frëya | something quite beautiful. @Whherever | Uploaded January 2017 | Updated October 2024, 2 days ago.
-HD please
First of all, hi!
This is my first video of 2017 and I think this is the best way for me to start this year.
I started this video last year.
2016 has been a very hard year for me and this is a summary (?)
What is love? Why do we keep falling in love even though we have been hurt?
The first part of the video is the beginning of a relationship, when everything is good, everything is perfect and you can't literally stop smiling, you want to be with the person you love 24/7, you are happy.
But something happens and you’re alone again.
You feel hopeless, you feel empty and nothing or no one can save you and you just want to drown. You can't even accept that is over and at that point the anger starts.
When you’re not sad anymore you’re just angry and you want to hit things and scream and you feel like at some point you could even explode.
But then even that part goes away, and this is the hardest part, when the anger leaves you, you are completely empty.
You feel like you will never EVER fall in love again. You close your heart but then you meet someone new and you forget everything.
So this is the story of the video, the story of every person’s life.
And I feel this video so much, seriously. I feel like this is mine. This is me. This is who I am.
I am the one that keeps falling in love so easily, keeps getting hurt.
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The final quote is something Lily Collins once said. When she got back with Jamie Campbell Bower she posted two pictures on Instagram, the description of the first one was: “Sometimes it just is what is it…” and the second one was “And what is it, is something quite beautiful..”
And when Sherlock said those words I immediately remember Lily’s.
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And now it’s time for me to tell you this:
This is gonna be my last year on YouTube. Well I won't be gone at all but you know, I don't feel the same things as I did before. I remember I was always inspired, always vidding, but now I kinda lost it.
I lost my “rhythm” in summer 2015 during my high school graduation and it never came back.
UPDATE: 10/12/2017
I don't know what made me change my mind, but this last year has been extraordinary, I joined a LOT of collabs, I met amazing people I even opened a collab channel!
I really found my rhythm. My inspiration is back. It's not gonna be easy, my computer sucks and to render a two minutes video it takes at least 5 hours but WHO CARES.
I am happy here.
Song: youtu.be/sBubnbNFyW0
Coloring: the first one is mine (#takemetochurch) and the second one is natsalvatore’s.
Series and movies used: skam, I medici masters of Florence, teen wolf, stitchers, gossip girl, queer as folk, eyewitness, agents of shield, the royals, love Rosie, Hannibal, Shadowhunters, sense8, skins x hemlock grove, friends, twilight - new moon, suits, Marco mengoni’s video clip, scream the series, pretty little liars, 500 days of summer, Sherlock, becoming Jane.
where you can find me:
◌ Twitter: twitter.com/maavors
◌ Ask: http://ask.fm/mcguinness
◌ Vine: vine.co/u/1149492223373668352
◌ Tumblr: maavors.tumblr.com
◌ Instagram: instagram.com/maavors#
◌ Second channel youtube.com/channel/UCbpy1g4DlAPfmxvLBX-gVsQ
©
Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for "fair use" for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favourite of fair use."
-HD please
First of all, hi!
This is my first video of 2017 and I think this is the best way for me to start this year.
I started this video last year.
2016 has been a very hard year for me and this is a summary (?)
What is love? Why do we keep falling in love even though we have been hurt?
The first part of the video is the beginning of a relationship, when everything is good, everything is perfect and you can't literally stop smiling, you want to be with the person you love 24/7, you are happy.
But something happens and you’re alone again.
You feel hopeless, you feel empty and nothing or no one can save you and you just want to drown. You can't even accept that is over and at that point the anger starts.
When you’re not sad anymore you’re just angry and you want to hit things and scream and you feel like at some point you could even explode.
But then even that part goes away, and this is the hardest part, when the anger leaves you, you are completely empty.
You feel like you will never EVER fall in love again. You close your heart but then you meet someone new and you forget everything.
So this is the story of the video, the story of every person’s life.
And I feel this video so much, seriously. I feel like this is mine. This is me. This is who I am.
I am the one that keeps falling in love so easily, keeps getting hurt.
-
The final quote is something Lily Collins once said. When she got back with Jamie Campbell Bower she posted two pictures on Instagram, the description of the first one was: “Sometimes it just is what is it…” and the second one was “And what is it, is something quite beautiful..”
And when Sherlock said those words I immediately remember Lily’s.
-
And now it’s time for me to tell you this:
This is gonna be my last year on YouTube. Well I won't be gone at all but you know, I don't feel the same things as I did before. I remember I was always inspired, always vidding, but now I kinda lost it.
I lost my “rhythm” in summer 2015 during my high school graduation and it never came back.
UPDATE: 10/12/2017
I don't know what made me change my mind, but this last year has been extraordinary, I joined a LOT of collabs, I met amazing people I even opened a collab channel!
I really found my rhythm. My inspiration is back. It's not gonna be easy, my computer sucks and to render a two minutes video it takes at least 5 hours but WHO CARES.
I am happy here.
Song: youtu.be/sBubnbNFyW0
Coloring: the first one is mine (#takemetochurch) and the second one is natsalvatore’s.
Series and movies used: skam, I medici masters of Florence, teen wolf, stitchers, gossip girl, queer as folk, eyewitness, agents of shield, the royals, love Rosie, Hannibal, Shadowhunters, sense8, skins x hemlock grove, friends, twilight - new moon, suits, Marco mengoni’s video clip, scream the series, pretty little liars, 500 days of summer, Sherlock, becoming Jane.
where you can find me:
◌ Twitter: twitter.com/maavors
◌ Ask: http://ask.fm/mcguinness
◌ Vine: vine.co/u/1149492223373668352
◌ Tumblr: maavors.tumblr.com
◌ Instagram: instagram.com/maavors#
◌ Second channel youtube.com/channel/UCbpy1g4DlAPfmxvLBX-gVsQ
©
Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for "fair use" for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favourite of fair use."
