Uploaded January 2026 | Updated September 2026, 3 hours ago

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'HeartBreakKid' EP out now!
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#SoulMates #HeartBreakKid

You said what you said I’m stressed
Just sitting here in boxers and a vest
My reactions was messed
At first I was pressed now I’m just depressed
Was reading books to get my mind right
But now I got no appetite bex
Just started at the gym
But how am I meant to work out if I eat less
All the memories in my head
I don’t wanna forget but I gotta forget
How am I meant to move on
And just let another girl in my bed
Let her meet my mum and daughter
For her to disappear and fuck with their head
Retail therapy just ain’t working
Feels like i'm spending pointless bread
First thing I thought about in the mornings you
At night when I’m yawning, I’m calling you
I don't know why I’m making this song
I don’t even think that I thought this through
First true love I can’t lie it was you
Uphill battle but I climbed it for you
You said we were soul mates
Right person, wrong timing and it's true
Now I’m sitting here relapsing
Dead inside cause I'm dying for you
My eyes got tears and my hearts been torn
Feel like a prick why am I crying for you
Never told people the truth
Cause truth is I was just riding for you
I even started to graft
For a better life to provide it for you
New clothes, new trainers
Whatever you know i'd buy it for you
All the things we done together
Now everything reminds me of you
And I can have sex with whoever
But truth is though I just like it with you
I don’t even wanna write songs right now
Unless what I’m writing is you
I don’t even know if I’m Shxdow anymore
I just feel like a wannabe sucker
We used to say we were soul mates
Soul mates don’t give up on each other
Thought we would have a hot summer
Now I'm sat lonely burning in June
If I felt appreciated
Really would have gave you the earth and the moon
If I felt secure more time
Would of had a mini me in your womb
If I felt secure more time
Tj would be in a cot in your room
Always felt like you thought I was scum
But you said you loved me I must have been dumb
My spider sense tingled
I ignored it till my senses numb
Your friends never liked me
So we all know how that story ends
Course that’s gonna happen
If when we argue you chat to your friends
You told me about your past
But I brushed all that cah that’s past tense
Most man would of ran miles
You had my heart and I had no sense
There’s so much more I can say
I’ll probably chat about our toxic ways
In part 2 cause I got too
I’m feeling rocked and lost in space
I was telling fans watch this space
Now I don’t even wanna drop this tape
Friends telling me “you got this mate”
But that’s bullshit he ain’t lost his bae
Thinking is it my fault? Rah
Feeling like I wanna cry right now
I ain’t suicidal nah
But I do feel like I wanna die right now
Thinking is it my fault? Rah
Feeling like I wanna cry right now
I ain’t suicidal nah
But I do feel like I wanna die right now