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Video mun melleville tytöille. Kaikilla meistä on joskus elämä perseellään, meillä on stressiä, paniikkia, paineita, masennusta. On niitä hetkiä, jolloin epätoivo iskee ja ei vaan ole pakokeinoa.
Niinä hetkinä, mun on helppo editoida. Niin kuin tänään. Ja halusin tehdä tämän pätkän ja sanoa, että elämä voi olla paskaa juuri nyt, suurella osalla meistä, mutta me päästään siitä läpi, me selvitään ja te ootte parhaita.
And in English. Short edit, literally finished this in two hours and yeah, it shows. I added translation to the lyrics in annotations, but honestly, not gonna say much about this video. It is what it is. And what it is, is important to me.
FINNISH:
Video mun melleville tytöille. Kaikilla meistä on joskus elämä perseellään, meillä on stressiä, paniikkia, paineita, masennusta. On niitä hetkiä, jolloin epätoivo iskee ja ei vaan ole pakokeinoa.
Niinä hetkinä, mun on helppo editoida. Niin kuin tänään. Ja halusin tehdä tämän pätkän ja sanoa, että elämä voi olla paskaa juuri nyt, suurella osalla meistä, mutta me päästään siitä läpi, me selvitään ja te ootte parhaita.
And in English. Short edit, literally finished this in two hours and yeah, it shows. I added translation to the lyrics in annotations, but honestly, not gonna say much about this video. It is what it is. And what it is, is important to me.
![When all is lost [ 7.10.2011 ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/PH1Oo5VNvmg/hqdefault.jpg "When all is lost [ 7.10.2011 ]
Then all is found.
Its that time of year again, another year without you. Youd be 9 years old today. Happy birthday, Axel.
I dont know how easy this video is to understand, so let me clarify the 3 female characters in the video (short hair, medium hair, long hair) all represent me, through the years. The boy (as a kid and an adult) represents Axel, and the little girl portrays what I most fear, which was not being able to have kids.
Ive made a lot of progress in therapy, especially this year, and I am honestly really happy about that. Im doing a lot better these days.
It was also the first year anniversary of my relationship recently, and he has been such a rock through my bad days. I cant even begin to describe how good he is to me. Thank you. He is represented at the end of the video, as someone who pulled me out of a really dark place. I lost Axel, but on the road to healing I found him, and I am so lucky.")
![Shugo Emperors Vault Boss Glitch [RESET !!]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/QABZMs7fS2g/hqdefault.jpg "Shugo Emperors Vault Boss Glitch [RESET !!]
So the new Shugo event started today. With some minor flaws.
THIS VIDEO:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6YV8XcGNLdY
shows how the instance is supposed to be run for S Rank.
This video shows why its impossible. Bosses reset if you pull them even a bit away from the spawn point. They can NOT be kited.
GG Ncsoft. Tyvm.")
![Turvapaikkahakemus [Merōween 2019]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Qvd8u904bmE/hqdefault.jpg "Turvapaikkahakemus [Merōween 2019]
Im still not sorry.")
![Nortin Kosto [Merōween 2019]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/R2FS6xVu8R4/hqdefault.jpg "Nortin Kosto [Merōween 2019]
Best GMV at Merōween 2019 AMV contest.
Im not sorry.")
![Beautiful Ones [Wellness at Work]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/RLWA5d21vOY/hqdefault.jpg "Beautiful Ones [Wellness at Work]
My final presentation for my Wellness at Work course at Laurea University of Applied Sciences. Combined my favorite music to my favorite games, could be better but Im satisfied enough with it.")
