Uploaded November 2025 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
I wasn't sure whether to upload this one, it's based on letters I wrote as a child.
Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
I heard the shouting through the walls again last night
Covered my ears and held my pillow tight
You said you're tired, said you can't do this anymore
I heard your footsteps walking toward the door
[Verse 2]
You're packing up your things, putting them away
I don't understand the words I heard you say
Something about needing space, needing to be free
But what about us? What about me?
[Pre-Chorus]
I know things have been hard lately, I can see
But we can fix this, can't we? Please...
[Chorus]
Please stay, don't go
I need you more than you could know
Please stay, I'm begging you
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
If you walk out that door today
Please stay
[Verse 3]
I promise I'll be better, I'll be good
I'll do anything, everything I should
I'll clean my room without you asking me
I'll be so quiet, you won't even see
[Verse 4]
I heard you crying in the bathroom yesterday
Saw the suitcase that you tried to hide away
You think I don't notice but I see it all
The way you flinch when you hear footsteps in the hall
[Pre-Chorus]
I know you're hurting, I can see the pain
But leaving us won't make it go away
[Chorus]
Please stay, don't go
I need you more than you could know
Please stay, I'm begging you
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
If you walk out that door today
Please stay, please stay
[Bridge]
I'm scared of what happens when you're gone
Who's gonna help me when things go wrong?
Who's gonna tuck me in at night?
Who's gonna tell me it's alright?
I know I'm small, I know I'm young
But I can feel what's coming
And I'm terrified
[Final Verse]
Mummy, please don't leave me here alone
This house won't be a home when you're gone
I'm just a little boy who needs his mum
Please don't go, please don't run
I heard you tell Dad it's over, that you're done
But what about your son?
What about your son?
[Final Chorus]
Please stay, Mummy don't go
I need you more than you could know
Please stay, I'm begging you
I'm just a little boy, what am I supposed to do?
If you walk out that door today
My whole world falls away
Please stay, Mummy please stay
Don't leave me here this way
Please stay...
[Outro]
Please stay...
I need my mummy...
Please don't go...
I wasn't sure whether to upload this one, it's based on letters I wrote as a child.
Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
I heard the shouting through the walls again last night
Covered my ears and held my pillow tight
You said you're tired, said you can't do this anymore
I heard your footsteps walking toward the door
[Verse 2]
You're packing up your things, putting them away
I don't understand the words I heard you say
Something about needing space, needing to be free
But what about us? What about me?
[Pre-Chorus]
I know things have been hard lately, I can see
But we can fix this, can't we? Please...
[Chorus]
Please stay, don't go
I need you more than you could know
Please stay, I'm begging you
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
If you walk out that door today
Please stay
[Verse 3]
I promise I'll be better, I'll be good
I'll do anything, everything I should
I'll clean my room without you asking me
I'll be so quiet, you won't even see
[Verse 4]
I heard you crying in the bathroom yesterday
Saw the suitcase that you tried to hide away
You think I don't notice but I see it all
The way you flinch when you hear footsteps in the hall
[Pre-Chorus]
I know you're hurting, I can see the pain
But leaving us won't make it go away
[Chorus]
Please stay, don't go
I need you more than you could know
Please stay, I'm begging you
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
If you walk out that door today
Please stay, please stay
[Bridge]
I'm scared of what happens when you're gone
Who's gonna help me when things go wrong?
Who's gonna tuck me in at night?
Who's gonna tell me it's alright?
I know I'm small, I know I'm young
But I can feel what's coming
And I'm terrified
[Final Verse]
Mummy, please don't leave me here alone
This house won't be a home when you're gone
I'm just a little boy who needs his mum
Please don't go, please don't run
I heard you tell Dad it's over, that you're done
But what about your son?
What about your son?
[Final Chorus]
Please stay, Mummy don't go
I need you more than you could know
Please stay, I'm begging you
I'm just a little boy, what am I supposed to do?
If you walk out that door today
My whole world falls away
Please stay, Mummy please stay
Don't leave me here this way
Please stay...
[Outro]
Please stay...
I need my mummy...
Please don't go...

![Schizomanicman - The Gift Of All Year
A Christmas tune for you all from me! (It gets better after the creepy kids bit I promise lol)
Lyrics:
[Intro]
Ho ho ho! My dear friends, it’s Father Christmas here.
I bring more than toys and tinsel tonight—
I bring a reminder: the greatest gift is love.
Not just for Christmas Eve, but for every day we share.
[Verse 1]
Snowflakes fall, the night is bright
Candles glow with gentle light
Voices rise, the bells all ring
Hearts awaken as we sing
[Pre-Chorus]
It’s not the ribbons, not the gold
It’s kindness given, stories told
A hand to hold, a smile sincere
The gift that lasts through every year
[Chorus]
Love is the star on the tree
Shining for you, shining for me
Understanding, gentle and true
Respect in all the things we do
Not just December, but all year long
Love is the heart of every song
[Verse 2]
Children laugh, the fire is warm
Families gather, safe from storm
But beyond the season’s glow
Love’s the seed we choose to sow
[Pre-Chorus]
It’s not the wrapping, not the feast
It’s lifting up the lost, the least
A word of hope, a tender cheer
The gift that grows from year to year
[Chorus]
Love is the star on the tree
Shining for you, shining for me
Understanding, gentle and true
Respect in all the things we do
Not just December, but all year long
Love is the heart of every song
Carry this spirit with you, my friends.
Every day is a chance to give, to care, to love.
[Final Chorus]
Love is the star on the tree
Shining for you, shining for me
Understanding, gentle and true
Respect in all the things we do
Not just December, but all year long
Love is the heart of every song
[Outro]
Sleighbells fade, the chimes still play
Love will guide us every day
Ho ho ho, remember this cheer—
The gift of love lasts all the year. Schizomanicman - The Gift Of All Year](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/dysj4DLEbmk/mqdefault.jpg)





![Schizomanicman - Fading Light
Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
Hello?
Is there anybody home in the silent architecture of your past?
The dust motes dance inside the prism of a memory built to last
I see the tired lines etched deep around the eyes you try to hide
A heavy anchor holding you where the rushing current used to glide
The world outside is just a blur, a hazy blur upon the pane
You stare right through the glass,
whispering that you can’t feel the pouring rain.
[Pre-Chorus]
The needle’s stuck, the record skips, repeating loops inside your head
Is this the sleep you always wanted?
Is this the life you meant to lead instead?
Tell me what the fracture is,
the point where the bright colours start to fade...
Before you bury that last flicker in the comfort that you made.
[Chorus 1]
And the fear surrounds you, creeping on the edges of the room
You chase the phantom echo, sinking slowly into the gloom!
But there’s a flicker of the fire, the truth that cuts through the facade
Dont let the silence become sacred; tear down the walls you always guard!
I can hear the music rising, past the threshold of the pain
Just reach for the wire, reach for the sound,
and let it cleanse the pouring rain!
[Verse 2]
I know the numbness, the gentle ache that settles deep inside the bone
The perfect insulation leaving you forever standing here alone
You built this fortress out of doubt, brick by careful, measured thought
A masterpiece of isolation for the lessons you were taught
We all retreat sometimes, searching for a harbour in the storm
But if you stay too long inside, you forget how to feel warm.
[Pre-Chorus]
The needle’s stuck, the record skips,
repeating loops inside your head
Is this the sleep you always wanted?
Is this the life you meant to lead instead?
Tell me what the fracture is,
the point where the bright colours start to fade...
Before you bury that last flicker in the comfort that you made.
[Chorus 2]
And the fear surrounds you, creeping on the edges of the room
You chase the phantom echo, sinking slowly into the gloom!
But there’s a flicker of the fire, the truth that cuts through the facade
Dont let the silence become sacred; tear down the walls you always guard!
I can hear the music rising, past the threshold of the pain
Just reach for the wire, reach for the sound, and let it cleanse the pouring rain! Schizomanicman - Fading Light](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/g1PriE4qCSc/mqdefault.jpg)
![SCHIZOMANICMAN - POISON HEART
I wanted a dark, gothic song, so I created one! I hope you enjoy my tune!
Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
Come a little closer, cant you see?
Ive got everything youll ever need
My lips taste like your final sin
Once you start, you cant begin again
I wear my smile like a weapon sharp
A pretty face to hide my poison heart
They line up just to feel my touch
Never knowing its their last, too much
[Pre-Chorus]
You think you want me (Want me!)
You think you need me (Need me!)
But baby, cant you see?
Im your mortality!
[Chorus]
Ive got a POISON HEART!
Tear your world apart!
One kiss and youre mine!
Cross that final line!
Ive got a POISON HEART!
Death is my art!
Youll beg for one more taste!
As your life goes to waste!
[Post-Chorus]
Poison, poison in my veins
Poison, poison brings the pain
Poison, poison, thats my name
Poison heart, its my game
[Verse 2]
I collect their hearts in jars of glass
Watch them fade into my past
Each one thought he was the one
Didnt know the game was already won
I paint my nails in crimson red
The color of the love thats dead
They whisper sweet words in my ear
Never knowing Im their final fear
[Pre-Chorus]
You think you want me (Want me!)
You think you need me (Need me!)
But baby, cant you see?
Im death in ecstasy!
[Chorus]
Ive got a POISON HEART!
Tear your world apart!
One kiss and youre mine!
Cross that final line!
Ive got a POISON HEART!
Death is my art!
Youll beg for one more taste!
As your life goes to waste!
[Bridge]
I am the black widow in designer clothes
The final kiss that nobody knows
I am the angel with the devils eyes
Your beautiful, beautiful demise
They call me monster, call me witch
But they still crawl into my ditch
I am the poison, I am the cure
I am the sin that feels so pure!
[Breakdown]
POISON! POISON! IN MY SOUL!
POISON! POISON! TAKES ITS TOLL!
POISON! POISON! THATS MY NAME!
POISON! POISON! PLAY MY GAME!
[Final Verse]
So come and take your final chance
Join me in this deadly dance
Ill make you feel alive tonight
Then steal away your life and light
My poison heart beats just for you
One kiss and well see this through
Youll die with a smile on your face
Consumed by my fatal embrace
[Pre-Chorus]
You think you want me (WANT ME!)
You think you need me (NEED ME!)
But baby, cant you see?
IM YOUR DESTINY!
[Final Chorus]
Ive got a POISON HEART!
Tear your world apart!
One kiss and youre mine!
Cross that final line!
Ive got a POISON HEART!
Death is my art!
Youll beg for one more taste!
As your life goes to waste!
[Final Chorus]
Ive got a POISON HEART! (POISON!)
Tear your world apart! (TEAR IT!)
One kiss and youre mine! (YOURE MINE!)
Cross that final line! (FINAL LINE!)
Ive got a POISON HEART! (POISON!)
Death is my art! (MY ART!)
Youll beg for one more taste! (ONE MORE!)
As your life goes to waste! (WASTE AWAY!) SCHIZOMANICMAN - POISON HEART](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/g4VtoUrZPTY/mqdefault.jpg)

