Uploaded August 2018 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
▶Bandcamp: pumpkinheaad.bandcamp.com/album/moon-flower
▶Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/pumpkinheaad/maikamoon-flower-original-song/s-z0bfc
▶VSQx: dropbox.com/s/y0b49whargco0f6/moon%20flower.vsqx?dl=0
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Lyrics:
Flowers all unwind
Trying to come alive
Abhorrent reveries
Stretching wretched memories
Today it's all the same
Lose again at my own game
A world without me
May be just the same or less lonely
Say that maybe things will change
Or say I'm bound to rot again
Nothing ever mattered
But I'll pick it up and try again
Say that I'm a disaster
Or say I'm worth a grain of sand
This world is an illusion
So I'll watch you melt away again
On and on and on and on
On and on and on and on
Move on and on and on and on
On and on and on and on
Move on and on and on and on
On and on and on and on
Move on and on and on and on
On and on and on and on
My lifeline rewinds
Nothing will suffice
The moment I leave
Will be such a lovely memory
And nothing will change
Fall and forget my own name
A world where I am free
Will never exist, the world agrees
Say that maybe things will change
Or say I'm bound to rot again
Nothing ever mattered
But I'll pick it up and try again
Say that I'm a disaster
Or say I'm worth a grain of sand
This world is an illusion
So I'll watch you melt away again
Say reality is strange
Or say I'm spacing out again
Oh I never mattered
So I'll lay down and won't try again
Say the world's a disaster
Or say the world is in my hand
'Cause I am an illusion
So I'll let you melt away again
I know nothing matters now
And nothing matters in the end
I don't see the point in moving
Now or ever again
Oh the world's a disaster
And oh it's worthless in the end
Nothing's ever mattered
And I regret trying again
▶Bandcamp: pumpkinheaad.bandcamp.com/album/moon-flower
▶Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/pumpkinheaad/maikamoon-flower-original-song/s-z0bfc
▶VSQx: dropbox.com/s/y0b49whargco0f6/moon%20flower.vsqx?dl=0
* * *
Lyrics:
Flowers all unwind
Trying to come alive
Abhorrent reveries
Stretching wretched memories
Today it's all the same
Lose again at my own game
A world without me
May be just the same or less lonely
Say that maybe things will change
Or say I'm bound to rot again
Nothing ever mattered
But I'll pick it up and try again
Say that I'm a disaster
Or say I'm worth a grain of sand
This world is an illusion
So I'll watch you melt away again
On and on and on and on
On and on and on and on
Move on and on and on and on
On and on and on and on
Move on and on and on and on
On and on and on and on
Move on and on and on and on
On and on and on and on
My lifeline rewinds
Nothing will suffice
The moment I leave
Will be such a lovely memory
And nothing will change
Fall and forget my own name
A world where I am free
Will never exist, the world agrees
Say that maybe things will change
Or say I'm bound to rot again
Nothing ever mattered
But I'll pick it up and try again
Say that I'm a disaster
Or say I'm worth a grain of sand
This world is an illusion
So I'll watch you melt away again
Say reality is strange
Or say I'm spacing out again
Oh I never mattered
So I'll lay down and won't try again
Say the world's a disaster
Or say the world is in my hand
'Cause I am an illusion
So I'll let you melt away again
I know nothing matters now
And nothing matters in the end
I don't see the point in moving
Now or ever again
Oh the world's a disaster
And oh it's worthless in the end
Nothing's ever mattered
And I regret trying again




![See to See to See (Through Disease We Can Reach God) / Kasane Teto [Original Song]
I can be an absolute edgelord, as a treat. :)
This song turned out pretty weird but I guess its fitting because I felt pretty weird when I was writing it! This was my first time ever using UTAU so I hope the tuning is bearable. And yes I will 100% be making a Synth V version of this song once Teto AI releases (which is in, like, a couple hours. But I have to do my midterm first...)
I have nothing else to say because my meds kicked in so Im barely hanging onto consciousness goodnight
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/pumpkinheaad/see-to-see-to-see-through-disease-we-can-reach-god-kasane-teto-original-song
Bandcamp: https://pumpkinheaad.bandcamp.com/track/see-to-see-to-see-through-disease-we-can-reach-god
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/1Q9TtsqQ0elgoqzrHDuL2N
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/through-disease-we-can-reach-god-single/1685092576
Tumblr: https://www.tumblr.com/blog/phosphophyi See to See to See (Through Disease We Can Reach God) / Kasane Teto [Original Song]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/GsxobfgpgVc/mqdefault.jpg)





