Ex-Fundie Diaries | My Faith Deconstruction Through Journal Entries | Fundamentalist Christian to Agnostic Atheist @ExFundieDiaries | Uploaded October 2021 | Updated October 2024, 5 hours ago.
This video is about my faith deconstruction from fundamentalist christianity to agnostic atheism. To demonstrate that process, I read 18 of my own journal entries from June 25, 2014 to January 27, 2018.

Thank you so much for watching! Today (10/1/21) is my one-year anniversary of sharing my story on YouTube. I'm so grateful for all of the support and kind comments. :)

[Documentary Mentioned]
"Give Me Sex Jesus" by Matthew Barber: vimeo.com/137784146

[Timestamps]
00:00 - 6/25/14: New thoughts and questions
03:50 - 10/6/14: Doubting god
08:47 - 12/26/14: Rejecting hell
10:20 - 1/9/15: Psychological distress
12:48 - 3/25/15: Holding onto my faith
16:25 - 10/5/16: Slipping towards atheism
18:51 - 4/26/17: Deconstructing "until there’s nothing left"

[Background Music]
Title: By the Riverside
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Title: Before the Night
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Title: Letting Go
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Title: Faded Memories
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Title: Night Sky
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Image description: This video begins with a content warning, which says: “Content Warning: Thoughts of suicide and self-harm." The rest of the video is shots of nature (flowers, trees, rivers, lakes, the ocean, etc.) with the date appearing for a few seconds every time a new journal entry is read.

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