Uploaded August 2023 | Updated September 2026, 4 days ago
WHAT A FUCKING JOURNEY
My mental health has been a roller coaster ever since July and its been so terrible I felt so angry at anything and everything cause of a fuckin level i thought will never be beaten as i was on the verge of a mental breakdown and was just feeling useless. I know a game shouldn't make you feel this way but I take this game so seriously i start cutting off friends, family just so i can focus and not get good at a level that was already taking me a while.
Everyday i would sit here for 8 hours straight 8 FUCKIN HOURS and which would be the reason i would have multiple deletedcommunity post relateing to mental health and quitting gd cause of a level which thankfully i didn't follow through cause this desc wouldn't be written otherwise Lmao.
Im doing good and planning on bettering my mental which is why Ethereal artifice will probably be postponed for a little bit as i try to focus on what i actually care for.
Sorry to my friends i had been rude to over a fucking game and missed things like calls with yall cause i was to busy with a game LOL
In conclusion take your mental serious and speak up ask for help if you feel your not doing ok and in general its ok to not be ok its just not ok to hide the fact your not ok cause thats exactly what i tried to do for the last 2 months and its not ok to keep pretending no more
i also messsed up the worst fails list so im using Ydis to get the amount of fails i had past lazer
Also. This will be considered my personal hardest as this is a first where a level took me over 40k attempts to beat
Maybe it was my fault for not practiceing harder but 81 was fuckin impossible and im so glad for fluking the ending
This level is actually really good it was my luck which tanked this enjoyment
enjoyment 72/100
attempts 40,008.. 25k were old from back when I secretly tried to go for this when my hardest was Nine circles.
Could be less if i didn't count old attempts which was 2,909( 2nd correction I completely fucked up my old attempts and new attempts. 15k were old cause i did not count another copyable cause i forgot i still had another copyable with attempts so like 25k attempts but keep in mind that i played for over 8 hours straight so yeah. also 40k cause I'ma add old attempts from back when I tried to do this in secret as a hardest in may of 2023
hardest part Devin, or galvatron. Also lazer is silent af
Fav part. Devin
easiest part. 89-100
worst fails. 81x10, 80x7, 79x8 78x10 77x14, 74x6 72x17, 71x3, 70x19 67x15 why did i die to this alot
109 fails past 64/ lazerblitz
Should you play this? yes if you dont get angry easily and are decently good
#gd #geometrydash #virpin #gaming #extremedemon
WHAT A FUCKING JOURNEY
My mental health has been a roller coaster ever since July and its been so terrible I felt so angry at anything and everything cause of a fuckin level i thought will never be beaten as i was on the verge of a mental breakdown and was just feeling useless. I know a game shouldn't make you feel this way but I take this game so seriously i start cutting off friends, family just so i can focus and not get good at a level that was already taking me a while.
Everyday i would sit here for 8 hours straight 8 FUCKIN HOURS and which would be the reason i would have multiple deletedcommunity post relateing to mental health and quitting gd cause of a level which thankfully i didn't follow through cause this desc wouldn't be written otherwise Lmao.
Im doing good and planning on bettering my mental which is why Ethereal artifice will probably be postponed for a little bit as i try to focus on what i actually care for.
Sorry to my friends i had been rude to over a fucking game and missed things like calls with yall cause i was to busy with a game LOL
In conclusion take your mental serious and speak up ask for help if you feel your not doing ok and in general its ok to not be ok its just not ok to hide the fact your not ok cause thats exactly what i tried to do for the last 2 months and its not ok to keep pretending no more
i also messsed up the worst fails list so im using Ydis to get the amount of fails i had past lazer
Also. This will be considered my personal hardest as this is a first where a level took me over 40k attempts to beat
Maybe it was my fault for not practiceing harder but 81 was fuckin impossible and im so glad for fluking the ending
This level is actually really good it was my luck which tanked this enjoyment
enjoyment 72/100
attempts 40,008.. 25k were old from back when I secretly tried to go for this when my hardest was Nine circles.
Could be less if i didn't count old attempts which was 2,909( 2nd correction I completely fucked up my old attempts and new attempts. 15k were old cause i did not count another copyable cause i forgot i still had another copyable with attempts so like 25k attempts but keep in mind that i played for over 8 hours straight so yeah. also 40k cause I'ma add old attempts from back when I tried to do this in secret as a hardest in may of 2023
hardest part Devin, or galvatron. Also lazer is silent af
Fav part. Devin
easiest part. 89-100
worst fails. 81x10, 80x7, 79x8 78x10 77x14, 74x6 72x17, 71x3, 70x19 67x15 why did i die to this alot
109 fails past 64/ lazerblitz
Should you play this? yes if you dont get angry easily and are decently good
#gd #geometrydash #virpin #gaming #extremedemon
