Uploaded December 2025 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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I wrote this song during a livestream a few years ago and now here's a cool music video for you! This song is really fun to play on guitar. I came up with that solo on the spot, trying to make something super weird and super blues-y sounding. I'm really happy with how the vibe turned out!

Big thanks to my friend @ReneSkunk777MC for helping me produce the studio track! Here's to more projects!

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(LYRICS)

PAYWALL 💳

(VERSE 1)
I wish I could do everything
that I want to do
But everything is locked behind a paywall
It’s true
So many things I’m missing
that I’ll surely regret
I know that feeling all too well
No use in feelin’ sorry for myself

(CHORUS)
Feelin’ sorry for myself
Feelin’ sorry for myself
It’s the story of an elf
Sittin’ on a shelf
In that frozen hell

(VERSE 2)
My life has always been a series
of ups and downs
A rollercoaster of emotion
up to right now
I've always wanted life to be
a living daydream
But that ain’t gonna happen
cuz you only seem to
care about yourself

(CHORUS)
You only care about yourself
You only care about yourself
And not the story of an elf
Wanting to rebel
In that frozen hell

(CHORUS SOLO)

(VERSE 3)
I wish I could do everything
that I want to do
But everything is locked behind a paywall
It’s true

*insert coin to finish song*