Uploaded March 2020 | Updated September 2026, 2 hours ago

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Written, Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by: Matthew Luppino
Produced by Multi-Platinum producer Freek van Workum

Starring: Matthew Luppino

Directed By: Matthew Luppino
Director Of Photography: Matthew Luppino

Edited By: Matthew Luppino
Visual Effects By: Matthew Luppino

Special Thanks To:
Laura Holman
Aaron Demars
Jesse Miceli


Official Lyrics:

1st Verse:
2019, supposed to be equal
But it's a human kind of evil
When stress changes people
Telling someone their not good enough should be illegal

The dust had settled, and of course I recovered
But mentally, I was still stuck in that summer
And no one truly knows how much I've suffered
Been told all my life I'm nothing and I'm discovered
The sad true colours
Of my once true lovers

I got back up, started writing again
I picked up the pen, I did it for me
And made some sort of attempt
To vent

And lay it all across the page
Once and for all, finally release the rage
Though it's just a phrase, maybe wounds heals with age

Years of therapy thought it would heal
But the truth is what's lurking needs to be revealed
And though love is a battlefield
I can't seem to contain these demons that I've concealed

2nd Verse:
Yo
I ain't scared of the dark
Because I've lived with monsters right from the start

I guess you could say I was bullied or abused
What's the difference, see I am still confused?
I was bullied by kids in school that disapproved
I was different, so I made it my sole purpose to prove
And when I got successful, you still refused
To show gratitude
Instead you tore me down, told me I was nothing

But no more patterns, I'm ending this discussion
You’re not loving
You're disgusting
And I'm brushing you off
Like you are the one that's nothing
Because the truth is, I know I'm something

Everyone will doubt me, I don't give a fuck
At the end of the day, I know I make my own luck

Back against the wall, I'm forced to start over
I guess I'm going to have to heal with no closure

3rd Verse (Exclude):
Despite your opinion of me, I know I'm imperfectly perfect
But all of your neglect
Has left me with this defect
And mentally, I can't accept
100 percent
And nothing is good enough for what I expect
So I guess I have you to blame for this mindset
But when I resurrect
I promise you’ll go to repent
But I won't forget
The times you’ve left me wrecked and depressed
Going back to reflect
On the demons that left me in torment


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