Uploaded August 2024 | Updated September 2026, 1 hour ago

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LYRICS:
Stay right where you are...
Stay right where you are...

Infinite clouds hide the shameful yell
Wonder who I'd be if I stayed in hell
Scars so pale, but they feel so new
The falling shards of glass, they run me through...

Shaking myself down looking for patterns again.
I have to let them know this rage is not my friend.
When the father twists reality, the sons will come to end.

The man I would be without you
If only I had someone better,
The mountains I'm climbing to spite you
So without calling my name,
Consider this my letter...
My letter...

The beginning of our hatred
Started way before my life,
No telling how this will wound me,
All my friends, my kids, or my wife.

I'm fighting every day now
To find a cure for myself.
Too often all I can do is watch
The rapid decline of my health...

Can you imagine
The man I would be without you
If only I had someone better,
The mountains I'm climbing to spite you
So without calling my name,
Consider this my letter...
My letter...

In the folds of our golden order
Hard to see what I'd feel was shorter
In the darkness of this place...
Your memory's all I can replace...

I'll be free from this wretched curse
I have the same solution for you
Why don't we end the bloodshed here and now
This cannot ever begin anew...

The man I would be without you
If only I had someone better,
The mountains I'm climbing to spite you
So without calling my name,
Consider this my letter...
My letter...

This is your fault
No matter what you were taught
Learn responsibility
For the wars you think you fought.
You bastard.
You bastard.

The man I would be without you
If only I had someone better,
The mountains I'm climbing to spite you
So without calling my name,
Consider this my letter...
My letter...