Uploaded December 2025 | Updated September 2026, 3 weeks ago
This is a song I wrote a few months ago after hearing Nathan Aspinalls walk on song.... I hope you enjoy my tune!
Lyrics:
I see you standing in the morning light
But shadows follow you from last night
You say it's nothing, say the past is gone
But I can feel it every time we're alone
Pictures in my head won't disappear
Every story that I don't want to hear
Who were you before you came to me?
These questions burning endlessly
And I know, I know I shouldn't care
But the thought of someone else touching you there
It's tearing me apart, ripping through my chest
I want you all, not just what's left
I see ghosts in your eyes!
All the secrets that you hide!
Every kiss that came before!
It's killing me, I can't ignore!
I see ghosts in your eyes!
Behind your perfect alibis!
I love you more than I can say!
But jealousy won't go away!
You reach for me but I'm somewhere else
Lost inside this private hell
I trust you but my mind runs wild
With visions that drive me paralyzed
Every name you never say out loud
Every face lost in the crowd
I know it's irrational, know it's not fair
But I can't help imagining them there
And I know, I know you chose me now
But these demons won't allow
Me to let it go, to just be free
Your history is haunting me
I see ghosts in your eyes!
All the secrets that you hide!
Every kiss that came before!
It's killing me, I can't ignore!
I see ghosts in your eyes!
Behind your perfect alibis!
I love you more than I can say!
But jealousy won't go away!
Tell me I'm the only one you need
Tell me that your past won't make me bleed
But every time you close your eyes
I wonder who else you fantasize
I'm losing control, losing my mind
Searching for peace I'll never find
These skeletons are dancing in my brain
Driving me insane! INSANE!
I see ghosts in your eyes!
All the secrets that you hide!
Every kiss that came before!
It's killing me, I can't ignore!
I see ghosts in your eyes!
Behind your perfect alibis!
I love you more than I can say!
But jealousy won't go away!
(Ghosts in your eyes!) I can't let it go!
(Ghosts in your eyes!) Everything I know!
(Ghosts in your eyes!) Tears me apart inside!
(Ghosts in your eyes!) Nowhere left to hide!
I see ghosts... I see ghosts...
In your eyes... in your eyes...
This is a song I wrote a few months ago after hearing Nathan Aspinalls walk on song.... I hope you enjoy my tune!
Lyrics:
I see you standing in the morning light
But shadows follow you from last night
You say it's nothing, say the past is gone
But I can feel it every time we're alone
Pictures in my head won't disappear
Every story that I don't want to hear
Who were you before you came to me?
These questions burning endlessly
And I know, I know I shouldn't care
But the thought of someone else touching you there
It's tearing me apart, ripping through my chest
I want you all, not just what's left
I see ghosts in your eyes!
All the secrets that you hide!
Every kiss that came before!
It's killing me, I can't ignore!
I see ghosts in your eyes!
Behind your perfect alibis!
I love you more than I can say!
But jealousy won't go away!
You reach for me but I'm somewhere else
Lost inside this private hell
I trust you but my mind runs wild
With visions that drive me paralyzed
Every name you never say out loud
Every face lost in the crowd
I know it's irrational, know it's not fair
But I can't help imagining them there
And I know, I know you chose me now
But these demons won't allow
Me to let it go, to just be free
Your history is haunting me
I see ghosts in your eyes!
All the secrets that you hide!
Every kiss that came before!
It's killing me, I can't ignore!
I see ghosts in your eyes!
Behind your perfect alibis!
I love you more than I can say!
But jealousy won't go away!
Tell me I'm the only one you need
Tell me that your past won't make me bleed
But every time you close your eyes
I wonder who else you fantasize
I'm losing control, losing my mind
Searching for peace I'll never find
These skeletons are dancing in my brain
Driving me insane! INSANE!
I see ghosts in your eyes!
All the secrets that you hide!
Every kiss that came before!
It's killing me, I can't ignore!
I see ghosts in your eyes!
Behind your perfect alibis!
I love you more than I can say!
But jealousy won't go away!
(Ghosts in your eyes!) I can't let it go!
(Ghosts in your eyes!) Everything I know!
(Ghosts in your eyes!) Tears me apart inside!
(Ghosts in your eyes!) Nowhere left to hide!
I see ghosts... I see ghosts...
In your eyes... in your eyes...



![Schizomanicman - Please Stay
I wasnt sure whether to upload this one, its based on letters I wrote as a child.
Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
I heard the shouting through the walls again last night
Covered my ears and held my pillow tight
You said youre tired, said you cant do this anymore
I heard your footsteps walking toward the door
[Verse 2]
Youre packing up your things, putting them away
I dont understand the words I heard you say
Something about needing space, needing to be free
But what about us? What about me?
[Pre-Chorus]
I know things have been hard lately, I can see
But we can fix this, cant we? Please...
[Chorus]
Please stay, dont go
I need you more than you could know
Please stay, Im begging you
I dont know what Im supposed to do
If you walk out that door today
Please stay
[Verse 3]
I promise Ill be better, Ill be good
Ill do anything, everything I should
Ill clean my room without you asking me
Ill be so quiet, you wont even see
[Verse 4]
I heard you crying in the bathroom yesterday
Saw the suitcase that you tried to hide away
You think I dont notice but I see it all
The way you flinch when you hear footsteps in the hall
[Pre-Chorus]
I know youre hurting, I can see the pain
But leaving us wont make it go away
[Chorus]
Please stay, dont go
I need you more than you could know
Please stay, Im begging you
I dont know what Im supposed to do
If you walk out that door today
Please stay, please stay
[Bridge]
Im scared of what happens when youre gone
Whos gonna help me when things go wrong?
Whos gonna tuck me in at night?
Whos gonna tell me its alright?
I know Im small, I know Im young
But I can feel whats coming
And Im terrified
[Final Verse]
Mummy, please dont leave me here alone
This house wont be a home when youre gone
Im just a little boy who needs his mum
Please dont go, please dont run
I heard you tell Dad its over, that youre done
But what about your son?
What about your son?
[Final Chorus]
Please stay, Mummy dont go
I need you more than you could know
Please stay, Im begging you
Im just a little boy, what am I supposed to do?
If you walk out that door today
My whole world falls away
Please stay, Mummy please stay
Dont leave me here this way
Please stay...
[Outro]
Please stay...
I need my mummy...
Please dont go... Schizomanicman - Please Stay](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/dpsTXHwuXJ8/mqdefault.jpg)

![Schizomanicman - The Gift Of All Year
A Christmas tune for you all from me! (It gets better after the creepy kids bit I promise lol)
Lyrics:
[Intro]
Ho ho ho! My dear friends, it’s Father Christmas here.
I bring more than toys and tinsel tonight—
I bring a reminder: the greatest gift is love.
Not just for Christmas Eve, but for every day we share.
[Verse 1]
Snowflakes fall, the night is bright
Candles glow with gentle light
Voices rise, the bells all ring
Hearts awaken as we sing
[Pre-Chorus]
It’s not the ribbons, not the gold
It’s kindness given, stories told
A hand to hold, a smile sincere
The gift that lasts through every year
[Chorus]
Love is the star on the tree
Shining for you, shining for me
Understanding, gentle and true
Respect in all the things we do
Not just December, but all year long
Love is the heart of every song
[Verse 2]
Children laugh, the fire is warm
Families gather, safe from storm
But beyond the season’s glow
Love’s the seed we choose to sow
[Pre-Chorus]
It’s not the wrapping, not the feast
It’s lifting up the lost, the least
A word of hope, a tender cheer
The gift that grows from year to year
[Chorus]
Love is the star on the tree
Shining for you, shining for me
Understanding, gentle and true
Respect in all the things we do
Not just December, but all year long
Love is the heart of every song
Carry this spirit with you, my friends.
Every day is a chance to give, to care, to love.
[Final Chorus]
Love is the star on the tree
Shining for you, shining for me
Understanding, gentle and true
Respect in all the things we do
Not just December, but all year long
Love is the heart of every song
[Outro]
Sleighbells fade, the chimes still play
Love will guide us every day
Ho ho ho, remember this cheer—
The gift of love lasts all the year. Schizomanicman - The Gift Of All Year](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/dysj4DLEbmk/mqdefault.jpg)




