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![i just need it here [soriku]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/iz3NdShHR1Y/hqdefault.jpg "i just need it here [soriku]
❝Im trying to get out
Find a subtle way out
Not just cross myself out
Not just disappear❞
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wasnt gonna post this here but lmao i guess i can and just unlist it after. happy soriku day 12/7/21 i had this done but like the way it took longer to render than to make the edit so rude........anyway some mistakes but idc its a quick edit. dont have much motivation to edit anything anymore. but the way ive posted my first kh video on 12/7/2012 so true 9 years of soriku yuuup i ate that
inspiration: forgetmenot and bakayama
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Previous Video: https://youtu.be/mDTyKFbAf4g
Song: https://youtu.be/YsdnVkpj-GI
Instagram Link: https://www.instagram.com/tv/CXNezZiMexj/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link")
![[ʀɪᴋᴜ] Ｄａｒｋｎｅｓｓ Ｂｒｏｋｅ Ｍｅ；](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/jjJb9GsHJ9c/hqdefault.jpg "[ʀɪᴋᴜ] Ｄａｒｋｎｅｓｓ Ｂｒｏｋｅ Ｍｅ；
ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ ɪᴛs ᴛᴏᴏ ʟᴀᴛᴇ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ғᴀʟʟ ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ
Ahhh this was supposed to be for Riku Week the free day (May 24th) but I fail and I probably shouldn’t have waited til to the day of to do this whole video especially when I can’t focus for shit lmfao. But it’s finished I can die now. Anyways, I wanted to do something similar to my other riku darkness video I did last year. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BWL_yun7gUk)
I really like the idea of darkness with Riku because it shows a lot of sides of him like all the insecurities he has within himself that he doesn’t want to show. So he turns to darkness in order to try and get rid of them but it only makes things a lot worse. He feels really guilty and blames himself for basically everything that happened. Where he developed a more negative self-image of himself. In this video I tried to make this video more of a look inside his mind and know what’s he thinking. That he can be easily taken advantage of just because of the insecurities. For example, maleficent telling him he’s been replaced. Riku must have already had this fear and to hear out loud from some else makes it even more real. He doesn’t want to believe it and can’t deny it so he’s hurt and goes with her. One other example would be how he believed he needed power in order to help his friends (probably himself too) because he viewed himself as weak. He’s constantly struggling with himself and no matter what he’s always has these insecurities. But Riku is learning from and trying to deal with them (with the help of his friends though he wouldn’t want to) However, they always still remain there. He can’t just turn to darkness to try and run from his problems. Everyone from the darkness just used and betrayed him. It’s pretty sad but good angst.
Anyways, I love Riku because he has all these insecurities and traits it makes him more relatable and more “real.” I love Riku for all the reasons people ever hated him because he betrayed or went to darkness or was rude to his friends. I know he only did it because he was insecure and so many people do this. It’s a lot of the world deals with their pain. I never hated Riku and I can’t ever hate him if he is a big fucking angsty nerd.
Note: at like 1:47 or something its hard to read when it glitches to new words but it changes were friends to were enemies we love you to We hate you we need you to we dont need you and we will never leave you to we will abandon you
lol yeah ik theres mistakes but didnt feel like waiting years again for this to render")
![[soriku] if you let my soul out](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/jkz7VU6QK_k/hqdefault.jpg "[soriku] if you let my soul out
you come through like a light in the dark.
ahhh i havent uploaded in a video a little while. I dont really have motivation to do anything rip. but i havent did a soriku video in such a long time and i felt bad about missing soriku day so i had to do something. it was better i waited so i could get those hd dream drop distance clips. anyways soriku is still the best asdfghjk.
this video isnt very special but its something i guess. ;w;
lmao the tfw when you make a coloring and it only looks good on a few clips. lmao the change in colors on rikus outfit though.
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MMD Credits: http://demure-nobody.tumblr.com/private/123623660765/tumblr_nr7mbzkXqp1rc445u
Previous Video: https://youtu.be/u2fnHZdQTFQ
Song: https://youtu.be/sbzG92MvSmg
Tumblr Link: http://demurenobody.tumblr.com/post/157130164170/")
