Uploaded September 2017 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
(Warning - verbal and emotional abuse)
I present to you my first full-length video since my (stupidly un-backed-up) hard drive crash, the promised extension to my Love Me Like You Do MEP part.
Can you believe I had to render this damn thing 4 times to get it to cooperate? And it still messed up on one of the Odette manips even though it looks fine in Premiere. I would rerender it (again) but it takes an hour to render this part and I have run out of patience. Rawr.
Anyhoo, I'm rather proud of this. The visuals turned out almost exactly how I saw them in my head, even though some of my own maskings (and a few of the manips) look really bad (hey, I'm still learning my way around AE).
The plot of the video should be fairly self-explanitory; my goal with my videos is to make the story as clear as possible, but if anyone is confused I will put a synopsis in the comments.
This is something of a vent video inspired and about a relationship I was in during freshman year of college. I thought he loved me, but he ended up alienating me from my friends and hurt me emotionally. It was only after he dumped me that I found out I was just the latest in a string of relationships he'd had with pretty, blonde, naive freshmyn. I learned my lesson, but since then every relationship I've tried to have has been tainted by what he did to me. Hence, the plot of this video.
Movies used: The Swan Princess, Thumbelina, Pocahontas, Beauty and the Beast, Pinnochio, Cinderella (all 3), Hunchback of Notre Dame, Treasure Planet, Mulan, Sinbad: Legend of the Seven Seas, The Little Mermaid, The Princess and the Frog.
Masks used: Var Roman, Bliss Birdie, The Night 130, loveandheartbreak, Dusted Laces, CK955, Mine, any others that I missed. (The only ones that are mine are Thumbelina, Derek {with Odette}, and a few of the Cinderella masks)
Music: My skin by Natalie Merchant
I only own my own editing and the story I have created (inspired by true events).
(Warning - verbal and emotional abuse)
I present to you my first full-length video since my (stupidly un-backed-up) hard drive crash, the promised extension to my Love Me Like You Do MEP part.
Can you believe I had to render this damn thing 4 times to get it to cooperate? And it still messed up on one of the Odette manips even though it looks fine in Premiere. I would rerender it (again) but it takes an hour to render this part and I have run out of patience. Rawr.
Anyhoo, I'm rather proud of this. The visuals turned out almost exactly how I saw them in my head, even though some of my own maskings (and a few of the manips) look really bad (hey, I'm still learning my way around AE).
The plot of the video should be fairly self-explanitory; my goal with my videos is to make the story as clear as possible, but if anyone is confused I will put a synopsis in the comments.
This is something of a vent video inspired and about a relationship I was in during freshman year of college. I thought he loved me, but he ended up alienating me from my friends and hurt me emotionally. It was only after he dumped me that I found out I was just the latest in a string of relationships he'd had with pretty, blonde, naive freshmyn. I learned my lesson, but since then every relationship I've tried to have has been tainted by what he did to me. Hence, the plot of this video.
Movies used: The Swan Princess, Thumbelina, Pocahontas, Beauty and the Beast, Pinnochio, Cinderella (all 3), Hunchback of Notre Dame, Treasure Planet, Mulan, Sinbad: Legend of the Seven Seas, The Little Mermaid, The Princess and the Frog.
Masks used: Var Roman, Bliss Birdie, The Night 130, loveandheartbreak, Dusted Laces, CK955, Mine, any others that I missed. (The only ones that are mine are Thumbelina, Derek {with Odette}, and a few of the Cinderella masks)
Music: My skin by Natalie Merchant
I only own my own editing and the story I have created (inspired by true events).









