Uploaded April 2024 | Updated September 2026, 30 minutes ago
LYRICS:
How can I settle for this?
I’ve fought... for 100 years.
And I'd ask myself if I'd fight for another 100.
But we both know I will
What I lost, I gained in power.
And when that power was taken away,
I only felt the world leaving me
When I had thought that would be my home
Did I ever sing to you with an aria?
One that swelled and flew with the same anguish I held?
What perfect, soft hair she had.
What a beautiful soul she was.
I’ll *never* be able to answer myself.
Is she gone now, or just transformed?
Did she ever exist?
(Stop!)
I’ll *never* be able to answer myself.
Did I kill her, or did she die of neglect?
Was she ever alive?
I will push, as hard as I can.
I don’t care that this mountain is infinite.
If I truly am nothing.
Then that would be ideal.
The only thing that can affect infinity, is zero.
So how can I settle for this?
She *isn’t* coming back.
But did I ever call you mine?
If I have to destroy the world,
Then I'll start with myself.
The flame of hope is eternal
Not even I can blow it out.
I’ll bring peace to one of us eventually.
But if these words kill me, just know
I don’t need a new world order.
I’ll *never* be able to feel for myself
Was she taken, or did she leave?
Did I cut her, or did she choose to bleed?
My throat is ripped out, and I cannot scream
But please, can’t I tell you, what you meant to me?
I don’t think you’ll believe me
After all, I’m dead too.
How can someone back from hell
Still be holding onto you?
Later today
Or maybe this month
I’ll think about your face, just once.
And when the thought of you enters my mind
I’ll act as if this mountain is mine.
Who am I kidding?
It’s only me
It doesn’t take that much to see
That i’m not whole, and neither are you
But you’ve found another me.
When the sun goes down
I turn into this?
If we both died tonight
Which one would you miss?
It’s me or the world.
So take your pick
The way you chase me
Makes me sick
How dare you consign me
To one such as he
When we both die together
Inside the world tree.
If it’s you or the world
We’ll go to the moon
If I don’t make it,
I hope I see you soon.
See you soon...
See you soon...
Did I ever sing to you with an aria?
One that swelled and flew with the same anguish I held?
What perfect, soft hair she had.
What a beautiful soul she was.
What a beautiful soul she was.
...
If it’s you or the world
We’ll go to the moon
If I don’t make it,
I hope I see you soon.
See you soon...
See you soon...
Did I ever sing to you with an aria?
One that swelled and flew with the same anguish I held?
What perfect, soft hair she had.
What a beautiful soul she was.
If it’s you or the world
We’ll go to the moon
If I don’t make it,
If I don't make it,
I hope I see you soon.
See you soon...
...
LYRICS:
How can I settle for this?
I’ve fought... for 100 years.
And I'd ask myself if I'd fight for another 100.
But we both know I will
What I lost, I gained in power.
And when that power was taken away,
I only felt the world leaving me
When I had thought that would be my home
Did I ever sing to you with an aria?
One that swelled and flew with the same anguish I held?
What perfect, soft hair she had.
What a beautiful soul she was.
I’ll *never* be able to answer myself.
Is she gone now, or just transformed?
Did she ever exist?
(Stop!)
I’ll *never* be able to answer myself.
Did I kill her, or did she die of neglect?
Was she ever alive?
I will push, as hard as I can.
I don’t care that this mountain is infinite.
If I truly am nothing.
Then that would be ideal.
The only thing that can affect infinity, is zero.
So how can I settle for this?
She *isn’t* coming back.
But did I ever call you mine?
If I have to destroy the world,
Then I'll start with myself.
The flame of hope is eternal
Not even I can blow it out.
I’ll bring peace to one of us eventually.
But if these words kill me, just know
I don’t need a new world order.
I’ll *never* be able to feel for myself
Was she taken, or did she leave?
Did I cut her, or did she choose to bleed?
My throat is ripped out, and I cannot scream
But please, can’t I tell you, what you meant to me?
I don’t think you’ll believe me
After all, I’m dead too.
How can someone back from hell
Still be holding onto you?
Later today
Or maybe this month
I’ll think about your face, just once.
And when the thought of you enters my mind
I’ll act as if this mountain is mine.
Who am I kidding?
It’s only me
It doesn’t take that much to see
That i’m not whole, and neither are you
But you’ve found another me.
When the sun goes down
I turn into this?
If we both died tonight
Which one would you miss?
It’s me or the world.
So take your pick
The way you chase me
Makes me sick
How dare you consign me
To one such as he
When we both die together
Inside the world tree.
If it’s you or the world
We’ll go to the moon
If I don’t make it,
I hope I see you soon.
See you soon...
See you soon...
Did I ever sing to you with an aria?
One that swelled and flew with the same anguish I held?
What perfect, soft hair she had.
What a beautiful soul she was.
What a beautiful soul she was.
...
If it’s you or the world
We’ll go to the moon
If I don’t make it,
I hope I see you soon.
See you soon...
See you soon...
Did I ever sing to you with an aria?
One that swelled and flew with the same anguish I held?
What perfect, soft hair she had.
What a beautiful soul she was.
If it’s you or the world
We’ll go to the moon
If I don’t make it,
If I don't make it,
I hope I see you soon.
See you soon...
...
