Uploaded July 2026 | Updated September 2026, 3 weeks ago
My latest tune. This one took time, the lyrics took a long time to come to me. I hope you enjoy my song!
Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
I found a door where the road ran out
Past the last light, past any doubt
A man in the window waved me in
Said the room was waiting, said it always been
The walls looked kind in the candle glow
I told myself I'd stay an hour or so
The floorboards creaked like they knew my name
Every step further felt just the same
[Verse 2]
The clock on the wall was stuck at nine
Every face in the hallway looked like mine
I asked for the road, they smiled and said
There's no road out, just the room ahead
I laughed it off, I called it a joke
Then I noticed I'd forgotten how to leave, how I spoke
The candles never burned down to the wick
The hours moved but the night stayed thick
[Pre-Chorus]
Something's wrong here
Something's wrong
I can feel the walls
Singing me along
[Chorus]
I CAN'T FIND THE DOOR I CAME IN THROUGH
EVERY HALLWAY LOOKS THE SAME TO ME AND YOU
THE ROOM KEEPS GROWING, THE WALLS KEEP CLOSING IN
I'M STILL HERE SINGING, STILL TRAPPED WITHIN
THIS IS THE PLACE THAT SWALLOWS MEN
[Verse 3]
I started talking to the men in the frames
They all had my face, they all knew my name
I begged the man at the desk for the key
He said son you already are what you'll always be
The mirrors multiply the longer I stay
I forget which reflection I walked in that day
I used to know the sound of my own voice
Now every echo answers like it had a choice
[Pre-Chorus]
Something's wrong here
Something's wrong
I can feel the walls
Singing me along
[Chorus]
I CAN'T FIND THE DOOR I CAME IN THROUGH
EVERY HALLWAY LOOKS THE SAME TO ME AND YOU
THE ROOM KEEPS GROWING, THE WALLS KEEP CLOSING IN
I'M STILL HERE SINGING, STILL TRAPPED WITHIN
THIS IS THE PLACE THAT SWALLOWS MEN
[Bridge]
Maybe I built this room myself
Maybe the walls were always me
Maybe there never was a door
Maybe I never wanted to leave
Maybe every guest before me
Asked the same question, stayed to see
[Verse 4]
I stopped counting the days I've stayed
Stopped asking the man behind the desk
Every hallway leads me back to this room
Every mirror gives the same answer, no rest
The candle's still burning, the door's still gone
I don't remember which one of us is wrong
[Final Chorus]
I CAN'T FIND THE DOOR I CAME IN THROUGH
EVERY HALLWAY LOOKS THE SAME TO ME AND YOU
THE ROOM KEEPS GROWING, THE WALLS KEEP CLOSING IN
I'M STILL HERE SINGING, STILL TRAPPED WITHIN
THIS IS THE PLACE, THIS IS THE PLACE
THIS IS THE PLACE THAT SWALLOWS MEN
[Outro]
I found a door where the road ran out
I'm still inside it
I never got out
I never got out
My latest tune. This one took time, the lyrics took a long time to come to me. I hope you enjoy my song!
Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
I found a door where the road ran out
Past the last light, past any doubt
A man in the window waved me in
Said the room was waiting, said it always been
The walls looked kind in the candle glow
I told myself I'd stay an hour or so
The floorboards creaked like they knew my name
Every step further felt just the same
[Verse 2]
The clock on the wall was stuck at nine
Every face in the hallway looked like mine
I asked for the road, they smiled and said
There's no road out, just the room ahead
I laughed it off, I called it a joke
Then I noticed I'd forgotten how to leave, how I spoke
The candles never burned down to the wick
The hours moved but the night stayed thick
[Pre-Chorus]
Something's wrong here
Something's wrong
I can feel the walls
Singing me along
[Chorus]
I CAN'T FIND THE DOOR I CAME IN THROUGH
EVERY HALLWAY LOOKS THE SAME TO ME AND YOU
THE ROOM KEEPS GROWING, THE WALLS KEEP CLOSING IN
I'M STILL HERE SINGING, STILL TRAPPED WITHIN
THIS IS THE PLACE THAT SWALLOWS MEN
[Verse 3]
I started talking to the men in the frames
They all had my face, they all knew my name
I begged the man at the desk for the key
He said son you already are what you'll always be
The mirrors multiply the longer I stay
I forget which reflection I walked in that day
I used to know the sound of my own voice
Now every echo answers like it had a choice
[Pre-Chorus]
Something's wrong here
Something's wrong
I can feel the walls
Singing me along
[Chorus]
I CAN'T FIND THE DOOR I CAME IN THROUGH
EVERY HALLWAY LOOKS THE SAME TO ME AND YOU
THE ROOM KEEPS GROWING, THE WALLS KEEP CLOSING IN
I'M STILL HERE SINGING, STILL TRAPPED WITHIN
THIS IS THE PLACE THAT SWALLOWS MEN
[Bridge]
Maybe I built this room myself
Maybe the walls were always me
Maybe there never was a door
Maybe I never wanted to leave
Maybe every guest before me
Asked the same question, stayed to see
[Verse 4]
I stopped counting the days I've stayed
Stopped asking the man behind the desk
Every hallway leads me back to this room
Every mirror gives the same answer, no rest
The candle's still burning, the door's still gone
I don't remember which one of us is wrong
[Final Chorus]
I CAN'T FIND THE DOOR I CAME IN THROUGH
EVERY HALLWAY LOOKS THE SAME TO ME AND YOU
THE ROOM KEEPS GROWING, THE WALLS KEEP CLOSING IN
I'M STILL HERE SINGING, STILL TRAPPED WITHIN
THIS IS THE PLACE, THIS IS THE PLACE
THIS IS THE PLACE THAT SWALLOWS MEN
[Outro]
I found a door where the road ran out
I'm still inside it
I never got out
I never got out




![Schizomanicman - The Night Maidens Lullaby (Feat The Night Maiden)
I wanted to create a lullaby, and created a voice I have named The Night Maiden to sing my song. So, here she is. I hope you enjoy!
Lyrics:
[Intro]
Sleep, my child, the stars arise
Night unfolds her velvet skies
Close your eyes, the world grows still
The moonlight bends to guard your will
[Verse 1: Whisper of the Void]
I am the maiden of moonlight’s grace
Keeper of dreams in this quiet place
My wings are woven from silver air
I guard your sleep with gentle care
[Pre-Chorus: Wings of Silence]
No harm shall cross this sacred dome
While starlight sings, you’re safe at home
[Chorus: The Moon’s Last Watch]
This is the hour of hush and glow
Where lullabies like rivers flow
Sleep through the wonder, sleep through the light
Held in the Moon’s Last Watch tonight
[Verse 2: Dreamguard’s Oath]
I paint your dreams in hues of gold
With stories whispered, soft and bold
The winds may wander, the owls may call
But you shall rest through it all
[Pre-Chorus: Wings of Silence (Reprise)]
No fear shall stir, no shadow creep
While I am near, you’re free to sleep
[Chorus: The Moon’s Last Watch (Expanded)]
This is the hour of hush and glow
Where lullabies like rivers flow
Sleep through the wonder, sleep through the light
Held in the Moon’s Last Watch tonight
Held in the Moon’s Last Watch tonight
[Verse 3: The Sleeper’s Realm]
I see your dreams like lanterns bright
Drifting through the velvet night
Islands float on silver seas
Where lullabies ride moonlit breeze
[Bridge: Aurora’s Blessing]
[choir swells, timpani heartbeat, ambient wind textures]
Let the stars dance, let the world spin
Your dreams begin where mine begin
I’ll weave the night with threads of grace
And cradle you in time and space
[Night Maiden’s Whisper]
Sleep, little soul, the stars are near
The night is yours, theres naught to fear
I’ll guard your breath, I’ll guide your flight
Till morning sings its golden light
[Night Maiden’s Vow]
Sleep, sleep, sleep through the sky
Held in the hush where angels fly
Sleep, sleep, sleep through the light
The moon shall guard you every night
[Final Chorus: The Moon’s Last Watch]
This is the hour of hush and glow
Where lullabies like rivers flow
Sleep through the wonder, sleep through the light
Held in the Moon’s Last Watch tonight
Held in the Moon’s Last Watch tonight
Held in the Moon’s Last Watch tonight
[Outro: Moonlight Reprise]
Sleep, my child, the stars arise
Night enfolds her velvet skies
Close your eyes, the world grows still
The moonlight bends to guard your will Schizomanicman - The Night Maidens Lullaby (Feat The Night Maiden)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ope7Vxz4W4k/mqdefault.jpg)

![SCHIZOMANICMAN - MONSTER LOVE
I wrote this song a few months ago, but couldnt find the right fit with the sound, I tried over 20 genres but settled on this one. I hope you enjoy my song!
Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
I look into the mirror and I hate what I see
This broken, twisted version of what Im supposed to be
Every flaw, every failure, every scar on my skin
Im drowning in the monster that I carry within
But when I look at you, something changes in my chest
This worthless piece of nothing wants to give you all the best
Ill tear apart the world if someone tries to hurt you
Ill burn it all to ashes, thats what monsters do
[Pre-Chorus]
Im broken... [Broken...]
But my love is whole... [Its whole...]
Im nothing... [Nothing...]
But youre my soul... [My soul...]
[Chorus]
I hate myself but Ill protect you...
Destroy anyone who tries to get through...
Im a monster with a beating heart...
Ill tear this world apart... tear it apart...
I loathe what I am but I love who you are...
Ill fight through hell, Ill fight through war...
Im broken inside but my love is pure...
For you Ill endure... Ill endure...
[Verse 2]
Every word of hatred that I speak to myself
Is poison in my veins, deteriorating my health
Im worthless, Im pathetic, Im a waste of space and time
But for you Ill be a warrior, for you Ill cross the line
They can judge me, they can hate me, they can tear me down
But if they touch you, Ill make sure theyre never found
Im a broken man with nothing left to lose
But protecting you is something I will always choose
[Pre-Chorus]
Im damaged! [Damaged!]
But my heart is true! [So true!]
Im worthless! [Worthless!]
Except when Im with you! [With you!]
[Chorus]
I hate myself but Ill protect you!
Destroy anyone who tries to get through!
Im a monster with a beating heart!
Ill tear this world apart! Tear it apart!
I loathe what I am but I love who you are!
Ill fight through hell, Ill fight through war!
Im broken inside but my love is pure!
For you Ill endure! Ill endure!
[Bridge]
I dont deserve this love you give to me
I dont deserve to feel this family
But Ill guard it with my life, with every breath I take
Ill sacrifice myself, whatever it may take
Theyll have to kill me first before they touch a hair
Theyll have to end me before I let them dare!
[Final Verse]
So let them see this monster, let them fear what Ive become
Ill be the guardian demon when the darkness comes
I hate myself completely but my love will never fade
Im the broken shield that keeps you safe from the blade
[Pre-Chorus]
Im broken! [Broken!]
But Ill never fall! [Never!]
Im nothing! [Nothing!]
But Ill give you all! [Everything!]
[Final Chorus]
I hate myself but Ill protect you!
Destroy anyone who tries to get through!
Im a monster with a beating heart!
Ill tear this world apart! Tear it apart!
I loathe what I am but I love who you are!
Ill fight through hell, Ill fight through war!
Im broken inside but my love is pure!
For you Ill endure! Ill endure! SCHIZOMANICMAN - MONSTER LOVE](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/p-3fZ2cqAsk/mqdefault.jpg)



