Uploaded November 2013 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
Peter Van Dyk 11-12-13
Peter van Dyk interview on his terminal illness and the love he is finding and sharing. Very touching. I am resting in Heart after watching. Watch if you want to soften the edges of your life. - Daniel
"I would like to have one day where not one second I missed one moment of the love that is available." - Peter Van Dyk"
Peter's latest message. Enjoy...
Hello my Dear Friends,
I haven't written for a while, seems like I'm in a holding pattern, been circling for a few weeks checking out safe landing runways.
Basically, magically everything remains the same. I am still waiting on a call back from UCSF about the clinical trial. I am gaining weight, exercising, eating well & feeling loved & loving.
Feeling very blessed, seen & understood, by the closest 'most' important people in my life at this time. And even beginning to understand & have a little compassion for myself.
My wild silence the last few weeks has not meant to distance me from you, or lessen the deep appreciation & love I have for you. Instead I have been waiting until I found something honest, something raw, something unique, something I haven't said before & maybe something NO one else has ever said before. There is something inside me needing to come out, needing to be given voice, there must be, otherwise I would not have this desire, this compelling force to be heard, to be connected to you. So this is it.
I am most amazed, impressed & fascinated by the ability of one human being to love another human being. I think this is the secret of the universe, the multi-verse & the one, the only thing I have to say. People love----- they love each other-----they love themselves----they love more than one, people love their families, friends, dogs, coffee, a cool breeze on a warm day, and eyes, don't You just love eyes?
Anyway, this is what has been filling my days, this simple realization, people love. They simply love. They love perfectly & not so perfectly, can any love be imperfect? Doggone, Isn't that amazing!!! Damn, that is amazing & marvelous & worthy of praise. Everyone I know loves someone, something, some idea, some moment, everyone wants love, needs love, everyone is love.
Stop right now & let love find you, let love fill you, let it flush out anything else........until only love remains. Isn't that something, when reminded you can experience, create, remember, find, be love. At any time love is waiting for you & me. Your love is undeniable! My love is undeniable too! Is this love actually yours? Is it mine?
No matter what has been done to you, no matter what you have done to your self or an other, you are still love. You are lovable, loving, loved. You, I all of us are love........ All of us have this capacity, ability, need, desire, design....... We have been designed to love & this program is our truth!
This cancer, that is inside me, that I am learning to love, this cancer got its start when I forgot this simple, absolute truth. I had chased love away, I had forgotten even the love of God, the love of our designer. And then love came alive in me, again. The cancer sparked, ignited, reminded me of this, our design..........No, actually YOU sparked, ignited, reminded me of this. You, the other in my world, showed up & so did love. It is You, who was designed to love who showed up & graced, blessed me with love & reminded me of my love too. I had forgotten my song, my design, my love......& then you showed up, seeing me, holding me, loving me, singing my song, inviting me, welcoming me, home to my self to your love & then love itself exploded in my soul & love became all there is. And I thank you, you have allowed me to love once again & to know love like never before.
I have been pretty 'out of it' today. Before, the 48 hours after chemo were ok, this time not so much.
Hope you are well. Know this you are love. That is all I know now, that's it. You & I have been designed this way, we forget & then we return to love, ahhhhhhhh as if we could ever go away. Love Love Love, I need to go I hear a song & you wouldn't want to hear me singing loud & out of tune, All you need is ............
Peter Van Dyk 11-12-13
Peter van Dyk interview on his terminal illness and the love he is finding and sharing. Very touching. I am resting in Heart after watching. Watch if you want to soften the edges of your life. - Daniel
"I would like to have one day where not one second I missed one moment of the love that is available." - Peter Van Dyk"
Peter's latest message. Enjoy...
Hello my Dear Friends,
I haven't written for a while, seems like I'm in a holding pattern, been circling for a few weeks checking out safe landing runways.
Basically, magically everything remains the same. I am still waiting on a call back from UCSF about the clinical trial. I am gaining weight, exercising, eating well & feeling loved & loving.
Feeling very blessed, seen & understood, by the closest 'most' important people in my life at this time. And even beginning to understand & have a little compassion for myself.
My wild silence the last few weeks has not meant to distance me from you, or lessen the deep appreciation & love I have for you. Instead I have been waiting until I found something honest, something raw, something unique, something I haven't said before & maybe something NO one else has ever said before. There is something inside me needing to come out, needing to be given voice, there must be, otherwise I would not have this desire, this compelling force to be heard, to be connected to you. So this is it.
I am most amazed, impressed & fascinated by the ability of one human being to love another human being. I think this is the secret of the universe, the multi-verse & the one, the only thing I have to say. People love----- they love each other-----they love themselves----they love more than one, people love their families, friends, dogs, coffee, a cool breeze on a warm day, and eyes, don't You just love eyes?
Anyway, this is what has been filling my days, this simple realization, people love. They simply love. They love perfectly & not so perfectly, can any love be imperfect? Doggone, Isn't that amazing!!! Damn, that is amazing & marvelous & worthy of praise. Everyone I know loves someone, something, some idea, some moment, everyone wants love, needs love, everyone is love.
Stop right now & let love find you, let love fill you, let it flush out anything else........until only love remains. Isn't that something, when reminded you can experience, create, remember, find, be love. At any time love is waiting for you & me. Your love is undeniable! My love is undeniable too! Is this love actually yours? Is it mine?
No matter what has been done to you, no matter what you have done to your self or an other, you are still love. You are lovable, loving, loved. You, I all of us are love........ All of us have this capacity, ability, need, desire, design....... We have been designed to love & this program is our truth!
This cancer, that is inside me, that I am learning to love, this cancer got its start when I forgot this simple, absolute truth. I had chased love away, I had forgotten even the love of God, the love of our designer. And then love came alive in me, again. The cancer sparked, ignited, reminded me of this, our design..........No, actually YOU sparked, ignited, reminded me of this. You, the other in my world, showed up & so did love. It is You, who was designed to love who showed up & graced, blessed me with love & reminded me of my love too. I had forgotten my song, my design, my love......& then you showed up, seeing me, holding me, loving me, singing my song, inviting me, welcoming me, home to my self to your love & then love itself exploded in my soul & love became all there is. And I thank you, you have allowed me to love once again & to know love like never before.
I have been pretty 'out of it' today. Before, the 48 hours after chemo were ok, this time not so much.
Hope you are well. Know this you are love. That is all I know now, that's it. You & I have been designed this way, we forget & then we return to love, ahhhhhhhh as if we could ever go away. Love Love Love, I need to go I hear a song & you wouldn't want to hear me singing loud & out of tune, All you need is ............
