lodilou | merlin / hymn for the missing @lodilou | Uploaded 11 years ago | Updated 4 hours ago
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yeah i'm back at vidding. i HAD to do something after the merlin finale. i'm still not over it tbh. THEY'RE ALL DEAD. WHY. i'd lie if i said i didn't want arthur to die. well i didn't REALLY want him to die because i love him so much it was actually VERY painful to see him die. But i didn't want a happy end for him after camlann. once i saw that the writers were going there i knew that arthur HAD to die in the end, because that's how it goes in the legends. i thought i would be ok. LOL WHO WAS I KIDDING. IT BROKE ME. he died in merlin's arms, that's just the most painful thing that could have happen and IT HAPPENNED. it's frustrating arthur didn't know about merlin's magic for more episodes but well. at least there has been a revelation. gahzueiktglh. it was very well done imo. arthur's reaction was exactly how i imagined it and the evolution of his feelings about it was perfect. I WISH THEY HAD HAD MORE TIME T_________T. i'll never be over it. i can't. it's still surreal actually. i remember the first seasons and HOW THE HELL DID WE GET HERE IT WAS ALL FUN AND BROMANCE AND NOW EVERYBODY DIES WHY. damned series.
mordred's death was also expected but i reeeeeaaally loved him and it was so sad. he was so young. they were all so young! and they went through so much pain. I THOUGHT IT WAS A SERIES FOR CHILDREN I NEVER SIGNED FOR SO MUCH PAIN.
GWAINE. WHY. he died thinking he failed arthur and camelot, that's absolutely awful.
morgana. well, i hoped for a redemption (sort of) for a long time but i gave up halfway this season. she had gone too far. i actually liked how her character evolved. she was going completely crazy, blinded by her hate...it was interesting to see. heartbreaking also ; ____ ; remember the sweet frail morgana from season 1... of course it had to be merlin who killed her and i'm glad (well, as much 'glad' one can be when a half of one's ship kills the other half) he did. my only complaint is that it was rushed. their final confrontation deserved much more time. their whole relationship deserved much more time through the last seasons actually...they're supposed to be deadly enemies and they barely share 3 scenes per season ?!? anyway. also i SHIPPED them. as i said, merlin was the one who had to kill her but it doesn't mean it wasn't absolutely cruel and sorrowful for my shipper's heart. i have a lot of mergana feelings, i think i'll do a video eventually.
GWEN MY BB. SHE DIDN'T EVEN GET TO SAY GOODBYE TO ARTHUR. her face in the end - so full of determination and hurt - ended me. she'll honor everything arthur has started. but she will be so alone and arthur will never see what he began to build. that's NOT OK. arthur and gwen was supposed to be a HAPPY ship of mine. I CAN'T EVEN TRUST MY HAPPY SHIPS. PAIN IS EVERYWHERE.
and finally my poor merlin. He finally fulfilled his destiny, only to see his best friend die in his arms, the man he protected all these years, that he thought he could save but that wasn't meant to happen. he was never supposed to save arthur. OUCH.
I HAVE A LOT OF FEELINGS AS YOU CAN SEE.
Watch in HQ, headphones recommended for the voiceovers ;)
can't see the video? : vimeo.com/67991479
yeah i'm back at vidding. i HAD to do something after the merlin finale. i'm still not over it tbh. THEY'RE ALL DEAD. WHY. i'd lie if i said i didn't want arthur to die. well i didn't REALLY want him to die because i love him so much it was actually VERY painful to see him die. But i didn't want a happy end for him after camlann. once i saw that the writers were going there i knew that arthur HAD to die in the end, because that's how it goes in the legends. i thought i would be ok. LOL WHO WAS I KIDDING. IT BROKE ME. he died in merlin's arms, that's just the most painful thing that could have happen and IT HAPPENNED. it's frustrating arthur didn't know about merlin's magic for more episodes but well. at least there has been a revelation. gahzueiktglh. it was very well done imo. arthur's reaction was exactly how i imagined it and the evolution of his feelings about it was perfect. I WISH THEY HAD HAD MORE TIME T_________T. i'll never be over it. i can't. it's still surreal actually. i remember the first seasons and HOW THE HELL DID WE GET HERE IT WAS ALL FUN AND BROMANCE AND NOW EVERYBODY DIES WHY. damned series.
mordred's death was also expected but i reeeeeaaally loved him and it was so sad. he was so young. they were all so young! and they went through so much pain. I THOUGHT IT WAS A SERIES FOR CHILDREN I NEVER SIGNED FOR SO MUCH PAIN.
GWAINE. WHY. he died thinking he failed arthur and camelot, that's absolutely awful.
morgana. well, i hoped for a redemption (sort of) for a long time but i gave up halfway this season. she had gone too far. i actually liked how her character evolved. she was going completely crazy, blinded by her hate...it was interesting to see. heartbreaking also ; ____ ; remember the sweet frail morgana from season 1... of course it had to be merlin who killed her and i'm glad (well, as much 'glad' one can be when a half of one's ship kills the other half) he did. my only complaint is that it was rushed. their final confrontation deserved much more time. their whole relationship deserved much more time through the last seasons actually...they're supposed to be deadly enemies and they barely share 3 scenes per season ?!? anyway. also i SHIPPED them. as i said, merlin was the one who had to kill her but it doesn't mean it wasn't absolutely cruel and sorrowful for my shipper's heart. i have a lot of mergana feelings, i think i'll do a video eventually.
GWEN MY BB. SHE DIDN'T EVEN GET TO SAY GOODBYE TO ARTHUR. her face in the end - so full of determination and hurt - ended me. she'll honor everything arthur has started. but she will be so alone and arthur will never see what he began to build. that's NOT OK. arthur and gwen was supposed to be a HAPPY ship of mine. I CAN'T EVEN TRUST MY HAPPY SHIPS. PAIN IS EVERYWHERE.
and finally my poor merlin. He finally fulfilled his destiny, only to see his best friend die in his arms, the man he protected all these years, that he thought he could save but that wasn't meant to happen. he was never supposed to save arthur. OUCH.
I HAVE A LOT OF FEELINGS AS YOU CAN SEE.
![Morgana [Merlin] // Where once was light](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/_PBj6USTldQ/hqdefault.jpg "Morgana [Merlin] // Where once was light
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I hope the music wont be deleted again, I used the copyrights disclaimer to bring it back but sometimes its not enough.
Second Merlin video! Not about a couple, its rare. Morgana is not my favorite character but I think shes really interesting to vid, her story is great. I was looking for a song and I remembered Gollums song of The Two Towers, that I love. This is absolutely perfect for Morgana. The lyrics are a bit weird, Gollum is kinda schinophrenic, and I dont understand who exactly are I/you/we... but I think my video make sense anyway.
I like it. =) For once I am quite satisfied by the result. Just, the quality is sometimes very bad, I dont know what happened. I think I use right effects, and I didnt put the emotion behind them. Whats your opinion?
Im curious to know what is going to happen with Morgana... Will she go back to the right side? Even just for a while? Is she definitely evil? In the myths, in some versions, shes bad and in others shes good, so... who knows.
Clips : MERLIN
Music : Gollums song Emilia Torrini / Howard Shore (The Two Towers)
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![Sherlock & John [ The Fall ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/aDPv0El4AZA/hqdefault.jpg "Sherlock & John [ The Fall ]
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On tumblr : http://melodilou.tumblr.com/post/16115295738/sherlock-john-par-lodilou
I FINALLY made something. I have the same problem with Sherlock/John than with River/Doctor. NO SONG IS PERFECT ENOUGH FOR THEM. At first I wanted to use Echo by Jason Walker, but I didnt finish it. One day I will. I hope. But for now, have this one ;)
What can I say... THIS EPISODE KILLED ME. Their relationship, dear god, its the most beautiful thing in the world. Really. Not only in Sherlock. It is the best relationship since 1887. Its just a miracle. An extraordinary man with an ordinary one, the friendship that should never have existed, and still, it worked. They are the perfect match. Romance, bromance, friendship, whatever, what they have is above all of this. No word can define it. I dont know how it can even exist. What is funny is that Doyle probably never meant to create it that way. Watson was just a witness of Holmes adventures, the sidekick whose role is only to assist him and then tell the stories. His biographer. And it became so much more than this. This is a thing that will always amaze with with Sherlock Holmes, and that Ive never seen about anything else. Its bigger than its creator. It just kind of exists by itself.
So, THE REICHENBACH FALL. I spent a week SUFFERING. My chest was litteraly hurting all day long, I couldnt wait to see it and at the same time I didnt want to. Because... BECAUSE REICHENBACH. The short story broke my heart. And then it happened. I watched it and I cried. The scene when theyre on the phone. THIS SCENE. Their best scene. So much love. So much sadness. So much pain. The most interesting part is that Sherlock is playing a role at the beginning. He is the character we know, cold, pretending he is scared, pretending he is a fake, pretending he is broken enough to commit suicide. But then, THEN there is this glorious moment when he says nobody could be that clever and John says You could and Sherlock laughs and DEAR HOLY FUCKING MOTHER OF JESUS. Thats the moment he becomes sincere. Hes lying about the real reason why he is moved, but the emotion itself is REAL. Its genuine. Hes hurt because everything is is has been taken from him. Everything that matters. His work. His IDENTITY. Who he is. Hes nothing if he isnt this. And thats awful. AND now he also has to deal with the fact that he has to leave John behind. That he has to say goodbye to the only person he is really close to. That he has to hurt him. And John is holding on to him, saying no, because he trusts Sherlock, because he knows him like no-one else does. And Sherlock sees this, he sees how much he counts for John, because Im pretty sure he never truly realized it before. And its the moment to say goodbye. The moment to lie. ITS SO TRAGIC. And THE TEAR. He didnt have to cry. John couldnt see the tear from where he was. It was a real tear. The one and only tear that means SO much. To me its the ONE moment Sherlock shows how deeply he really cares about John. Because no-one is there to see it, its just him and his feelings. And their hands. And their everything. HOOOOLY SHIT AAAAAAAH. This moment gives me so many feelings, it hurts.
Martin Freemans and Benedict Cumberbatchs performances are FLAWLESS. HOW can they be so talented? Usually, when I watch a series, or a movie, Im like wow these actors are not bad, and some times, a very few times, I completely forgot that they are actors. They are the characters. Theyre so talented that they make us forget they are talented. See what I mean? GIVE BENEDICT HIS FUCKING BAFTA FOR GODS SAKE. I am so in love with his Sherlock. Like really. Im Molly. Im definitely Molly.
Okay Ill stop now.
Music : exogenesis symphony part 3 - Muse
Coloring : actuallypure")
![The Doctor & River | Come with me [AU]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/bWbcxnyZdmQ/hqdefault.jpg "The Doctor & River | Come with me [AU]
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Im not really happy with this video. I like the plot but I dont like the video itself. Manips are not very good, I tried to hide it with the dark coloring, but then the coloring is too dark, etc. Well, Im not satisfied but I really really wanted to make something like that so here it is.
I think the story is pretty clear, but here is a little summary (read it after watching the video) :
It takes place after ADMGTW. The Doctor brings Melody back to their parents and say goodbye to the Ponds, because they cant continue this dangerous life with a baby, and because he is supposed to meet River in the wrong order, which means he cant stay with her as a baby. (Btw, I think that this is what is really going to happen, except that I feared Rory may die - for good).
Anyway, the Doctor finally ask River to come travel with him and she says yes. (Yeeeaaaaahhh) Then they live some adventures, including iceskating for her birthday =D. She is still in stormcage, and she cant always be with him - back-to-front stuff - so sometimes she cant come with him, to not rewrite time.
But they keep meeting. One day they meet on earth in like the 18th century and they fight against a dalek together. Thats the moment the Doctor definitely falls in love with her, when he sees her in the ship. They confront the dalek, he kinda likes it even he shouldnt ;). They kiss and you can imagine whatever you want after this kiss...
Then one day, the Doctor meets a River which is not the usual River... She is killed by whatever it is, doesnt matter, and she regenerates into our River. Thats it!
I used Imogen Poots as a young River because a lot of people seem to think she could be great, and well, why not? What do you think of the regeneration? It sucks doesnt it?
So it can be a unique video OR the first part of something bigger, because I already imagined what could happen next... What do you think? Want to see more?
Music : heart of courage - two steps from hell
Clips : Doctor Who, Christopher and his kind, Bouquet of Barbed Wire, Moll Flanders.")
![Black Book (Zwartboek) [Ellis&Müntze]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/buyyYp1NdVI/hqdefault.jpg "Black Book (Zwartboek) [Ellis&Müntze]
Black Book is one of my favorite movies. The story is beautiful and intense, the actors are awesome, especially Carice Van Houten who is incredibly talented. And the love story is soooo beautiful... Shes a jewish, hes a nazi, but love is stronger than that.
I disadvise you to watch the video if you hadnt see the movie, because there is BIG spoilers about the love story. The plot is not just about love and theres no spoilers for something else than the love story, but... Well, dont watch it. First, watch the movie because it is really amazing and then come back to watch my video. Alright? ;)
Music : Act of Courage - X-Ray Dog
Movie : Black Book
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