Uploaded February 2016 | Updated September 2026, 1 hour ago
I promise I'll work on something that is a real video soon. Maybe.
Anyway:
Kiara - herself (omg I wonder who she could represent irl lol)
Kovu - not really a person, sorta like a situation; he represents all the bad stuff that is happening with Kiara in all aspects of her life, especially where her family is involved
Scar - Kiara's intrusive thoughts/depression (aka stuff she doesn't want to think and that she doesn't want to believe but she does anyway because Scar is too strong and never goes away)
Simba - one of Kiara's best friends that she may or may not have stronger feelings for. Sometimes. Things have been bad for him and it kills her to see him like that, especially because there's nothing really she can do about it, but also because she feels like what he's going through is her fault.
Bad things (Kovu) have been around Kiara. Sometimes Kovu notices how much he's hurting Kiara ("I never meant for you to feel this way") but most of the times he just comes and is an asshole to her.
While Kiara is having a hard time as it is trying to deal with Kovu that refuses to go away, Scar also comes and just doesn't leave her alone. At first he doesn't bother her much (Black and white Scar, colorful Kiara) but as time goes on she just loses the battle and he takes over (Kiara turning to black and white). Scar and Kovu then both take over, both making her feel like trash, and she just feels like they'll never really go away.
Red words: Kiara (She tries to reason with Kovu, telling him she's had enough, hoping that it will make her stronger than him or/and that he'll go away or at least stop bothering her)
Green words: Kovu (He is not affected by what she says and most of the time insists that he's not that bad and that she's just being a brat about not liking him around)
Yellow words: Scar (Finally, Scar comes in and joins Kovu, telling Kiara that she doesn't know anything and that she isn't worth it. And that for whatever she may be sad about it's stupid. In the end, she's nothing but a little girl).
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I know this is confusing af, but it was not entirely meant to be understood. Thing is, a lot of people I care about have been going through so much - myself included - and I really just want them to be fine and happy again.
However, it's hard to balance my feelings, my problems and my stuff with what's happening with people around me (especially my family. personal stuff, yeah) and with what everyone expects from me.
I was always the mature one, the happy one, the one that was supposed to keep everyone together and solve any problem in this family. It's hard to keep everyone happy and reunited when you are falling apart yourself.
Still, I don't mind it. I'll bottle everything I feel if that will help to make things better. I don't give a shit if I don't feel well, what really matters to me is how the people I care about are feeling. In a way, I can only be happy if they are happy. There's only so much I can do, and it hurts not to be able to do more.
Which doesn't mean I'll stop trying, no matter how strong "Kovu" and "Scar" become. I may not be able to do everything, but I'll do everything I can.
I was going to allow comments but I don't really think it's necessary, especially how the people who are involved in this will never see this, even if I wish I could show it to them.
I just hope you enjoy it. Maybe someone else identifies with this, I hope you know you're not alone.
Song: Just a little girl - Trading yesterday
Footage: The lion king 1 and 2
Program: Vegas Pro 10.0
Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for "fair use" for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use.
I promise I'll work on something that is a real video soon. Maybe.
Anyway:
Kiara - herself (omg I wonder who she could represent irl lol)
Kovu - not really a person, sorta like a situation; he represents all the bad stuff that is happening with Kiara in all aspects of her life, especially where her family is involved
Scar - Kiara's intrusive thoughts/depression (aka stuff she doesn't want to think and that she doesn't want to believe but she does anyway because Scar is too strong and never goes away)
Simba - one of Kiara's best friends that she may or may not have stronger feelings for. Sometimes. Things have been bad for him and it kills her to see him like that, especially because there's nothing really she can do about it, but also because she feels like what he's going through is her fault.
Bad things (Kovu) have been around Kiara. Sometimes Kovu notices how much he's hurting Kiara ("I never meant for you to feel this way") but most of the times he just comes and is an asshole to her.
While Kiara is having a hard time as it is trying to deal with Kovu that refuses to go away, Scar also comes and just doesn't leave her alone. At first he doesn't bother her much (Black and white Scar, colorful Kiara) but as time goes on she just loses the battle and he takes over (Kiara turning to black and white). Scar and Kovu then both take over, both making her feel like trash, and she just feels like they'll never really go away.
Red words: Kiara (She tries to reason with Kovu, telling him she's had enough, hoping that it will make her stronger than him or/and that he'll go away or at least stop bothering her)
Green words: Kovu (He is not affected by what she says and most of the time insists that he's not that bad and that she's just being a brat about not liking him around)
Yellow words: Scar (Finally, Scar comes in and joins Kovu, telling Kiara that she doesn't know anything and that she isn't worth it. And that for whatever she may be sad about it's stupid. In the end, she's nothing but a little girl).
---
I know this is confusing af, but it was not entirely meant to be understood. Thing is, a lot of people I care about have been going through so much - myself included - and I really just want them to be fine and happy again.
However, it's hard to balance my feelings, my problems and my stuff with what's happening with people around me (especially my family. personal stuff, yeah) and with what everyone expects from me.
I was always the mature one, the happy one, the one that was supposed to keep everyone together and solve any problem in this family. It's hard to keep everyone happy and reunited when you are falling apart yourself.
Still, I don't mind it. I'll bottle everything I feel if that will help to make things better. I don't give a shit if I don't feel well, what really matters to me is how the people I care about are feeling. In a way, I can only be happy if they are happy. There's only so much I can do, and it hurts not to be able to do more.
Which doesn't mean I'll stop trying, no matter how strong "Kovu" and "Scar" become. I may not be able to do everything, but I'll do everything I can.
I was going to allow comments but I don't really think it's necessary, especially how the people who are involved in this will never see this, even if I wish I could show it to them.
I just hope you enjoy it. Maybe someone else identifies with this, I hope you know you're not alone.
Song: Just a little girl - Trading yesterday
Footage: The lion king 1 and 2
Program: Vegas Pro 10.0
Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for "fair use" for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use.
