Uploaded October 2021 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
Happy Halloween! Here's a throwback of one of my favorite songs I wrote before Knots!
I once again tried my hand at rewriting this song a bit - Combing "Anyway" with it's rewritten version "Here We Go Again" into one full song!
Inspired by Matthew Mayer and The Living Tombstone!
Original TikTok: tiktok.com/@thelivingtombstone/video/6880230407581879557
The Living Tombstone: youtube.com/user/TheLivingTombstone
Matthew Mayer: open.spotify.com/artist/4ciPU1BTxu78QGohcYmiK6?si=HyG0USFcTEePMw1XMf9HcQ
Might put this out on streaming platforms if you guys wanna see that? Let me know in the comments!
Listen to the original version!
Anyway: youtube.com/watch?v=jZT62tsb6Wo
Here We Go Again: youtube.com/watch?v=g7soWrM5MOw
Stream and download my debut album, Knots!: https://push.fm/fl/b4ddxig8
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1]
Another day, another situation
Another shifting of my expectations
Wishing that I couldn’t see right through you
That I can understand the things you do
One wrong move and I might be sent spiraling
And I don’t really wanna feel like dying
I close my eyes and take a look around
And I say to myself (I’ll just!)
[Chorus]
Move on
You're nothin' to me anyway
You're just a faded memory
I'll forgot you tomorrow anyway cuz
I am through
With being nothing but a puppet
Play your games, do what you like
I ain't comin' back so, enjoy your life
[Verse 2]
It’s always harder than it looks in fiction
It’s life or death; a no win situation
Keep on hoping for that rare occasion
But I’m met with all this damn frustration
The tension’s growing and I’m sick of knowing
Of what’s to come and where it might going
So prove me wrong, I’ll give you just one chance
I won’t say it one more time
[Chorus]
Move on
You're nothin' to me anyway
You're just a faded memory
I'll forgot you tomorrow anyway cuz
I am through
With being nothing but a puppet
Play your games, do what you like
I ain't comin' back so, enjoy your life
[Bridge]
It’s always harder than it looks in fiction
It’s life or death inside the situation
Holding on, don’t wanna lose my grip on you
One wrong move and now we’re all sent spiraling
So now we’re here and we all feel like dying
Close my eyes and try to speak my mind
I could maybe wrong: “So go to hell with all this”
[Chorus]
Move on
You're nothin' to me anyway
You're just a faded memory
I'll forgot you tomorrow anyway cuz
I am through
With being nothing but a puppet
Play your games, do what you like
I ain't comin' back so, enjoy your life
(And you can…)
Play these stupid games,
You're nothing but a fool to me and everyone else
You'll find you're stuck right there
You're nothing but a liar to me now
Day after day, you'll see
No one's gonna wanna be around (So!)
Close your eyes and take a look around
I hope you’re happy with what you’ve done...
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Happy Halloween! Here's a throwback of one of my favorite songs I wrote before Knots!
I once again tried my hand at rewriting this song a bit - Combing "Anyway" with it's rewritten version "Here We Go Again" into one full song!
Inspired by Matthew Mayer and The Living Tombstone!
Original TikTok: tiktok.com/@thelivingtombstone/video/6880230407581879557
The Living Tombstone: youtube.com/user/TheLivingTombstone
Matthew Mayer: open.spotify.com/artist/4ciPU1BTxu78QGohcYmiK6?si=HyG0USFcTEePMw1XMf9HcQ
Might put this out on streaming platforms if you guys wanna see that? Let me know in the comments!
Listen to the original version!
Anyway: youtube.com/watch?v=jZT62tsb6Wo
Here We Go Again: youtube.com/watch?v=g7soWrM5MOw
Stream and download my debut album, Knots!: https://push.fm/fl/b4ddxig8
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1]
Another day, another situation
Another shifting of my expectations
Wishing that I couldn’t see right through you
That I can understand the things you do
One wrong move and I might be sent spiraling
And I don’t really wanna feel like dying
I close my eyes and take a look around
And I say to myself (I’ll just!)
[Chorus]
Move on
You're nothin' to me anyway
You're just a faded memory
I'll forgot you tomorrow anyway cuz
I am through
With being nothing but a puppet
Play your games, do what you like
I ain't comin' back so, enjoy your life
[Verse 2]
It’s always harder than it looks in fiction
It’s life or death; a no win situation
Keep on hoping for that rare occasion
But I’m met with all this damn frustration
The tension’s growing and I’m sick of knowing
Of what’s to come and where it might going
So prove me wrong, I’ll give you just one chance
I won’t say it one more time
[Chorus]
Move on
You're nothin' to me anyway
You're just a faded memory
I'll forgot you tomorrow anyway cuz
I am through
With being nothing but a puppet
Play your games, do what you like
I ain't comin' back so, enjoy your life
[Bridge]
It’s always harder than it looks in fiction
It’s life or death inside the situation
Holding on, don’t wanna lose my grip on you
One wrong move and now we’re all sent spiraling
So now we’re here and we all feel like dying
Close my eyes and try to speak my mind
I could maybe wrong: “So go to hell with all this”
[Chorus]
Move on
You're nothin' to me anyway
You're just a faded memory
I'll forgot you tomorrow anyway cuz
I am through
With being nothing but a puppet
Play your games, do what you like
I ain't comin' back so, enjoy your life
(And you can…)
Play these stupid games,
You're nothing but a fool to me and everyone else
You'll find you're stuck right there
You're nothing but a liar to me now
Day after day, you'll see
No one's gonna wanna be around (So!)
Close your eyes and take a look around
I hope you’re happy with what you’ve done...
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![Dial-Up - [Official Audio]
The intro track to my album - Knots
Production, Mixing, and Mastering by: Cerussis
Check out the official playlist for Knots!: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLezsYgQZqcWo6ZtVt2FRzyctzMWqohwH-
KNOTS coming late 2021
[Verse]
(Ring ring, pick up the phone)
(Ring ring, youre so alone)
(Ring ring, inside your dome)
(Ring ring, pick up the phone...)
(Ring ring, pick up the phone)
(Ring ring, youre so alone)
(Ring ring, inside your dome)
(Ring ring, pick up the phone...)
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![Cerussis, Lucius Meyers, & N.Con - SINNER - (Official Audio)
STREAM AND DOWNLOAD BED OF ROSES
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/bed-of-roses/1630374285?ls=1
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0nn1YXxXfqA2UccFtcvI3C
Deezer: https://www.deezer.com/album/328382027
SINNER
Writing - Cerussis, @LuciusMeyers, @NCon-to5wn
Production - Cerussis
Vocals - Cerussis, @LuciusMeyers, @NCon-to5wn
~Lyrics~
[Chorus 1 - Lucius]
Woah, cold as a sinner
A sinner, a sinner
Woah, cold as a sinner
A sinner, a sinner
[Verse 1 - Lucius]
Sometimes
My head is underwater
I’m fading farther from you
But still, I hate you
You say that I’m a product of darkness
(Darkness!)
Well, I got that from you
You’re one of us sinner’s too
[Pre-Chorus 1 - Nicky]
Fire burning in my mind
It’s driving me insane
Hear me screaming late at night
It’s time to cause some pain
I’ll bring ‘em to a loss of life
No need to leave a slimmer
Winner, winner, chicken dinner
Not for me ‘cus I’m a sinner
[Chorus 2 - Nicky]
Woah, cold as a sinner
A sinner, a sinner
Woah, cold as a sinner
A sinner, a sinner
[Verse 2 - Nicky & Stephen]
Sometimes I find myself
Wasting time
Spending my whole life
Living one big lie (Save me!)
My ego’s getting higher
Though I won’t say sorry
‘Cus everybody’s callin’ me a liar
(I won’t be)
Making my decisions
Based on what you tell me
Hear me getting loud
When I say
Mirror, mirror on the wall
Who’s the coldest of them all?
And though you say it’s wrong
Nothing now can save me
[Pre-Chorus 2 - Lucius]
Fire burning in my mind
It’s driving me insane
Hear me screaming late at night
It’s time to cause some pain
I’ll bring ‘em to a loss of life
Won’t even leave a slimmer
Winner, winner, chicken dinner
Not for me ‘cus I’m a sinner
[Bridge - Stephen]
Fire burning in my mind
It’s driving me insane
Hear me screaming late at night
It’s time to cause some pain
I’ll bring ‘em to a loss of life
Won’t even leave a slimmer
Winner, winner, chicken dinner
Not for me ‘cus I’m a sinner
[Chorus 3 - Stephen]
Woah, cold as a sinner
A sinner, a sinner
Woah, cold as a sinner
A sinner, a sinner
[Final Chorus - Stephen, Lucius, and Nicky]
Woah, cold as a sinner
A sinner, a sinner
Woah, cold as a sinner
A sinner, a sinner...
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Enjoy! Cerussis, Lucius Meyers, & N.Con - SINNER - (Official Audio)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/N673x9rYFVE/mqdefault.jpg)
![Cerussis - Oceans Away - (Official Lyric Video)
Stream and download Oceans Away on all streaming platforms!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7DOCgMsbDpRyn7zBYowKjX?si=V4JuhNPmTRqjkgAkjLANpw
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/oceans-away-single/1850197177
Oceans Away
Lead Vocals - Cerussis, Ellie Schubert
BGVs - Renn Boensch, Flanitazen, JustNormalLucas
Guitar Solo - Antonio Córdova
Writing - Cerussis, Ellie Schubert, Antonio Córdova
Production - Cerussis, Antonio Córdova
Mixing - Cerussis, Antonio Córdova
Mastering - Cerussis
Cover/Video Artwork - Cerussis
[Lyrics]
Out on the horizon
I see clouds, casted in gloom
Currents crazed with blood lust and doom
You’d think Poseidon conjured my demise
Stranded now
I’m reaching for the love I left behind
Brushed her off
I never thought that maybe she was right
Nowhere to go but down
We’re running out of time
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10
32,400 seconds it’s been
Since you set sail
I swear
I look to the horizon and still see you there
Dreaming in numbers
Counting the days
Praying for answers to your fate
Youre oceans away and I’m lying in wait
Pacing now
I’m waiting on the changing of the tides
Praying soon the day will come
I’ll look into your eyes
And say how much I love you
Sinking now
I’m reaching out to anyone who hears
Cast me out or wash me up
There’s nothing left to fear
When the end is nigh
Say our love will never die
The sun’s gone down now
It takes everything in me not drown
Will our love stay
Even when we’re oceans away?
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![Rain [Remastered] - (Official Lyric Video)
I turn 17 today, so I wanted to do something special! And as my album Knots is nearing its completion, I thought Id surprise yall with a remastered version of my first song that I wrote; Rain
Download and stream Rain (Remastered)!:
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/rain-remastered-single/1561157331
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/5rdv1I3h7vRowsu2ebaeyl?si=fUgtrE3bTIG8YjWMWOBxMw
Listen to the instrumental!: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wUmUk20tmEQ
Knots (The Album) - Coming late 2021
Produced and written by: Cerussis
~Lyrics~
[Verse]
You came into my life
You held my hand
And gave me
All these golden things in life
And you came into my heart
And parted all the clouds
You helped to
Guide me through the dark
[Pre-chorus]
The rain was falling down
With no one else around
You pulled me in
And showed me how...
The puddles at our feet
Our souls were bound to meet
I wouldn’t trade
A moment now
[Chorus]
And now the rain comes down
But I don’t care because you’re here
And nothing else can change that
No one else can take my sunshine away
And when you smile
The sun comes shining through
And in the center of the storm
You help me see it too; The beauty in the rain
[Outro]
(It’s raining, it’s pouring)
(It’s raining, it’s pouring)
You came into my life
You opened up my eyes
And showed me
All the good in life
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![Cerussis - Projections - (Official Audio)
STREAM AND DOWNLOAD BED OF ROSES
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/bed-of-roses/1630374285?ls=1
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0nn1YXxXfqA2UccFtcvI3C
Deezer: https://www.deezer.com/album/328382027
Projections
Writing - Cerussis
Production - Cerussis
Vocals - Cerussis
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1]
Stuck in my bed
They tell me snap out of it
It’ll get better bit by bit, you’ll see
But I don’t have a reason, tell me
Every day feels like my last
With all these vivid dreams dug from the past
Keep playin’ over and over
My self image gets lower
[Chorus 1]
When I can’t breathe (Projections on my wall)
(Singin’ la la la la la)
These cuts run so deep (Do you even care at all?)
(Singin’ la la la la)
[Verse 2]
Stuck in my head
Feel like I’m better off dead
‘Cause everytime I close my eyes
I hear the echo of your goodbyes
Stuck in a cycle and I can’t break out
You’ve got no fuckin’ idea what it’s all about
Just all I ask is you see, you’re a part of me
Wouldn’t you agree?
[Chorus 2]
When I can’t breathe (Projections on my wall)
(Singin’ la la la la la)
These cuts run so deep (Do you even care at all?)
(Singin’ la la la la la)
When I can’t breathe (Projections on my wall)
(Singin’ la la, la la la)
These cuts run so deep (In this world, I feel so small)
(Singin’ la la la la)
[Chorus 2]
When I can’t breathe (Projections on my wall)
(Singin’ la la la la la)
These cuts run so deep (Do you even care at all?)
(Singin’ la la la la la)
When I can’t breathe (Projections on my wall)
(Singin’ la la, la la la)
These cuts run so deep (In this world, I feel so small)
(Singin’ la la la la la)
[Outro]
Projections on my wall
Do you even care at all?
Projections on my wall
In this world, I feel so small
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Enjoy! Cerussis - Projections - (Official Audio)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/PkWek7cV0z8/mqdefault.jpg)

![Cerussis & Lucius Meyers - What Do I Say? (Deluxe Version) - (Official Lyric Video)
STREAM AND DOWNLOAD HABITS (DELUXE VERSION)
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6tG0KbtyrXDKc3IqCCNFjG?si=6Pwx7HyhTw64dKojf5RHmA
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/habits-deluxe-version/1719439100
This song is about not being able to speak up, either out of fear of confrontation or being backed into a corner and forced into silence.
What Do I Say? (Deluxe Version)
Writing - @cerussis_music, @LuciusMeyers
Production - @cerussis_music
Lead and Backing Vocals - @cerussis_music, @LuciusMeyers
Background Artwork - @kingpagie
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1 - Steph]
Sometimes I wish that feelings couldn’t touch me
They burn me like fire
I lock myself behind a wall of glass and cower
I know you’re just a liar
Ah, I put my heart out, only to get knocked back down
Didn’t want any trouble
Ah, I know that if I say word, I risk our separation
Can’t handle confrontation
[Pre-chorus - Steph]
Cell of holding, no one knowing
Finding ways to numb the pain
Keep me hostage, what’s the cost in
You and the words that you say
[Chorus 1 - Steph]
You tell me that I fucked it up
Hold me down ‘cus I’m still here crying
Was it wrong when you called it love?
Said that you care, now you’re out here whining
That’s just how it is
Yeah, it’s true I tried my best
But I’m locked up in my brain
Got a gun aimed straight at my chest
So I sit here now
Oh, tell me
What do I?
What do I?
What do I?
What do I say?
[Verse 2 - Lucius]
I know you’re not shy (ha!) so what do I say?
I don’t mean to pry but you’re slipping away
The more that you talk, the less that I know
The more that you call, I don’t pick up the phone
I seen the masses, they’re asking me questions
But me? I can barely spit out a sentence
I won’t be a product of you people’s negligence
I know that every word you say is venomous
You think it’s a game, I think it’s a plot
I think that you’re scheming more often than not
But you get so big eyed when you gettin caught
You don’t say a word, just sit there in awe
Like I didn’t catch you in yo fucking lies
So why don’t you look me straight into the eyes?
Why don’t you say what’s on your fuckin mind?
You sayin some bullshit, you wasting my time
He thought he was yours, you said “yeah you’re mine”
But when he confront, you just sit there and cry
We ain’t got time for no pussies like you that like whining
When you’re caught doin more fuckin crimes
[Chorus 2 - Steph]
You tell me that I fucked it up
Hold me down ‘cus I’m still here crying
Was it wrong when you called it love?
Said that you care, now you’re out here whining
That’s just how it is
Yeah, it’s true I tried my best
But I’m locked up in my brain
Got a gun aimed straight at my chest
So I sit here now
Oh, tell me
What do I?
What do I?
What do I?
What do I say?
[Bridge - Steph]
Cell of holding, no one knowing
Finding ways to numb the pain
I’ll find a way (What I do I say?)
I’ll hide away…
[Chorus 3 - Steph]
You tell me that I fucked it up
Hold me down ‘cus I’m still here crying
Was it wrong when you called it love?
Said that you care, now you’re out here whining
That’s just how it is
Yeah, it’s true I tried my best
But I’m locked up in my brain
Got a gun aimed straight at my chest
So I sit here now
Oh, tell me
What do I?
What do I?
What do I?
What do I say?
[Chorus 4 - Steph]
Tell me how have I fucked it up?
Hold me back, punches out here flying
If it’s wrong, why’d you call it love?
Said that you care, you’re not even trying!
That’s just how it is
Yeah, it’s true I tried my best
But I’m locked up in my brain
Got a gun aimed straight at my chest
So I sit here now
Oh, tell me
What do I?
What do I?
What do I?
What do I say?
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