trainerlyra | on the other side || mep collection 13 [mar - sept] @trainerlyra3 | Uploaded 5 years ago | Updated 1 day ago
youtube REALLY wants this to be unviewable in the USA, so i had to take two parts out, you can see them both here: youtube.com/watch?v=4I6lpDCeM5s

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yup, this is all i've edited since about midway through march. kinda depressing when you think about how long my mep collections used to be, but, well, it's not without good reason.

it took me awhile, after march, to try and get back up on the proverbial horse, and even once i had i was still struggling - fact is, i worked two jobs over the whole summer and am currently looking for a different second job, and on top of that i just do a lot more other than editing now. during my random breaks in 2018, i realized that like... i wasn't finding time for my other hobbies, or things irl that i wanted to do. i'm trying to split myself a bit better, but since i'm still healing from everything, it's difficult.

i won't bore you too much but just know that i probably will never stop editing lol, even if i don't do it as often as i used to. it's something that has always made me really happy and i think i'll always have that urge when i hear a song that /really/ fits a ship or smth. i don't think that's ever going away, so you don't have to worry about that.

all that being said, i apologize, as always, for my lack of being... present, still. your patience with me is so incredibly kind and idk how i'll ever repay y'all later, but just know, i'm getting there. i'm learning to like... be happy, again, and be a person? it's a difficult thing lol but i'm getting there.

anyways, to lighten things up a bit, did y'all see the clerith part? the ff7 remake has got me HYPED. i love ff7 to death and am SO excited to play it all over again, even if things are different this time around. idk if y'all will be surprised or not surprised that i ship clerith a ton, but yeah, super big fan lol. SHE LOOKED SO PRETTY IN THE NEWEST TRAILER........my girl.................

and i7!!! idk how many of you knew i liked i7 lol. tenn is best boy in the universe. my ships are all rarepairs besides gakutsumu. it's a tragedy.

anyways, till next time~

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