Uploaded January 2026 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
My Torture
Music & Lyrics by LloydTheHammer
Verse 1
The pressure of life often goes towards my head
No matter the time, an outer substance instead
The loved ones arise, swarming and close orbited
Or I'm dead
But the highs are so high, meanwhile the lows gets me wrecked
Avoiding their eyes, a big reality check
The help has arrived, sick of the easy way out
Day 0, I sigh, begin the count!
Chorus
Hold me as I try to better myself
Folding to change up my own living shelf
Break down the walls to crack open the shell
Back to the origin, the start of this hell
Now yell
My torture
Verse 2
My frailness inside, there could be many reasons
The past's like a tide, some call it inner demons
The memories cry, perhaps a rough upbringing?
Or trapping
Perpetual lie, like a typhoon destroying
Relationships die, connections, they are hurting
This life's out of grip and soon your old one to mourn
Take part of the trip, to feel reborn!
Chorus
Hold me as I try to better myself
Folding to change up my own living shelf
Break down the walls to crack open the shell
Back to the origin, the start of this hell
Now yell
My torture
Verse 3
So here I am to fix my world
From the way it is
I feel afraid, what if it's all too late?
A moral step, a different tune
Mental challenges
Who runs my head? It's me, not that!
Verse 4
Our personal growth is something you own alone
Some actions corrode and then you have to atone
Reflecting our peers, not always the greatest thing
Bad teaching
Deep questions are asked, constantly shedding the skin
Recovery starts by training your discipline
A new confidence, it's like a fresh beginning
I'm taking a chance, see what I bring!
Chorus
Hold me as I try to better myself
Folding to change up my own living shelf
Break down the walls to crack open the shell
Back to the origin, the start of this hell
Now yell
Verse 5
As I lay here in the dark
Thinking about the things I've done
All the battles that I fought
So much damage that I've caused
Self reflection's a good thing
Looking inside is not a sin
So tomorrow is the day
Hello world, hear what I say!
Verse 6
I present to you, this new guy
My life, reformed, adored
Your doubt is wrong
We're not weak, we're strong!
My Torture
Music & Lyrics by LloydTheHammer
Verse 1
The pressure of life often goes towards my head
No matter the time, an outer substance instead
The loved ones arise, swarming and close orbited
Or I'm dead
But the highs are so high, meanwhile the lows gets me wrecked
Avoiding their eyes, a big reality check
The help has arrived, sick of the easy way out
Day 0, I sigh, begin the count!
Chorus
Hold me as I try to better myself
Folding to change up my own living shelf
Break down the walls to crack open the shell
Back to the origin, the start of this hell
Now yell
My torture
Verse 2
My frailness inside, there could be many reasons
The past's like a tide, some call it inner demons
The memories cry, perhaps a rough upbringing?
Or trapping
Perpetual lie, like a typhoon destroying
Relationships die, connections, they are hurting
This life's out of grip and soon your old one to mourn
Take part of the trip, to feel reborn!
Chorus
Hold me as I try to better myself
Folding to change up my own living shelf
Break down the walls to crack open the shell
Back to the origin, the start of this hell
Now yell
My torture
Verse 3
So here I am to fix my world
From the way it is
I feel afraid, what if it's all too late?
A moral step, a different tune
Mental challenges
Who runs my head? It's me, not that!
Verse 4
Our personal growth is something you own alone
Some actions corrode and then you have to atone
Reflecting our peers, not always the greatest thing
Bad teaching
Deep questions are asked, constantly shedding the skin
Recovery starts by training your discipline
A new confidence, it's like a fresh beginning
I'm taking a chance, see what I bring!
Chorus
Hold me as I try to better myself
Folding to change up my own living shelf
Break down the walls to crack open the shell
Back to the origin, the start of this hell
Now yell
Verse 5
As I lay here in the dark
Thinking about the things I've done
All the battles that I fought
So much damage that I've caused
Self reflection's a good thing
Looking inside is not a sin
So tomorrow is the day
Hello world, hear what I say!
Verse 6
I present to you, this new guy
My life, reformed, adored
Your doubt is wrong
We're not weak, we're strong!
