Uploaded August 2011 | Updated September 2026, 2 hours ago
"Cherry Tree - Hate in my heart, love in my mind"
This is my video package for the SoYouThinkYouCanVid Auditions :).
Some little informations about the videos and link to the full versions:
1) Let Go - Leon the Professional
My first IC, done in a hour.
youtube.com/watch?v=bK3mxy1kwOs
2) Haunted - Still Life
This is a very old video, but I think it's still one of my best works. So I chose it.
youtube.com/watch?v=36KMd7itnwg
3) Master and Servants - Multifandom
One of the few videos in which I mixed anime and VG. Part of a collab.
youtube.com/watch?v=6piWskhkmP4
4) Violet Hill - Final Fantasy
Story based video, an AU. I think the story is understandable even in this little piece, but here is a little summary: Cloud and Aerith are together, he leaves to join the army, and Aerith meets Zack.
youtube.com/watch?v=2r2wIGwo5sQ
5) Gravity of Love - The Fifth Element
My last video, one I'm really satisfied with, even if it seems simple.
youtube.com/watch?v=4bIVDM-SaiQ
6) Lullaby - Final Fantasy
Flow and lyric based video. The lyric is a poem by William Blake. This video is ols too, but I modified it lately.
youtube.com/watch?v=KTl0YinzRtE
"Cherry Tree - Hate in my heart, love in my mind"
This is my video package for the SoYouThinkYouCanVid Auditions :).
Some little informations about the videos and link to the full versions:
1) Let Go - Leon the Professional
My first IC, done in a hour.
youtube.com/watch?v=bK3mxy1kwOs
2) Haunted - Still Life
This is a very old video, but I think it's still one of my best works. So I chose it.
youtube.com/watch?v=36KMd7itnwg
3) Master and Servants - Multifandom
One of the few videos in which I mixed anime and VG. Part of a collab.
youtube.com/watch?v=6piWskhkmP4
4) Violet Hill - Final Fantasy
Story based video, an AU. I think the story is understandable even in this little piece, but here is a little summary: Cloud and Aerith are together, he leaves to join the army, and Aerith meets Zack.
youtube.com/watch?v=2r2wIGwo5sQ
5) Gravity of Love - The Fifth Element
My last video, one I'm really satisfied with, even if it seems simple.
youtube.com/watch?v=4bIVDM-SaiQ
6) Lullaby - Final Fantasy
Flow and lyric based video. The lyric is a poem by William Blake. This video is ols too, but I modified it lately.
youtube.com/watch?v=KTl0YinzRtE
![Darkness [Kadaj and Cloud] Re-done](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/eRrgH1FiJng/mqdefault.jpg "Darkness [Kadaj and Cloud] Re-done
FIRST: Youtube messed up some of the synch, when Peter Gabriel screams... in the Clouds part it is all right, but the Kadaj part is really messed up. Sorry. Ive uploaded this vid THREE times, but nothing.
Ive re-done one of my previous vids, because the quality of that one was terrible... Plus, now, with Vegas I could play with effects and other tricks to make (I hopeXD) the right feeling.
I hope you like it, please, watch in hight quality if possible.
There is not a story: it is a vid on Cloud and Kadajs respective fears. Just follow the lyric.
Youtube mi ha sballato il ritmo, quando Peter Gabriel urla nella parte di Cloud va tutto bene, ma quella di Kadaj è veramente sottosopra. Mi spiace. Ho zuppato il video TRE volte, ma nulla da fare.
Ho rifatto uno dei miei vecchi video, perché la qualità del primo era terribile Inoltre, adesso, con Vegas ho potuto giocare con gli effetti e altri trucchetti per fare (speroXD) la giusta atmosfera.
Spero che vi piaccia, per favore, guardatelo in alta qualità se possibile.
Non cè una storia: è un video sulle paure di Cloud e Kadaj. Seguite la canzone^^.
im scared of swimming in the sea
dark shapes moving under me
every fear i swallow makes me small
inconsequential things occur
alarms are triggered
memories stir
its not the way it has to be
im afraid of what i do not know
i hate being undermined
im afraid i can be devil man
and im scared to be divine
dont mess with me my fuse is short
beneath this skin these fragments caught
when i allow it to be
theres no control over me
i have my fears
but they do not have me
walking through the undergrowth, to the house in the woods
the deeper i go, the darker it gets
i peer through the window
knock at the door
and the monster i was
so afraid of
lies curled up on the floor
is curled up on the floor just like a baby boy
i cry until i laugh
im afraid of being mothered
with my balls shut in the pen
im afraid of loving women
and im scared of loving men
flashbacks coming in every night
dont tell me everythings alright
when i allow it to be
it has no control over me
i own my fear
so it doesnt own me
walking through the undergrowth, to the house in the woods
the deeper i go, the darker it gets
i peer through the window
knock at the door
and the monster i was
so afraid of
lies curled up on the floor
is curled up on the floor just like a baby boy
i cry until i laugh
Song: Darkness
Artist: Peter Gabriel
Clips: Final Fantasy Advent Children and Crisis Core.
[Disclaimer]
I do not own any of the music or scenes I use. They belong to their rightful owners. My videos are made only for the enjoyment of others. Copyright Infringement is never intended.")
