Uploaded April 2017 | Updated September 2026, 5 hours ago
Enlightenment is hanging the noose on your ego (god complex; you are not in control), taking the bottle of pills to kill your bias of emotions (namely hope and optimism), and pulling the trigger on your instinct (the insatiable animal who eats its prey alive).
InMendham: ("D02.17 DNG Debates Put LIFE out of its misery [17]")
youtube.com/watch?v=RLKYw7lxawE
Music: The Body - Darkness Surrounds Us
Enlightenment is hanging the noose on your ego (god complex; you are not in control), taking the bottle of pills to kill your bias of emotions (namely hope and optimism), and pulling the trigger on your instinct (the insatiable animal who eats its prey alive).
InMendham: ("D02.17 DNG Debates Put LIFE out of its misery [17]")
youtube.com/watch?v=RLKYw7lxawE
Music: The Body - Darkness Surrounds Us





![Life in a Box of Self-reflection and Social Isolation
[ . . . ] , an incubation chamber for festering loneliness and mental illness [ . . . ]
Credits:
Written, by, J. S. C.
Music (Solitude, for solo cello), composed, by, Rebecca Saunders, performed by, Séverine Ballon
Voices produced, through Eleven Labs A.I., voice, emulation service
Visuals, found on YouTube and recorded, via OBS (Open Broadcast Software)
Edited on Sony Vegas Pro 14 (mostly, because I am familiar with it) Life in a Box of Self-reflection and Social Isolation](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/QZ5qInpc12s/mqdefault.jpg)



![The Black Box of Inaccessibility
This video covers briefly, very dense material, on metaphysics and metacognition.
CREDITS:
Written by me;
Narration done through a voice software (FakeYou [dot] com | HAL 9000, uploaded by, an anonymous user);
Main clips, are from the movie, Beyond the Black Rainbow (2010);
Music is Polytope de Cluny (1972-1974), from Xenakis: Electronic Works, Vol. 2, composed by, Iannis Xenakis [for more, information, please watch the short, 10 min documentary: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XK1KjtetCsg ] | and, Eliane Radigues, ambient Transamorem Transmortem (1974);
Other, overlayed clips, created using Microsofts Paint 3D program;
Edited on Sony Vegas Pro 14.
Anecdotal: I like this conversation. Its rarely discussed, how other people think, because—i think—most people, dont think about, how they think! 😅 I could go on for hours, talking about talking, and the meta of it :0 Lol, but I already have so many things!
Ill be brief: I hear my thoughts as a voice (audibly, not just mentally), then I hear other voices (audibly, not just mentally), then I have intrusive, thought content (like unwanted, looping, repetitive phrases, music, et cetera), and my own inner-voice—which—I relate to being the logical, dominant identity-attachment (ego-self). My thoughts can be clustered, layered, and disorganized. Music can be looping, while Im thinking about metaphysics, intrusive thoughts can come in—they can appear—out of order, et cetera. Funny enough, I do remember my mind—before all of this—and I described it as crystal clear; but despite everything, I wont take it back, because—this new mind—has taught me a lot (of the human experience, life, ego, and death—in—general)! The Black Box of Inaccessibility](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/S7jyIA9jr2g/mqdefault.jpg)
