Uploaded December 2023 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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STREAM AND DOWNLOAD HABITS (DELUXE VERSION)
Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/6tG0KbtyrXDKc3IqCCNFjG?si=6Pwx7HyhTw64dKojf5RHmA
Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/album/habits-deluxe-version/1719439100

This song is about questioning whether or not you truly loved someone or was just in love with the idea of them after splitting up.

"i thought i loved you"
Writing - @cerussis_music
Production - @cerussis_music
Lead and Backing Vocals - @cerussis_music
Background Artwork - @kingpagie

~Lyrics~

Shouldn’t I feel something?
Tell me why my heart’s feeling nothing
Would it be easier just to forget that you even existed?
To let you fade away

I look back at those nights
Knots stuck in my throat, so tight
Who would have guessed? Didn't feel so easy
When I thought I loved you

Should’ve seen this coming
Nothing lasts when feelings keep numbing
It’d be much easier just to move on
And never feel a thing

It keeps me up, late at night
Wondering’ when I see the light
Who would’ve guessed that we’d be so perfect?
Not me

Am I supposed to feel nothing?
Please tell me there’s something I’m running from
Oh, I sleep fine but why can’t I?
I sleep fine, but shouldn’t I

Finally I feel something
Not regret, but something more humbling
To know it's easier just to pretend that you never existed
Isn’t that twisted

I sleep fine late at night
But somehow you’re still on my mind
It’s kind of funny, ‘cus now I know
That I never loved you

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