Uploaded February 2022 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
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MY NEXT SINGLE IS AVAILABLE NOW FOR PRE-SAVE
ALIBI (FEAT. LUCIUS MEYERS) - OUT MARCH 11TH
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![Cerussis - Suffer (in Silence) - (Official Audio)
Stream and download my new album - Habits!!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6syQU8ZUt9XYxfMw7XtdYY
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Suffer (in Silence)
Writing - @cerussis_music, @SVTINEmusic
Production - @cerussis_music
Lead and Backing Vocals - @cerussis_music
Background Artwork - @kingpagie
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1]
Sometimes silence speaks louder than words
The quiet is loud enough to cut through my nerves
I’ve learned from my mistakes
No more damage that I can bear to take
[Pre-chorus 1]
Show no weakness
Make them know you’re fine
(Keep it locked up tight)
(See no end in sight)
Oh, they’ll only think less
Hide the warning signs
(Keep your mouth shut tight)
(‘Till you see the light)
[Chorus 1]
You say that I’m the nice one, nice one
There’s nothing wrong that I’ve done, I’ve done
Others have it rough and tougher
I’ll sit here suffer, I’ll suffer here in silence
[Verse 2]
Some say they can see under the mask
Then why does nobody even bother to ask
If you really had a clue, why don’t you?
Are you scared your words are really that see through?
[Pre-chorus 2]
Show no cracks
Flash them your biggest smile
(Keep it under wraps)
(So nobody laughs)
Keep up the acts
Just fake it for a while
(It’ll be okay, it’ll be okay)
(But I’m no okay)
[Bridge]
Sometimes silence speaks louder than words
The quiet is loud enough to cut through my nerves
I’ve learned from my mistakes
But will you learn from yours..?
[Chorus 2]
You say that I’m the nice one, nice one
There’s nothing wrong that I’ve done, I’ve done
Others have it rough and tougher
I’ll sit here suffer, I’ll suffer here in silence
You’re lucky I’m the nice one, nice one
Despite the shit that you’ve done, you’ve done
I’ll be praying for your downfall
I hope that you suffer, while I suffer in silence
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![Cerussis - Irrational - (Official Audio)
Download and stream Irrational - Out everywhere now
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Irrational
Writing - @cerussis_music
Production - @cerussis_music
Lead and Backing Vocals - @cerussis_music
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1]
Gimme your best shot, show me what ya got
Not like you’ll get caught, seen as something that you’re not
I’m just disposable
All ‘cus I’m too irrational
Whether punch, hit, kick; I don’t give a shit
Pain as you see fit, like it’s something Ill admit
Know I’m replaceable
All because I’m irrational
[Pre-chorus 1]
Say what you will, I’m not taking feedback
File your complaints with someone
Who won’t turn their back on you
Got me too paranoid to trust in you too
[Chorus]
Take a knife to the back, just another day
Paint my heart jet black. fuck what other people say
I’m too emotional
Maybe I’m just irrational
Put a gun to my head, please just make it end
Paint the walls dark red; God, I wish that I was dead
Caged like an animal
Got my acting irrational
[Verse 2]
Tell me we’re friends, but the moment that I look away
You’re spreading rumors to people who’ve got something to say
But I’m not the type to get upset
There’s bigger things as threats
[Pre-chorus 2]
Do what you want
I won’t play along though
Just so you know, I’ve done this a million times before
if it’s a fight lookin for, then go
[Chorus]
Take a knife to the back, just another day
Paint my heart jet black. fuck what other people say
I’m too emotional
Maybe I’m just irrational
Put a gun to my head, please just make it end
Paint the walls dark red; God, I wish that I was dead
Caged like an animal
Got my acting irrational
[Bridge]
Put a gun to my head
Pull the trigger, now I’m dead
Grab my hair, pull me down
Bury me in the ground
Keep my head under the water
Watch me as I’m sinking farther
Twist the knife that’s in my stomach
Watch the knots grow
Put a gun to my head
Pull the trigger, now I’m dead
Grab my hair, pull me down
Bury me in the ground
Keep my head under the water
Watch me as I’m sinking farther
Twist the knife that’s in my stomach
Watch the knots grow
[Chorus]
Take a knife to the back, just another day
Paint my heart jet black. fuck what other people say
I’m too emotional
Maybe I’m just irrational
Put a gun to my head, please just make it end
Paint the walls dark red; God, I wish that I was dead
Caged like an animal
Got my acting irrational
[Outro]
Gimme your best shot, show me what ya got
Not like you’ll get caught, seen as something that you’re not
I’m just disposable
All ‘cus I’m too irrational
Whether punch, hit, kick; I don’t give a shit
Pain as you see fit, like it’s something Ill admit
Know I’m replaceable
All because I’m irrational
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![Cerussis - Habits - (Official Lyric Video)
Stream and download my new album - Habits!!
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Habits
Writing - @cerussis_music
Production - @cerussis_music
Lead and Backing Vocals - @cerussis_music
Background Artwork - @sloofvif
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1]
You knew it right from the start
That this would fall apart
I’ll think of something to say
To make it all go away
I’ve fought too hard
To make you mine
So don’t you try to leave
Don’t cross line
[Pre-chorus]
Am I crazy
To be craving the love I need?
Is it even real?
Am I in too deep?
[Chorus 1]
What if I was honest?
Told you I’m not wanted
Break something we promised
(Instead of breaking my habits)
Said that
“I’m still brokenhearted
That’s how you responded
(Not my intention to hurt you)
But if you’re on your own
Think of how you’ll grow
And flourish
(Without me around)
I’ll only hurt you
Why would I deserve you?
Find somebody else who
(Won’t treat you the way I do)
[Verse 2]
Pictures of you of my mind
Think of where that got me
Six feet under the ground
Certain death, I guarantee
Made me think that I was crazy
Baby, whod you think you’re fooling?
It’s all your fault, I did nothing wrong
Explain yourself or move along
[Chorus 2]
What if I was honest?
Told you I’m not wanted
Break something we promised
(Instead of breaking my habits)
Said that
“I’m still brokenhearted
That’s how you responded
(Not my intention to hurt you)
But if you’re on your own
Think of how you’ll grow
And flourish
(Without me around)
I’ll only hurt you
Why would I deserve you?
Find somebody else who
(Won’t treat you the way I do)
[Bridge]
I know you’re special to me
So why can’t we..?
(Make this work)
Paint the red flags green
Baby, can’t you see?
(I want this to work)
Am I crazy to be craving the love I need?
(This won’t work)
Is it even real? Am I in too deep?
(I can’t make this work)
[Chorus 3]
What if I was honest?
Thought of what I wanted
Something that you started
(Instead of breaking my habits)
Said that I’m just fucking heartless
All ‘cus I was loveless
(I never wanted to hurt you)
But now you’re on your own
I see how you’ve grown
And flourished
(Without me around)
So go and hate me
Why not just erase me?
Finally you can be free
(‘Cus I can’t break these habits…)
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![Cerussis & Linnea McKinney - Love Me (Remastered) - (Official Audio)
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Love Me (Remastered)
Writing - Cerussis, @henryweekends
Production - Cerussis
Lead and Backing Vocals - Cerussis, Linnea McKinney
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1]
I say I’m fine
With how things have been
You’ve treated me well
And I treat you the same
I’m alright, don’t worry
It’s of no concern to you
And you say it again
Makes my sanity bend
I don’t know if you’re faking, I know I just want you to
[Chorus 1]
Love me, love me
Love me you will
You won’t see the darker side
Lurking beneath me
You’ll love me, love me
Wish that will
Caught up in all these thoughts
Wish they would kill me
I’d just say that it’s fine you’d listen
Deep down, I’ll kill all that is mine
To make sure you
Love me, love me
I wish that you’d love me
I wish that’d you love me for me
[Verse 2]
Know that I’ve tried
I mean what I say here
Though sometimes I feel
Like my help isn’t worth it
Don’t get me wrong
I’m still here for you
I’m sorry I can’t help you more
(Just know that Ill try)
I promise that I’ll be here for you
I’ll listen as long as you need me to, know that I love you
Please won’t you open the door for me
(Please won’t you open the door?)
Please don’t push me away
You won’t ruin my day
Know I like that I have you around
(But I’ve crossed that line for the last time!)
[Chorus 2]
Love you, love you
Love you I do
You don’t have to do this
I’ll help you get through this
I love you, love you
Wish that would
Let down your guard
Let your words pierce right through me
You’d just say that it’s fine
And I’d listen
Deep down, it tears me up inside
But I promise
I love you, love you
Please know that I love you
I wish that you’d love yourself too...
[Chorus 3]
Love you
Love me
Wish that you would
(Know that I do!)
Things would be better off
Leaving me out of it
Love me
Love you
Wish that you would
(Don’t waste your time...)
So many people would miss you
Just listen!
I’ll just push it deep down and ignore it
But it’s better to know that someone cares about you
Who loves you
Loves me?
Please know I love you
(But why would you love me?)
I wish I could love myself too...
(But why can’t you love yourself too..?)
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![Cerussis & Lucius Meyers - Alibi - (Official Audio)
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Alibi
Writing - Cerussis, N.Con, @LuciusMeyers
Production - Cerussis
Vocals - Cerussis, @LuciusMeyers
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1 - Stephen]
I don’t want your empathy
Does that mean there’s somethin’ wrong with me?
My apathy’s the penalty
I think that we can both agree
The buried bodies
In back of my mind
Can you smell the stench of blood?
Yeah, it’s mine
[Lucius]
Fate chose me as a centerpiece
So until I kill this parasite, I get no release
Can’t you see, I’m a tragedy?
As the shovel digs into the ground, you’ll feel the gravity
[Pre-Chorus - Lucius]
Hush, hush
They’ll never found out, oh
What a rush
The louder you scream for help
Oh no
You better stay strong, cause
If you thought this’d be easy,
You’re wrong
[Chorus - Stephen]
On the run
On the run
No once can see what I’ve done
Feel the rush
Feel the thrill
All the blood that I’ve spilt
Going numb
With a smokin’ gun
It’d be so much easier
To not feel anything
(Alibi, Alibi)
What’s your alibi?
[Verse 2 - Lucius]
Look, I don’t want your sympathy
Promise not to loathe or pity me
Don’t want your lies
I’m fine, though I’m dying inside
Nothing to say
Stay out of my way
I’d love to stay and chat
But I can’t get distracted
[Stephen]
Deep inside
You had burned my pride
Thought that you left me dead
But I’m still alive
All these threats
Can’t be left unchecked
If they look inside my head
Will they see my secrets?
[Pre-chorus 2 - Stephen]
Go, go
You can get away swiftly
Come on
If you hurry now quickly
Uh oh
You better play dumb
‘Cause getting caught now
Well, that’d be no fun
[Chorus - Lucius]
On the run
On the run
No once can see what I’ve done
Feel the rush
Feel the thrill
All the blood that I’ve spilt
Going numb
With a smokin’ gun
It’d be so much easier
To not feel anything
(Alibi, Alibi)
What’s your alibi?
[Bridge - Stephen]
Where was I at the time of the crime?
I’ll tell you a story, here have some wine
[Lucius]
Where was I at the time of the crime?
Blood on my shirt, don’t worry it’s mine
[Stephen and Lucius]
Where was I at the time of the crime?
I’m good, so don’t listen to their lies.
Where was I at the time of the crime?
I’ve done nothing wrong, what’s with the spotlight?
[Pre-Chorus 3 - Stephen and Lucius]
Ok, I might’ve been lying
But I’m here and I’m finally complying
I’ve been avoiding this all
‘Cus feelings weren’t meant to shown by a boy
[Chorus - Stephen and Lucius]
On the run
On the run
No once can see what I’ve done
Feel the rush
Feel the thrill
All the blood that I’ve spilt
Going numb
God, what have I done
It’s built up now
Still, I dont feel anything
(Alibi, Alibi)
What’s your alibi?
[Outro - Stephen and Lucius]
Hush, hush (Tell me what’s your alibi!)
They’ll never found out, oh
What a rush
The louder you scream for help
Oh no
You better stay strong, cause
(What’s your alibi?)
If you thought this’d be easy,
You’re wrong
Deep inside
You had burned my pride
Though that you left me dead
But I’m still alive!
Alibi! Alibi!
What’s my alibi?!
(What’s your alibi?)
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![Cerussis & Grace Sandoval - In The Clouds - (Official Audio)
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In The Clouds
Writing - Cerussis
Production - Cerussis
Vocals - Cerussis & Grace Sandoval
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1 - Stephen]
Head in the clouds
What’s it all about
So what if I can’t call you mine?
(This time, this time)
When I can live in a world of my design
(Everything will be mine)
[Pre-chorus 1 - Stephen]
Cause sometimes
Life can get a little bit boring
So I’d rather take off and go soaring
Imagine a world where you and I can be
[Chorus - Stephen & Grace]
You and me, hand in hand and gazing at the stars
(Daydreaming, Daydreaming)
Ain’t afraid of being who we are
(Stay dreaming, Daydreaming)
Hold me in your arms
(Daydreaming, Daydreaming)
Fantasizing shouldn’t do me harm
So I’ll stay dreaming, daydreaming
[Verse 2 - Grace]
Head in the clouds
Not comin’ down
I like it up, havin’ a good time
Enjoyin’ this fantasy of mine
You can keep callin’ out my name
Tellin’ me, “Hey, it’s not a game!”
And so what? If I cause a little trouble
That’s life, yeah we all struggle
But if this is how it’s gonna be
I’ll make you see
[Pre-chorus 2 - Grace]
Cause sometimes
Life can get a little bit dreary
And I find myself drowning in misery
So I’ll lose all my touch with reality
We can be
[Chorus - Grace & Stephen]
You and me, hand in hand and gazing at the stars
(Daydreaming, Daydreaming)
Ain’t afraid of being who we are
(Stay dreaming, Daydreaming)
Hold me in your arms
(Daydreaming, Daydreaming)
Fantasizing shouldn’t do me harm
So I’ll stay dreaming, daydreaming
[Chorus 2 - Stephen & Grace]
So, now I’m standing here and wishing on a star
(Daydreaming, Daydreaming)
Hoping that someday you won’t be far
(Stay dreaming, Daydreaming)
That you can hold me in your arms
(Daydreaming, daydreaming)
‘Cus fantasizing shouldn’t bring me harm
Now I’m daydreaming, daydreaming
[Outro - Stephen & Grace]
Head in the clouds
Head in the clouds...
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