscles to make expressions…. This is my personal story about Botox, emotional connection and low key what it means to be a human LOL but not lol. PLEASE Give this video a thumbs up if you liked it and want to see more =)
Shown in this video:
· My microphone: amzn.to/4rAZkRB
Check out my exclusive content on Patreon: patreon.com/nikkiphillippi
♥ INSTAGRAM: instagram.com/nikkiphillippi
♥ TIK TOK: tiktok.com/@nikkiphillippitiktok
♥ FACEBOOK: facebook.com/nikkiphillippi
♥ PODCAST: buzzsprout.com/138685
♥ PINTEREST: pinterest.com/nikkiphillippi
♥ X: https://x.com/NikkiPhillippi
Links for Products or Brands I am loving*:
· CUTE "modest" Swimwear:
honeymark.co/NIKKI10 (Use my code NIKKI10 for 10% off)
· The BEST magnesium supplement!
bit.ly/3z5hQfu (USE: NIKKIP10 for 10% off)
· Don't Freak It's Faux SOFT blankets (my mommas company!) dontfreakitsfaux.com (code nikki15 for 15% off)
· Conservative Homeschool Books! Tuttle Twins: tuttletwins.com/ref/nikkiphillippi
· MASA Chips (SEED OIL FREE +: ORGANIC) masachips.com/NIKKIPHILLIPPI (Code NIKKIPHILLIPPI for 25% off first order)
· Clean Protein Powder that doesn't hurt my tummy! EQUIP PROTEIN: partners.equipfoods.com/NIKKIP (code NIKKIP for 15% off)
· Beautiful leather products from a family I love!: homesteadbrand.com/NIKKIP (use code NIKKIP for 10% off)
· Frownies: frownies.com/discount/NikkiP (or use code NikkiP for 10% off)
· Ginger June Candle Co (non toxic + smells amazing!): gingerjune.com (code nikki20 for 20% off)
· Mome-the most beautiful dresses! momebrand.com/NIKKI
*Many of the above links are affiliate links. If you use these links to purchase items, I may earn a commission on your purchase. I obviously only recommend products or services that I use and enjoy! ☺️ Thank you! 🙏🏻
Business Inquiries: nikkiphillippibiz@gmail.com
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00:00 Cold open — “I couldn’t recognize my own facial expressions”
00:06 My honest Botox experience
00:45 Why I decided to try Botox in the first place
02:05 My first Botox appointment (too much Botox)
03:30 Realizing I’m extremely sensitive to Botox
05:00 When I started feeling emotionally disconnected
06:40 How Botox changed my facial expressions
08:10 Why Botox made other parts of my face look older
09:40 The psychological side effects of Botox
11:30 Why I kept trying smaller and smaller amounts
13:20 The moment I realized Botox wasn’t for me
15:10 My friend’s severe Botox reaction
16:30 Beauty standards, vanity & aging honestly
18:00 Would I ever get Botox again? Final thoughts
