Alice Phantom | {Lapis Lazuli x Jasper} Praying Part 9 + Hiatus Annoucement @AlicePhantom | Uploaded 7 years ago | Updated 10 minutes ago
So I fell in love with this song when my friend Mel (TheWitchAndTheCrow) opened up a MEP. I usually don't post MEP parts, but this relates to me so much.
Originally this didn't have a watermark, I rerendered and put one on. No offense to anyone, but I lack trust in the editing community anymore. People take other's edits and think it's okay when there's a clear watermark there, or they half hazardly crop the video to where it doesn't show. I even lost respect for an editor because she did that bullshit. ...Anyway not the point. If some little snowflake is offended by this, please forward the complaints to my butler. :)
I'll get into the Hiatus Announcement first since I don't think i'll make a proper video. I won't be around from the 13th to the 17th. I'll be in Vermont with my Venture Crew. I can be online if need be, but most likely won't be to conserve my phone battery. If anyone needs me, PM me on social media if you have me. Dunno if you'll get a quick response.
Also if I happen to be in any MEPs who deadline is during this time (which I don't think so?) replace me if you don't feel like waiting. Even though my hiatus is during those dates, I've always technically been on a hiatus because life sucks.
Anyway back to why this MEP Part is being posted:
I've ranted about my ex before here. No need to do it again.
Basically he knows all the truth I could tell. Which I have. He's tried denying it and saying I made it all up. Why the fuck would I make up someone I trusted harassing me? Why would I make up the fact that he dared me to kiss him? Why would I make up that he wanted me to pull up my shirt and my bra?
He's put me through hell time and time again. I'm so glad that I'll never see him again. And if he dares cross my path in public and tries anything his ass will be kicked. I should've done it a long time ago, but I feared I'd get in trouble. Least this way it would be self defense if he does anything in public.
Because of everything he did, I had to fight for my friends and myself. I had to fight to be who I am. I had to fight to speak for myself against people. I fought to be who I am.
He's told me once that Lapis is one of his favorite characters, but she's also my favorite character as well. I hate we share that. So if that dipshit ever watches this, Lapis is supposed to represent all the shit I went through. I don't think we ever talked about the Jaspis/Malachite situation and I'm glad for it. I would've related it to him and everything he's done.
...Anyway, if you like the MEP part let me know! :D
So I fell in love with this song when my friend Mel (TheWitchAndTheCrow) opened up a MEP. I usually don't post MEP parts, but this relates to me so much.
Originally this didn't have a watermark, I rerendered and put one on. No offense to anyone, but I lack trust in the editing community anymore. People take other's edits and think it's okay when there's a clear watermark there, or they half hazardly crop the video to where it doesn't show. I even lost respect for an editor because she did that bullshit. ...Anyway not the point. If some little snowflake is offended by this, please forward the complaints to my butler. :)
I'll get into the Hiatus Announcement first since I don't think i'll make a proper video. I won't be around from the 13th to the 17th. I'll be in Vermont with my Venture Crew. I can be online if need be, but most likely won't be to conserve my phone battery. If anyone needs me, PM me on social media if you have me. Dunno if you'll get a quick response.
Also if I happen to be in any MEPs who deadline is during this time (which I don't think so?) replace me if you don't feel like waiting. Even though my hiatus is during those dates, I've always technically been on a hiatus because life sucks.
Anyway back to why this MEP Part is being posted:
I've ranted about my ex before here. No need to do it again.
Basically he knows all the truth I could tell. Which I have. He's tried denying it and saying I made it all up. Why the fuck would I make up someone I trusted harassing me? Why would I make up the fact that he dared me to kiss him? Why would I make up that he wanted me to pull up my shirt and my bra?
He's put me through hell time and time again. I'm so glad that I'll never see him again. And if he dares cross my path in public and tries anything his ass will be kicked. I should've done it a long time ago, but I feared I'd get in trouble. Least this way it would be self defense if he does anything in public.
Because of everything he did, I had to fight for my friends and myself. I had to fight to be who I am. I had to fight to speak for myself against people. I fought to be who I am.
He's told me once that Lapis is one of his favorite characters, but she's also my favorite character as well. I hate we share that. So if that dipshit ever watches this, Lapis is supposed to represent all the shit I went through. I don't think we ever talked about the Jaspis/Malachite situation and I'm glad for it. I would've related it to him and everything he's done.
...Anyway, if you like the MEP part let me know! :D
![Light Em Up Part 4 (For clearascrystal24) [Gore Warning]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Tt_4MUiMku0/hqdefault.jpg "Light Em Up Part 4 (For clearascrystal24) [Gore Warning]
I normally wait until my MEP Packet for MEP parts, but I am in love with this part so much I couldnt wait to share it. xD I might hate editing with Corpse Party, but the results always please me.")
![[Terra & Tadashi] Behind These Hazel Eyes (Ventish)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/U6SY43519_g/hqdefault.jpg "[Terra & Tadashi] Behind These Hazel Eyes (Ventish)
I know I just did a vent like a week ago, but this one is a hell of a lot more specific. (this was actually being made at the same time the general vent was.)
Also my first crossover full video ever! :3 Also yay for playing with my watermark as well. (Hope this video kind of explains why I havent been doing much.)
Note: This is NOT Terra X Tadashi! I chose Tadashi because I needed a college kid. (If we want to be technical it could be considered onesided with Terra having a crush on Tadashi since I /did/ have a slight crush on T last year.)
Terra met Tadashi when she went to San Fransokyo during her travels. He helped her out until she left. (Too lazy to come up with a story on how they met.)
Vent: Okay so I ranted to my friend T about Venture Crew and this rant was a really long one that it took about a half hour for me to text. He ignored the entire thing. The thing that pissed me off the most was that he could check his Facebook but not answer my text. He could also answer my Facebook post in our Crew group, but not a text. I mean Im kind of over it now tbh, but you know. I was depressed about him ignoring me since I did look up to him, but now its like Im done. Hes back at college now so I wont be seeing him again until Christmas/Winter break. Basically this song is technically how Im feeling towards him.
Terra- Me
Tadashi- T")
