Uploaded June 2019 | Updated September 2026, 2 hours ago
Produced by: Dreamlife Beats
Hook: IkeThaWrita
Written, Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by: Matthew Luppino
Jan Branicki; DJ Pain1p/k/a DJ Pain 1
(Collaborator); Dar'rell Banksp/k/a Dar'rell Banks (Collaborator); Izk
Jenkinsp/k/a IkeThaWrita (Collaborator) ("Songwriter")
Video Directed, And Produced By: Matthew Luppino
Starring: Matthew Luppino
Cinematography By: Matthew Luppino
Behind The Scenes Photography: Laura Holman
Secondary Camera Operators: Jesse Miceli, Charlie Dupuis
Viper: Jesse Miceli
Mustang: Charlie Dupuis
Special Thanks To:
Gage Renaud
Official Lyrics:
1st Verse:
I've been passing different levels
Battling different devils
It’s like I'm still searching
For what's still lurking
And even though I've been working
I can't find the right wording
Time is passing, and I find myself asking
I keep looking to the old me, like that's where I'm supposed to be
Life was so different back then
I was engulfed in passion every time I held the pen
And when I created; I was in some sort of zen
Like within that moment
I was frozen, I was so focused
I was broken but I found enjoyment
I was an open poet
Then I lost the one component
That kept me growing
I keep looking back, not knowing
That I'm moving forward
And it's my duty to fulfill
Some sort of thrill
With my creations
But I'm in the midst of transition
I have to switch my position
While still trying to accomplish the same mission
2nd verse:
Do what you love, that's when you're the happiest
But what is the price of happiness?
If I could see some perspectives
Maybe if I take a second
And watch my reflection
But all I see is a bunch of different directions
See I've been buying time
Writing down another line
Like it's just another rhyme
Without following my divine design
So I go back to intertwine
Every sign
Redefine
The story line
But no matter how much you love your craft
Sometimes it just doesn't love you back
I'm so scared of the future and what it will hold
Fighting for a dream that might not unfold
I still believe in myself and my goals
Going the distance with all my heart and soul
Where I will go, I don’t know
But deep inside, I know I will grow
So as I write
These words tonight
Imma fight
So that my fire doesn’t lose its light
#anyways #closure #luppostudios #dreamlifebeats #IkeThaWrita #musicvideo #viper #mustang
Closure
Luppo Studios Productions Inc.
© 2020
All Rights Reserved
Produced by: Dreamlife Beats
Hook: IkeThaWrita
Written, Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by: Matthew Luppino
Jan Branicki; DJ Pain1p/k/a DJ Pain 1
(Collaborator); Dar'rell Banksp/k/a Dar'rell Banks (Collaborator); Izk
Jenkinsp/k/a IkeThaWrita (Collaborator) ("Songwriter")
Video Directed, And Produced By: Matthew Luppino
Starring: Matthew Luppino
Cinematography By: Matthew Luppino
Behind The Scenes Photography: Laura Holman
Secondary Camera Operators: Jesse Miceli, Charlie Dupuis
Viper: Jesse Miceli
Mustang: Charlie Dupuis
Special Thanks To:
Gage Renaud
Official Lyrics:
1st Verse:
I've been passing different levels
Battling different devils
It’s like I'm still searching
For what's still lurking
And even though I've been working
I can't find the right wording
Time is passing, and I find myself asking
I keep looking to the old me, like that's where I'm supposed to be
Life was so different back then
I was engulfed in passion every time I held the pen
And when I created; I was in some sort of zen
Like within that moment
I was frozen, I was so focused
I was broken but I found enjoyment
I was an open poet
Then I lost the one component
That kept me growing
I keep looking back, not knowing
That I'm moving forward
And it's my duty to fulfill
Some sort of thrill
With my creations
But I'm in the midst of transition
I have to switch my position
While still trying to accomplish the same mission
2nd verse:
Do what you love, that's when you're the happiest
But what is the price of happiness?
If I could see some perspectives
Maybe if I take a second
And watch my reflection
But all I see is a bunch of different directions
See I've been buying time
Writing down another line
Like it's just another rhyme
Without following my divine design
So I go back to intertwine
Every sign
Redefine
The story line
But no matter how much you love your craft
Sometimes it just doesn't love you back
I'm so scared of the future and what it will hold
Fighting for a dream that might not unfold
I still believe in myself and my goals
Going the distance with all my heart and soul
Where I will go, I don’t know
But deep inside, I know I will grow
So as I write
These words tonight
Imma fight
So that my fire doesn’t lose its light
#anyways #closure #luppostudios #dreamlifebeats #IkeThaWrita #musicvideo #viper #mustang
Closure
Luppo Studios Productions Inc.
© 2020
All Rights Reserved



![Matthew Luppino - Demons (prod. Freek van Workum) [Official Music Video]
Written, Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by: Matthew Luppino
Produced by Multi-Platinum producer Freek van Workum
Starring: Matthew Luppino
Directed By: Matthew Luppino
Director Of Photography: Matthew Luppino
Edited By: Matthew Luppino
Visual Effects By: Matthew Luppino
Special Thanks To:
Laura Holman
Aaron Demars
Jesse Miceli
Official Lyrics:
1st Verse:
2019, supposed to be equal
But its a human kind of evil
When stress changes people
Telling someone their not good enough should be illegal
The dust had settled, and of course I recovered
But mentally, I was still stuck in that summer
And no one truly knows how much Ive suffered
Been told all my life Im nothing and Im discovered
The sad true colours
Of my once true lovers
I got back up, started writing again
I picked up the pen, I did it for me
And made some sort of attempt
To vent
And lay it all across the page
Once and for all, finally release the rage
Though its just a phrase, maybe wounds heals with age
Years of therapy thought it would heal
But the truth is whats lurking needs to be revealed
And though love is a battlefield
I cant seem to contain these demons that Ive concealed
2nd Verse:
Yo
I aint scared of the dark
Because Ive lived with monsters right from the start
I guess you could say I was bullied or abused
Whats the difference, see I am still confused?
I was bullied by kids in school that disapproved
I was different, so I made it my sole purpose to prove
And when I got successful, you still refused
To show gratitude
Instead you tore me down, told me I was nothing
But no more patterns, Im ending this discussion
You’re not loving
Youre disgusting
And Im brushing you off
Like you are the one thats nothing
Because the truth is, I know Im something
Everyone will doubt me, I dont give a fuck
At the end of the day, I know I make my own luck
Back against the wall, Im forced to start over
I guess Im going to have to heal with no closure
3rd Verse (Exclude):
Despite your opinion of me, I know Im imperfectly perfect
But all of your neglect
Has left me with this defect
And mentally, I cant accept
100 percent
And nothing is good enough for what I expect
So I guess I have you to blame for this mindset
But when I resurrect
I promise you’ll go to repent
But I wont forget
The times you’ve left me wrecked and depressed
Going back to reflect
On the demons that left me in torment
#demons #closure #luppostudios #musicvideo #freekvanWorkum
Closure
Luppo Studios Productions Inc.
© 2020
All Rights Reserved Matthew Luppino - Demons (prod. Freek van Workum) [Official Music Video]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/vwyV7tYJ7Ek/mqdefault.jpg)



![Matthew Luppino - Demons (prod. Freek van Workum) [Official Audio]
Beat produced by Multi-Platinum producer Freek van Workum
Written, Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by: Matthew Luppino
Official Lyrics:
1st Verse:
2019, supposed to be equal
But its a human kind of evil
When stress changes people
Telling someone their not good enough should be illegal
The dust had settled, and of course I recovered
But mentally, I was still stuck in that summer
And no one truly knows how much Ive suffered
Been told all my life Im nothing and Im discovered
The sad true colours
Of my once true lovers
I got back up, started writing again
I picked up the pen, I did it for me
And made some sort of attempt
To vent
And lay it all across the page
Once and for all, finally release the rage
Though its just a phrase, maybe wounds heals with age
Years of therapy thought it would heal
But the truth is whats lurking needs to be revealed
And though love is a battlefield
I cant seem to contain these demons that Ive concealed
2nd Verse:
Yo
I aint scared of the dark
Because Ive lived with monsters right from the start
I guess you could say I was bullied or abused
Whats the difference, see I am still confused?
I was bullied by kids in school that disapproved
I was different, so I made it my sole purpose to prove
And when I got successful, you still refused
To show gratitude
Instead you tore me down, told me I was nothing
But no more patterns, Im ending this discussion
You’re not loving
Youre disgusting
And Im brushing you off
Like you are the one thats nothing
Because the truth is, I know Im something
Everyone will doubt me, I dont give a fuck
At the end of the day, I know I make my own luck
Back against the wall, Im forced to start over
I guess Im going to have to heal with no closure
3rd Verse (Exclude):
Despite your opinion of me, I know Im imperfectly perfect
But all of your neglect
Has left me with this defect
And mentally, I cant accept
100 percent
And nothing is good enough for what I expect
So I guess I have you to blame for this mindset
But when I resurrect
I promise you’ll go to repent
But I wont forget
The times you’ve left me wrecked and depressed
Going back to reflect
On the demons that left me in torment
#demons #closure #luppostudios #freekvanworkum
Closure
Luppo Studios Productions Inc.
© 2020
All Rights Reserved Matthew Luppino - Demons (prod. Freek van Workum) [Official Audio]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/z3EAD5YZ_TA/mqdefault.jpg)

