Uploaded December 2018 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
Friendship ended with firgidi, now normal title is my best friend.
▶Bandcamp: pumpkinheaad.bandcamp.com/album/frigid
▶Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/pumpkinheaad/gumi-englishfrigidoriginal-song
▶VSQx: dropbox.com/s/7evyyvhdhim4bb2/frigid.vsqx?dl=0
Lyrics:
I've got a lot to say
But not the words to say it
You are my happiness
But I'm too scared to admit
It's getting cold today
But you've become my blanket
I'm safe but neverthless
I'm too scared to admit that
I want to live again
Breathe chilly air again
Keep me warm and read to me
A story lost in history
Your soft words are remedies
That keep me safe from the stale breeze
Oh, don't let go, 'cause
I am far too cold alone
Oh, don't go home, 'cause
You would perish in the snow
I've got a lot to say
But no courage to say it
You stole my happiness
But I'm too scared to admit
I thought back to the day
Where roads weren't blocked by this snow
I'm far too scared to say
That I'm the one who's snowed in
My lungs are full again
Breathless in death again
I feel hopeless again
The end is near again
Open your soul, read to me
The lies you never would set free
Your cold words have lost meaning
Yet something keeps you here with me
I want to go but
I am far too cold alone
Oh, please let go, 'cause
I would rather die alone
I've got no more to say
'Cause you won't let me speak now
I'm restless 'cause I'm in the calm before the final storm
White light streaks across the sky
As life lets out its final cry
Crimson streaks give off their light
A red that reveals all your lies
It's time to go, 'cause
Everything's reduced to null
We cannot slow, 'cause
Death will surely take its toll
I want to die again
Forget this hell again
Friendship ended with firgidi, now normal title is my best friend.
▶Bandcamp: pumpkinheaad.bandcamp.com/album/frigid
▶Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/pumpkinheaad/gumi-englishfrigidoriginal-song
▶VSQx: dropbox.com/s/7evyyvhdhim4bb2/frigid.vsqx?dl=0
Lyrics:
I've got a lot to say
But not the words to say it
You are my happiness
But I'm too scared to admit
It's getting cold today
But you've become my blanket
I'm safe but neverthless
I'm too scared to admit that
I want to live again
Breathe chilly air again
Keep me warm and read to me
A story lost in history
Your soft words are remedies
That keep me safe from the stale breeze
Oh, don't let go, 'cause
I am far too cold alone
Oh, don't go home, 'cause
You would perish in the snow
I've got a lot to say
But no courage to say it
You stole my happiness
But I'm too scared to admit
I thought back to the day
Where roads weren't blocked by this snow
I'm far too scared to say
That I'm the one who's snowed in
My lungs are full again
Breathless in death again
I feel hopeless again
The end is near again
Open your soul, read to me
The lies you never would set free
Your cold words have lost meaning
Yet something keeps you here with me
I want to go but
I am far too cold alone
Oh, please let go, 'cause
I would rather die alone
I've got no more to say
'Cause you won't let me speak now
I'm restless 'cause I'm in the calm before the final storm
White light streaks across the sky
As life lets out its final cry
Crimson streaks give off their light
A red that reveals all your lies
It's time to go, 'cause
Everything's reduced to null
We cannot slow, 'cause
Death will surely take its toll
I want to die again
Forget this hell again

![See to See to See (Through Disease We Can Reach God) / Kasane Teto [Original Song]
I can be an absolute edgelord, as a treat. :)
This song turned out pretty weird but I guess its fitting because I felt pretty weird when I was writing it! This was my first time ever using UTAU so I hope the tuning is bearable. And yes I will 100% be making a Synth V version of this song once Teto AI releases (which is in, like, a couple hours. But I have to do my midterm first...)
I have nothing else to say because my meds kicked in so Im barely hanging onto consciousness goodnight
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/pumpkinheaad/see-to-see-to-see-through-disease-we-can-reach-god-kasane-teto-original-song
Bandcamp: https://pumpkinheaad.bandcamp.com/track/see-to-see-to-see-through-disease-we-can-reach-god
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/1Q9TtsqQ0elgoqzrHDuL2N
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/through-disease-we-can-reach-god-single/1685092576
Tumblr: https://www.tumblr.com/blog/phosphophyi See to See to See (Through Disease We Can Reach God) / Kasane Teto [Original Song]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/GsxobfgpgVc/mqdefault.jpg)







![Cedars Descent / SAROS & Solaria (Original Song)
Cedars going through it and hes being a bit of an edgelord about it, weve all been there.
I had a lot of fun with this song and Im happy with how it turned out! I think Ive drawn Cedar more in the past two months than I have in the entire 3.5+ years hes existed as an OC LOL. Im not the best at conveying plots through music, so if you have any questions feel free to send me an ask on Tumblr :]
My new years resolution is to work on music more often so hopefully I will post more songs than normal this year! If I dont ... Theres always 2025, LOL.
SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/pumpkinheaad2/cedars-descent-saros-solaria-original-song
Bandcamp: https://pumpkinheaad.bandcamp.com/album/cedars-descent
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/5LZIt8UNb5ZGWeHvzRWXdA?si=I8zMdbozS4e85cXB6qyfkg
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/cedars-descent-single/1724630701
Discord Server: https://discord.gg/Mka5zExGDr
Tumblr: https://www.tumblr.com/blog/phosphophyi Cedars Descent / SAROS & Solaria (Original Song)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/N1XNp91hjlo/mqdefault.jpg)
