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Soran Katoamistemppu ║ Midsummer IC @Sawnahhh
![When all is lost [ 7.10.2011 ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/PH1Oo5VNvmg/hqdefault.jpg "When all is lost [ 7.10.2011 ]
Then all is found.
Its that time of year again, another year without you. Youd be 9 years old today. Happy birthday, Axel.
I dont know how easy this video is to understand, so let me clarify the 3 female characters in the video (short hair, medium hair, long hair) all represent me, through the years. The boy (as a kid and an adult) represents Axel, and the little girl portrays what I most fear, which was not being able to have kids.
Ive made a lot of progress in therapy, especially this year, and I am honestly really happy about that. Im doing a lot better these days.
It was also the first year anniversary of my relationship recently, and he has been such a rock through my bad days. I cant even begin to describe how good he is to me. Thank you. He is represented at the end of the video, as someone who pulled me out of a really dark place. I lost Axel, but on the road to healing I found him, and I am so lucky.")
![Shugo Emperors Vault Boss Glitch [RESET !!]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/QABZMs7fS2g/hqdefault.jpg "Shugo Emperors Vault Boss Glitch [RESET !!]
So the new Shugo event started today. With some minor flaws.
THIS VIDEO:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6YV8XcGNLdY
shows how the instance is supposed to be run for S Rank.
This video shows why its impossible. Bosses reset if you pull them even a bit away from the spawn point. They can NOT be kited.
GG Ncsoft. Tyvm.")
![Turvapaikkahakemus [Merōween 2019]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Qvd8u904bmE/hqdefault.jpg "Turvapaikkahakemus [Merōween 2019]
Im still not sorry.")
![Nortin Kosto [Merōween 2019]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/R2FS6xVu8R4/hqdefault.jpg "Nortin Kosto [Merōween 2019]
Best GMV at Merōween 2019 AMV contest.
Im not sorry.")
