Alice Phantom | {Terra x Beast Boy} Full Disclosure (Vent) @AlicePhantom | Uploaded 7 years ago | Updated 1 second ago
Oh look, what a shock another vent. ....One of these days i'll have a normal video up that's not paired with a vent.
Anyway yes I used a Steven Universe song, get over it. I've been playing with this idea in my head for a little bit. Sometimes I'll binge listen to SU songs and I'll read the comments. When I read the comments of this song, someone said that if you take out some lyrics or change them a little bit it could relate to suicide/self harm/etc. That's what I rolled with here.
Vent: Basically this song is directed at my one friend, but I doubt he'll ever see it because I don't plan on telling him to watch it. I'm gonna just type out some lyrics and go from there.
"What if somehow you get hurt, what do I do? I don't want that for you." He'd get hurt more if I told him the stuff I've been doing lately. I stopped telling him my problems a long time ago, I can't just tell him again. He deserves better than that.
"What am I going to tell you? You're better off not knowing the trouble I'm in. I don't want you to worry about what I've just seen, about where I've just been." I wouldn't know what to tell him, if I were to come clean about my secrets. He knew about my self harming, but not that I now do it on my shoulder. He only knew about the wrists, and I haven't done that since January. (And no one knows about other secrets I have. Guess that's why they're called 'secrets'.) He doesn't need to know about it, he's better off not knowing. I wouldn't want him to worry, if he ever did in the first place.
"You don't have to be apart of this. I don't think I want you to be. You don't need this, you don't need me." He never asked to be apart of this in the first place, I dragged him into it and he probably felt like his hands were tied. I stopped telling him things, because I don't want him apart of it anymore. He doesn't need it, and certainly doesn't need me.
....If he happens to watch this.... Sorry for not telling you I guess? I don't know. Sorry if you're disappointed that I'm still like this, even a year later. (Well about a year after you knew, I've done it since Sophomore year.)
Terra- Me
BB- My Friend
Oh look, what a shock another vent. ....One of these days i'll have a normal video up that's not paired with a vent.
Anyway yes I used a Steven Universe song, get over it. I've been playing with this idea in my head for a little bit. Sometimes I'll binge listen to SU songs and I'll read the comments. When I read the comments of this song, someone said that if you take out some lyrics or change them a little bit it could relate to suicide/self harm/etc. That's what I rolled with here.
Vent: Basically this song is directed at my one friend, but I doubt he'll ever see it because I don't plan on telling him to watch it. I'm gonna just type out some lyrics and go from there.
"What if somehow you get hurt, what do I do? I don't want that for you." He'd get hurt more if I told him the stuff I've been doing lately. I stopped telling him my problems a long time ago, I can't just tell him again. He deserves better than that.
"What am I going to tell you? You're better off not knowing the trouble I'm in. I don't want you to worry about what I've just seen, about where I've just been." I wouldn't know what to tell him, if I were to come clean about my secrets. He knew about my self harming, but not that I now do it on my shoulder. He only knew about the wrists, and I haven't done that since January. (And no one knows about other secrets I have. Guess that's why they're called 'secrets'.) He doesn't need to know about it, he's better off not knowing. I wouldn't want him to worry, if he ever did in the first place.
"You don't have to be apart of this. I don't think I want you to be. You don't need this, you don't need me." He never asked to be apart of this in the first place, I dragged him into it and he probably felt like his hands were tied. I stopped telling him things, because I don't want him apart of it anymore. He doesn't need it, and certainly doesn't need me.
....If he happens to watch this.... Sorry for not telling you I guess? I don't know. Sorry if you're disappointed that I'm still like this, even a year later. (Well about a year after you knew, I've done it since Sophomore year.)
Terra- Me
BB- My Friend
![Light Em Up Part 4 (For clearascrystal24) [Gore Warning]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Tt_4MUiMku0/hqdefault.jpg "Light Em Up Part 4 (For clearascrystal24) [Gore Warning]
I normally wait until my MEP Packet for MEP parts, but I am in love with this part so much I couldnt wait to share it. xD I might hate editing with Corpse Party, but the results always please me.")
![[Terra & Tadashi] Behind These Hazel Eyes (Ventish)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/U6SY43519_g/hqdefault.jpg "[Terra & Tadashi] Behind These Hazel Eyes (Ventish)
I know I just did a vent like a week ago, but this one is a hell of a lot more specific. (this was actually being made at the same time the general vent was.)
Also my first crossover full video ever! :3 Also yay for playing with my watermark as well. (Hope this video kind of explains why I havent been doing much.)
Note: This is NOT Terra X Tadashi! I chose Tadashi because I needed a college kid. (If we want to be technical it could be considered onesided with Terra having a crush on Tadashi since I /did/ have a slight crush on T last year.)
Terra met Tadashi when she went to San Fransokyo during her travels. He helped her out until she left. (Too lazy to come up with a story on how they met.)
Vent: Okay so I ranted to my friend T about Venture Crew and this rant was a really long one that it took about a half hour for me to text. He ignored the entire thing. The thing that pissed me off the most was that he could check his Facebook but not answer my text. He could also answer my Facebook post in our Crew group, but not a text. I mean Im kind of over it now tbh, but you know. I was depressed about him ignoring me since I did look up to him, but now its like Im done. Hes back at college now so I wont be seeing him again until Christmas/Winter break. Basically this song is technically how Im feeling towards him.
Terra- Me
Tadashi- T")
