Uploaded December 2011 | Updated September 2026, 11 hours ago
WHY DOES YOUTUBE ALWAYS MESS UP WITH MY FRAMES????
Grrrrrr...
Anyway... This time, Toru, I am not late XDDDD! I know this is one of you favourite couples, and I wanted to make you a vid with them for a long time... I needed the song. Then I heard this one some time ago, and the lyric was just perfect :)! I hope you like it. I followed the lyric almost constantly, so, eher's a link: lyricsmode.com/lyrics/l/lisa_miskovsky/still_alive.html
The video is entirely from Tifa's POV.
Happy happy birthday, and, as usual from me, I hope they bought you a big delicious cake XDDDD!
- Info -
Song: Still Alive by Lisa Miskovsky
Clips: FFVII AC - FF Last Order - FF: CC
Images: Errrr, I don't remember.
I also want to thank xCCtutorials for her channel ( youtube.com/user/xCCtutorials ): I found many new ways of coloring there! The one used in this video is a modified version of two of her colorings, and I quite like how it turned out :). So, thank you!
WHY DOES YOUTUBE ALWAYS MESS UP WITH MY FRAMES????
Grrrrrr...
Anyway... This time, Toru, I am not late XDDDD! I know this is one of you favourite couples, and I wanted to make you a vid with them for a long time... I needed the song. Then I heard this one some time ago, and the lyric was just perfect :)! I hope you like it. I followed the lyric almost constantly, so, eher's a link: lyricsmode.com/lyrics/l/lisa_miskovsky/still_alive.html
The video is entirely from Tifa's POV.
Happy happy birthday, and, as usual from me, I hope they bought you a big delicious cake XDDDD!
- Info -
Song: Still Alive by Lisa Miskovsky
Clips: FFVII AC - FF Last Order - FF: CC
Images: Errrr, I don't remember.
I also want to thank xCCtutorials for her channel ( youtube.com/user/xCCtutorials ): I found many new ways of coloring there! The one used in this video is a modified version of two of her colorings, and I quite like how it turned out :). So, thank you!
![Darkness [Kadaj and Cloud] Re-done](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/eRrgH1FiJng/mqdefault.jpg "Darkness [Kadaj and Cloud] Re-done
FIRST: Youtube messed up some of the synch, when Peter Gabriel screams... in the Clouds part it is all right, but the Kadaj part is really messed up. Sorry. Ive uploaded this vid THREE times, but nothing.
Ive re-done one of my previous vids, because the quality of that one was terrible... Plus, now, with Vegas I could play with effects and other tricks to make (I hopeXD) the right feeling.
I hope you like it, please, watch in hight quality if possible.
There is not a story: it is a vid on Cloud and Kadajs respective fears. Just follow the lyric.
Youtube mi ha sballato il ritmo, quando Peter Gabriel urla nella parte di Cloud va tutto bene, ma quella di Kadaj è veramente sottosopra. Mi spiace. Ho zuppato il video TRE volte, ma nulla da fare.
Ho rifatto uno dei miei vecchi video, perché la qualità del primo era terribile Inoltre, adesso, con Vegas ho potuto giocare con gli effetti e altri trucchetti per fare (speroXD) la giusta atmosfera.
Spero che vi piaccia, per favore, guardatelo in alta qualità se possibile.
Non cè una storia: è un video sulle paure di Cloud e Kadaj. Seguite la canzone^^.
im scared of swimming in the sea
dark shapes moving under me
every fear i swallow makes me small
inconsequential things occur
alarms are triggered
memories stir
its not the way it has to be
im afraid of what i do not know
i hate being undermined
im afraid i can be devil man
and im scared to be divine
dont mess with me my fuse is short
beneath this skin these fragments caught
when i allow it to be
theres no control over me
i have my fears
but they do not have me
walking through the undergrowth, to the house in the woods
the deeper i go, the darker it gets
i peer through the window
knock at the door
and the monster i was
so afraid of
lies curled up on the floor
is curled up on the floor just like a baby boy
i cry until i laugh
im afraid of being mothered
with my balls shut in the pen
im afraid of loving women
and im scared of loving men
flashbacks coming in every night
dont tell me everythings alright
when i allow it to be
it has no control over me
i own my fear
so it doesnt own me
walking through the undergrowth, to the house in the woods
the deeper i go, the darker it gets
i peer through the window
knock at the door
and the monster i was
so afraid of
lies curled up on the floor
is curled up on the floor just like a baby boy
i cry until i laugh
Song: Darkness
Artist: Peter Gabriel
Clips: Final Fantasy Advent Children and Crisis Core.
[Disclaimer]
I do not own any of the music or scenes I use. They belong to their rightful owners. My videos are made only for the enjoyment of others. Copyright Infringement is never intended.")
![Darkness [Cloud and Kadaj Fears]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/gZXbmydKjW4/mqdefault.jpg "Darkness [Cloud and Kadaj Fears]
WARNING! ADVENT CHILDREN COMPLETE SPOILERS!
Watch in HQ, please^_^.
I hate this vid so MUCH! Yes, its Darkness, THAT damned Darkness, the vid Ive already uploaded TWO TIMES! The first time it was easy, I uploaded it without problems. The second time, re-making the video was really painful, especially rendering it! I rendered it 2.000 times, Vegas gave always some error. And when I uploaded it, youtube messed up the synch. Really *great*. I decided not to re-make it again, NEVER! But, some weeks ago, I discovered that two of my videos wasnt on my hard-disk, I dont know why O_O. One of them was THIS vid!
So, I had to render it again and then I thought: Uhm I can use the new youtube settings, and the new Advent Children clips, they look very better but no, I dont want to re-do the whole vid! But but but the new Advent Children Complete clips are just *perfect* for the Cloud part, and I can fix the end too and put the credits at the end... yes, I will just fix two things, not the whole video!
Of course, Ive redone it entirely. Not all clips are changed, but I revised all the vid. And yes, it gave me problems: I wasnt able to do what I wanted to (but this is my problem, I fear), the render took forever and I had to render it several times because the vegas preview was very slow. AND, as the dear KissMeLina knows well, I couldnt find a right song for the credits. But it is finally here, for the very last time, I hopeXD!
I want to thank all the people I stressed out while re-making this: KissMeLina (who, I know, was going to cut my throat through MSN with her incredible powers), Toru.finalfantasy (because I moaned also with her) and some random people who casually listened my laments XD.
Well, end of introduction, here the info:
- Story: There is no a story, the vid is about Cloud and Kadaj fears, and how they succeed in overcoming them (basically, Kadaj find peace after death and Cloud finally is able to overcome the death of Aerith and Zack).
- Song: Darkness
- Artist: Peter Gabriel
Other info in the credits!
Lyric (I made the translation, if there is any mistake, please, tell me^^):
Ho paura di nuotare nel mare
Forme scure si muovono sotto di me
Ogni paura che ingoio mi fa diventare più piccolo
Accadono cose senza importanza
Allarmi sono innescati
Ricordi mescolati
Non è così che devessere
Ho paura di quello che non conosco
Odio essere in pericolo
Temo di poter essere il diavolo
E ho paura di essere divino
Non prendermi in giro, ho poca pazienza
Sotto questa pelle, questi frammenti catturati
[Rit]
Quando lo permetto
Non cè controllo su di me
Ho le mie paure
Ma loro non hanno me
Camminando nel sottobosco
Verso la casa nel bosco
Più avanti vado, più diventa scuro
Spio attraverso la finestra
Busso alla porta
E il mostro da cui ero così spaventato
Giace accucciato sul pavimento
E accucciato sul pavimento come un bambino
Piango finchè non rido [Fine Rit]
Ho paura di dover fare da madre
Con le mie palle rinchiuse in un recinto
Ho paura di amare le donne
E ho paura di amare gli uomini
Flashbacks arrivano ogni notte
Non dirmi che va tutto bene
[Rit]
[Disclaimer]
I do not own any of the music or scenes I use. They belong to their rightful owners. My videos are made only for the enjoyment of others. Copyright Infringement is never intended.")
