Uploaded March 2023 | Updated September 2026, 20 minutes ago
[ . . . ] , an incubation chamber for festering loneliness and mental illness [ . . . ]
Credits:
Written, by, J. S. C.
Music ("Solitude", for solo cello), composed, by, Rebecca Saunders, performed by, Séverine Ballon
Voices produced, through Eleven Lab's A.I., voice, emulation service
Visuals, found on YouTube and recorded, via OBS (Open Broadcast Software)
Edited on Sony Vegas Pro 14 (mostly, because I am familiar with it)
[ . . . ] , an incubation chamber for festering loneliness and mental illness [ . . . ]
Credits:
Written, by, J. S. C.
Music ("Solitude", for solo cello), composed, by, Rebecca Saunders, performed by, Séverine Ballon
Voices produced, through Eleven Lab's A.I., voice, emulation service
Visuals, found on YouTube and recorded, via OBS (Open Broadcast Software)
Edited on Sony Vegas Pro 14 (mostly, because I am familiar with it)



![The Black Box of Inaccessibility
This video covers briefly, very dense material, on metaphysics and metacognition.
CREDITS:
Written by me;
Narration done through a voice software (FakeYou [dot] com | HAL 9000, uploaded by, an anonymous user);
Main clips, are from the movie, Beyond the Black Rainbow (2010);
Music is Polytope de Cluny (1972-1974), from Xenakis: Electronic Works, Vol. 2, composed by, Iannis Xenakis [for more, information, please watch the short, 10 min documentary: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XK1KjtetCsg ] | and, Eliane Radigues, ambient Transamorem Transmortem (1974);
Other, overlayed clips, created using Microsofts Paint 3D program;
Edited on Sony Vegas Pro 14.
Anecdotal: I like this conversation. Its rarely discussed, how other people think, because—i think—most people, dont think about, how they think! 😅 I could go on for hours, talking about talking, and the meta of it :0 Lol, but I already have so many things!
Ill be brief: I hear my thoughts as a voice (audibly, not just mentally), then I hear other voices (audibly, not just mentally), then I have intrusive, thought content (like unwanted, looping, repetitive phrases, music, et cetera), and my own inner-voice—which—I relate to being the logical, dominant identity-attachment (ego-self). My thoughts can be clustered, layered, and disorganized. Music can be looping, while Im thinking about metaphysics, intrusive thoughts can come in—they can appear—out of order, et cetera. Funny enough, I do remember my mind—before all of this—and I described it as crystal clear; but despite everything, I wont take it back, because—this new mind—has taught me a lot (of the human experience, life, ego, and death—in—general)! The Black Box of Inaccessibility](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/S7jyIA9jr2g/mqdefault.jpg)

![The Illusion of Good | Philosophy of Harm Reduction
No Words, No Thoughts, No Feelings;
Death and Silence:
No disease, no sickness, no illness, no virus, no pain, no blame;
No shame, no game, no hate, no starvation, no loneliness, no emptiness;
No sadness, no sorrow, no grief, no mourning, no longing, no desolation;
No bereavement, no jealousy, no spite, no revenge, no yearning, no seeking;
No sojourning, no whimpering, no weltering, no wasting away, no rotting in the dark;
No fear, no panic, no torture, no strife, no stress;
No thoughts, no words, no feelings;
No-thing, naught, void, nil, devoid, nothingness, nada, zilch, .
Hungering for release;
Longing for the frozen air and chilled blood of a brazen-adventurous-reckless mood;
Dissipating in the frivolous seconds in obliviousness of obsequious oblivion mourning the day and dreading another breath;
Craving to disappear by the bottomless bottom of eternity and want no more .
[99.9%*] of the material used here can be found on YouTube via the search engine:
I do not own or make any money from the content shown here. I claim only the edited video representing them in this contrived package.
None of the names below are necessarily affiliated with me in any manner whatsoever, and I have not talked to most / or any of them [regarding permission** (w/ one exception)].
This is purely created through my own volition(s) and personal / public agenda(s); this is charity, plain and simple. Thank you!+
Dialogue spoken by *Micah Cottingham and written by Josiah S. Cooper:
Soundscapes used [Divided by Artist and Title]: Sleep Research Facility - Dead Weather Machine; William Basinski - XII [from Melancholia album] and the album On Time Out of Time with the two tracks 1.1 and 1.2; Jóhann Jóhannsson [neoclassical composer died in early 2018] — Miracle, Mystery And Authority.
Artist titles, song name, release date and album [as applicable]:
Images, visuals and raw footage used:
Picture / Intro Painting: Sleeping Beauty, by William A. Breakspeare
Video Titles: 【1080p】仙台市名取川河口の津波襲来時の状況 空撮, Spinning top slow motion, Ocean waves crashing along rocky shore, Inception Spinning Top, Maria Saal bell Slow motion, DEMO - Repeat of Extra Large Singing Bowl 2025g, Aqua on Black - Mandelbrot Fractal Zoom, Ηourglass 05 Free Stock Footage (4K), Ηourglass 02 Free Stock Footage (4K), slow motion Bullet hitting Glass filmed at 125,000 frames per second with a Cordin Model 140 camera, Noru, High Tide Crashing Waves - Maine Shore - MUST SEE! 11.5 ft waves!, A taste of mushroom Physarum Polycephalum, window dolly, and Abnormal strange sounds from sky September 10 2012 Alberta Canada.
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Video Edited with Sony Vegas Pro 14 and collaborated [voice-over only] with full permission of **Micah Cottingham [from the freelance site Fiverr]. The Illusion of Good | Philosophy of Harm Reduction](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/XFm1eKINyy4/mqdefault.jpg)


![The Day Will Come
One day, we shall all be bathed, and forgotten—in ash—hopefully, forever.
Credits:
Narration, written, by me;
Voice, is from FakeYou [dot] com (using Hal 9000);
The music is from, Krzysztof Eugeniusz Pendereckis, De Natura Sonoris No 2 1994 Remastered Version, from the album, Matrix 5;
Clips are from, various, atomic bomb—footages—found, on, YouTube;
Edited on Sony Vegas Pro 14. The Day Will Come](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Zqmj2EOKvV8/mqdefault.jpg)
![Stark Maw
Welcome, to the, Naked Jaws of Life.
Credits:
Clip from Under the Skin (2013)
Narration, written by me
The voice is made, from FakeYou [dot] com
Music is, Iannis Xenakis, Kraanerg (1970)
Edited on Sony Vegas Pro 14 Stark Maw](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/d3Gj8VLeKbM/mqdefault.jpg)
