Uploaded November 2020 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago
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Music & Lyrics by Ben Visini
Recording & Editing by Ben Visini
A super serious sad song that is definitely not about anything inappropriate at all
THE PLAN:
This is part of a project I'm doing called "7-Day Songs"! I'm challenging myself to write, record, and edit a new original song/video each week, every Tuesday. Planning to do this until the shelter-in-place/lockdown ends, might extend this past that! It's been over 30 weeks now, I don't think I can stop for a while...
I'm mainly a piano player & songwriter, not so much a recorder/mixer at all, so please bear with me as I try to improve these upcoming weeks!
WEBSITES:
Bandcamp: benvisini.bandcamp.com
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/4MIWOp7fPArUQ5H1mpfPRU
Instagram: instagram.com/benvisini
Twitter: twitter.com/BenVisini
Facebook: facebook.com/BenVisiniComedyMusic
LYRICS:
Something
I just want to feel something
Even if it means
I go past the point of being saved
I can't help but ride the wave
Every time I reach that high peak
That is when my head starts to speak
It calls my lack of self control weak
What a waste of time, of life, to rise up and
Crash down
Break the barrier and look around
Nothing new to me
Saw this coming through the smoky haze
And yet I am still amazed
That anyone could be so desperate
Far from the first time I've said it
And yet I still don't seem to get it
That I take everything from when I'm happy and
Throw it all just for that moment
That I feel a second of bliss
Look around at what I've done and
Wonder if it's worth all this
Consequence of satisfaction
There's no high without the drop
Welcome to my joyless hell
I regret myself
Some choose to call it clarity
So if that ends up the case
A chance to see the real me
To look me right in the face
And ask me "What did I just do?"
Pretty easy question too
Fuck me
This is why nobody loves me
In a second my
Head begins to travel far and wide
To tear apart what's inside
I'm taking in the aftermath of
What I choose to do without love
I vow to never stoop so low, but
All that fades away, what can I say? I
Throw it all just for that moment
That I feel a second of bliss
Look around at what I've done and
Wonder if it's worth all this
Consequence of satisfaction
There's no high without the drop
Welcome to my joyless hell
I regret myself
I regret myself
Subscribe! youtube.com/channel/UCDbB0-DwLhT_Ihabb9QaT6A?sub_confirmation=1
Music & Lyrics by Ben Visini
Recording & Editing by Ben Visini
A super serious sad song that is definitely not about anything inappropriate at all
THE PLAN:
This is part of a project I'm doing called "7-Day Songs"! I'm challenging myself to write, record, and edit a new original song/video each week, every Tuesday. Planning to do this until the shelter-in-place/lockdown ends, might extend this past that! It's been over 30 weeks now, I don't think I can stop for a while...
I'm mainly a piano player & songwriter, not so much a recorder/mixer at all, so please bear with me as I try to improve these upcoming weeks!
WEBSITES:
Bandcamp: benvisini.bandcamp.com
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/4MIWOp7fPArUQ5H1mpfPRU
Instagram: instagram.com/benvisini
Twitter: twitter.com/BenVisini
Facebook: facebook.com/BenVisiniComedyMusic
LYRICS:
Something
I just want to feel something
Even if it means
I go past the point of being saved
I can't help but ride the wave
Every time I reach that high peak
That is when my head starts to speak
It calls my lack of self control weak
What a waste of time, of life, to rise up and
Crash down
Break the barrier and look around
Nothing new to me
Saw this coming through the smoky haze
And yet I am still amazed
That anyone could be so desperate
Far from the first time I've said it
And yet I still don't seem to get it
That I take everything from when I'm happy and
Throw it all just for that moment
That I feel a second of bliss
Look around at what I've done and
Wonder if it's worth all this
Consequence of satisfaction
There's no high without the drop
Welcome to my joyless hell
I regret myself
Some choose to call it clarity
So if that ends up the case
A chance to see the real me
To look me right in the face
And ask me "What did I just do?"
Pretty easy question too
Fuck me
This is why nobody loves me
In a second my
Head begins to travel far and wide
To tear apart what's inside
I'm taking in the aftermath of
What I choose to do without love
I vow to never stoop so low, but
All that fades away, what can I say? I
Throw it all just for that moment
That I feel a second of bliss
Look around at what I've done and
Wonder if it's worth all this
Consequence of satisfaction
There's no high without the drop
Welcome to my joyless hell
I regret myself
I regret myself
