Uploaded July 2010 | Updated September 2026, 39 minutes ago
I'm baaaaack, bitches.
"What....? You were gone...?"
That's probably what most of you are thinking, given I kind of disappeared without saying anything, appearing online but never uploading or replying to PMs and comments...
Well, my laptop's screen got a tiny crack in its left bottom corner two months ago, and completely spazzed out and blanked out practically the whole screen. Something to do with the gunk in the screen's cells, but it would turn on fine- except for the fact I could only see maybe 1.10th of the screen, which was the very top right corner.
So, I haven't been able to edit.
Nor have I been able to reply to any messages- my iPod Touch wouldn't even SHOW my inbox, it just left it a blank space.
Blue knows just how much I have been lurking, unable to do anything.
Buuuuuuut I'm back now.
I'm so sorry to anyone who I have missed a deadline for and disappointed- I didn't really plan on being out of action for months on end, honestly.
Twelve days till I go on holiday- so, if I owe you something, give me a shout. And a poke. And possibly a battering with a steel pole until I finish it.
Now, this video thingy?
I wrote about the first fifth of the plot for this story during NaNo (NaNoWriMo- national novel writing month, if you don't know) and it came to 25,000 words and made very little sense. There was a plot, but it didn't actually ever get going, and it ended with my somewhat embarrasing attempt at getting it going- the twins walked in and were just all "Jamie, dude, we shot someone outside. With your gun. And he's kind of dead."
"I know, we can use his dead body to trick the bad guys! 8D"
"Xander, that's a retarded idea. Let's go for it anyway."
"GUYS GUYS I KICKED THE SHOWER NOW THERE'S GLASS IN MY FOOT CASSIE HELP."
...It got worse from there onwards.
Although, I have a cast (kind of) now~ For editing purposes.
A real-people cast and an anime-character cast.
Because the mostly real-actor filled cast (uh, ignore Adam Lambert... I only used him because he was hot... and gay.) is based a lot on appearences. That's pretty close to how the characters look in my head.
But anime is based a lot more on personality and clip choices.
Luke (my VERY Psychic!Riku-esque main character... oops.) - Alex Pettyfer/Zero&Ichiru
Cassie - Emily Browning/Maka
Sebastian - Adam Lambert(xD at the moment...)/Hikaru&Kaoru
Jamie - Jared Padalecki/Zuko (well, he isn't strictly an anime character, but the clips are there alright.)
I decided to play my two main guys with twins.
Uh, because Zero and Ichiru both have their uses (Zero nears insanity quite a few times, Ichiru cries and gets really, really pissed off. xD)
And because Hikaru and Kaoru are amazingly gay (:'D Blue, we're in the cast!) and Sebastian is only just beaten in campness and gayness by Kurt. Seriously.
Ha, the promo makes it look like some kinda horror film.
Well, most of the clips ARE from horror things... =.=; (Supernatural, The Uninvited, Tormented...)
But it's not. 8D
IT'S A LAHV STORY BABY JUST SAY YESSSSS.
...Only no one really gets a happy ending. A lot of them survive, but... not happily. Well, could you imagine?
"Yeah, my best friend who happened to be in love with me since we met five years ago just died in my arms and I was inconsolable because I was supposed to die and he died instead but I'M REALLY HAPPY AND I LOVE SUNSHINE~ OOH, LET'S GO GET MARRIED, CASSIE~"
"OMG LUKE ILY."
"ILY TOO. LE'S HAVE BABIEZ."
;D
Oh, yeah, LITTLE late for this but there are bad words. :O
Luke has a potty mouth.
I'm baaaaack, bitches.
"What....? You were gone...?"
That's probably what most of you are thinking, given I kind of disappeared without saying anything, appearing online but never uploading or replying to PMs and comments...
Well, my laptop's screen got a tiny crack in its left bottom corner two months ago, and completely spazzed out and blanked out practically the whole screen. Something to do with the gunk in the screen's cells, but it would turn on fine- except for the fact I could only see maybe 1.10th of the screen, which was the very top right corner.
So, I haven't been able to edit.
Nor have I been able to reply to any messages- my iPod Touch wouldn't even SHOW my inbox, it just left it a blank space.
Blue knows just how much I have been lurking, unable to do anything.
Buuuuuuut I'm back now.
I'm so sorry to anyone who I have missed a deadline for and disappointed- I didn't really plan on being out of action for months on end, honestly.
Twelve days till I go on holiday- so, if I owe you something, give me a shout. And a poke. And possibly a battering with a steel pole until I finish it.
Now, this video thingy?
I wrote about the first fifth of the plot for this story during NaNo (NaNoWriMo- national novel writing month, if you don't know) and it came to 25,000 words and made very little sense. There was a plot, but it didn't actually ever get going, and it ended with my somewhat embarrasing attempt at getting it going- the twins walked in and were just all "Jamie, dude, we shot someone outside. With your gun. And he's kind of dead."
"I know, we can use his dead body to trick the bad guys! 8D"
"Xander, that's a retarded idea. Let's go for it anyway."
"GUYS GUYS I KICKED THE SHOWER NOW THERE'S GLASS IN MY FOOT CASSIE HELP."
...It got worse from there onwards.
Although, I have a cast (kind of) now~ For editing purposes.
A real-people cast and an anime-character cast.
Because the mostly real-actor filled cast (uh, ignore Adam Lambert... I only used him because he was hot... and gay.) is based a lot on appearences. That's pretty close to how the characters look in my head.
But anime is based a lot more on personality and clip choices.
Luke (my VERY Psychic!Riku-esque main character... oops.) - Alex Pettyfer/Zero&Ichiru
Cassie - Emily Browning/Maka
Sebastian - Adam Lambert(xD at the moment...)/Hikaru&Kaoru
Jamie - Jared Padalecki/Zuko (well, he isn't strictly an anime character, but the clips are there alright.)
I decided to play my two main guys with twins.
Uh, because Zero and Ichiru both have their uses (Zero nears insanity quite a few times, Ichiru cries and gets really, really pissed off. xD)
And because Hikaru and Kaoru are amazingly gay (:'D Blue, we're in the cast!) and Sebastian is only just beaten in campness and gayness by Kurt. Seriously.
Ha, the promo makes it look like some kinda horror film.
Well, most of the clips ARE from horror things... =.=; (Supernatural, The Uninvited, Tormented...)
But it's not. 8D
IT'S A LAHV STORY BABY JUST SAY YESSSSS.
...Only no one really gets a happy ending. A lot of them survive, but... not happily. Well, could you imagine?
"Yeah, my best friend who happened to be in love with me since we met five years ago just died in my arms and I was inconsolable because I was supposed to die and he died instead but I'M REALLY HAPPY AND I LOVE SUNSHINE~ OOH, LET'S GO GET MARRIED, CASSIE~"
"OMG LUKE ILY."
"ILY TOO. LE'S HAVE BABIEZ."
;D
Oh, yeah, LITTLE late for this but there are bad words. :O
Luke has a potty mouth.
![Breaking Ice [Psychic Redux]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/HZESRZHOYzI/mqdefault.jpg "Breaking Ice [Psychic Redux]
Warning: If you are reading this then this warning is for you. Every word you read of this useless fine print is another second off your life. Dont you have other things to do? Is your life so empty that you honestly cant think of a better way to spend these moments? Or are you so impressed with authority that you give respect and credence to all that claim it? Do you read everything youre supposed to read? Do you think every thing youre supposed to think? Buy what youre told to want? Get out of your apartment. Meet a member of the opposite sex. Stop the excessive shopping and masturbation. Quit your job. Start a fight. Prove youre alive. If you dont claim your humanity you will become a statistic. You have been warned.
In short: Riku meets Namine first because hes a hot piece of ass and she wants the d and so decides to arrange to meet him in the city. They talk in a badly masked alley, and then head back to her place. They talk a lot for no reason, bonding and shit, while Lulu is pattering around finding Snow. Nami then gives Riku a really vague shitty go to this place because Ive had a vision that you should be there, and he heads off.
Tooooooooo be continued in Part 2 for this Chapter!")
![T a i n t e d. [ vs Firestar1243 ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/HvVhLaorwi0/mqdefault.jpg "T a i n t e d. [ vs Firestar1243 ]
Trailers.
NOT my strong point. xP
And this most likely will NOT be getting me through to the next round, but its the best I can do.
-shifts-
I wanna start over.
D:
Sorry, subscribers, this is rubbish. Again.
Oh GOD. I know some of the names are dead wrong. But Noctis HAS no voice actor, and I couldnt find the name of Serahs... Well, actually, I found A name, but it didnt seem right, as she was the voice of Lust from FMA and Cloud of Darkness from DFF, who had really mature voices, and Serah does NOT sound mature... Although, turns out it IS her. Crap. D: xD If you cant tell, I have developed an unhealthy obsession with changing eye colours, and am ashamed to admit its probably the only decentish effect in here, and its SO repetetive theres not much point.
Okay, it should be obvious, but... Heres a quickish backstory. Be warned, Im /slightly/ hungover from having a hangover yesterday, so I cant type too well.
YES. I get hungover FROM the hangover. Not my fault, it was my first time really drinking that much. And I was sharing a sofa bed all morning [didnt even think about sleeping until 5am, then woke up at 1Pm, soooo...] with an extremely figity pair of people and watched the Blair Witch Project so I was effing /terrified/...
Anyway. Story.
[Past]
At the age of 5, Sora was stolen from his hometown by an anti lCie group. Much to the shock of the people living there, he came by boat to a different world, the city of Cocoon, six years later. A girl named Serah took him in soon afterward, though he claimed to not remember anything between days before his disappearence and then. Serah and Sora were extremely close, until Sora disappeared again,when they were 13. He started travelling again with the shadowy group who had taken him in the first place, called the Organisation, who were obsessed with obtaining the power of a lCie, which was a rare and extremely versatile power only granted to a select few. He eventually came back, two years after disappearing, refusing to tell her what hed been doing, all over again.
Until she came out and told him.
While hed been missing, Serah had become a lCie for reasons even she didnt know. Sora acted strange around her when he found out, and his thoughts quickly changed from his love for her to his love for her power, and that alone. When it did, it consumed the caring, brave boy shed loved- utterly and completely.
One day, he finally decided to take her power for himself, and murdered her while half-disguised as one of the organisation. He gained all her power...
But, five years later, he found out he had gained an enemy. More than one.
Hope Estheim had been Serahs rock while she had been mourning over Soras disappearence. They had become lCie together, easily become friends. Hope had always wanted them to be more, but Serah was fixated on Sora- and, besides, he was never going to live up to Sora in her eyes, was he?
There were two others, who he had barely even glimpsed the faces of. The first was a blonde boy, dressed like he was from the organisation. And, the second?
Maybe, were he not so fixated on his lust for power and his ignorance about others, he might have remembered. He might have recognised her.
The girl his age, with the slight frame, aged weapon, pink tinted blonde hair.
The eyes hed gazed into so, so many times before he changed.
She went by Lightning, but had he not been so self-obsessed and arrogant, he might have noticed that he knew her by another name.
She would be the one to finish him, in the end. Lightning was sure of it.
x")
![Lost In The City Lights [333+]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/I0MZWgdnp8k/mqdefault.jpg "Lost In The City Lights [333+]
EDIT 18/01/10: Blimey, if Id known this would be more popular than most of my stuff I wouldnt have rushed the Xion/Noctis section at the end! D:
But, anyway, entered in Artistic Generation Studios cause I suck and couldnt come up with anything new. Uhm, fingers crossed, I guess. And if I get it (which I wont) Id want to bagsie Zero from Vampire Knight. But I wont so no worries. ;)
I tried to make you guys a decent tribute, and well...
I cant go as far to say I /hate/ this, but I only like some of it. The rest... well, meh.
The quality will be horrible, but my Vegas cant seem to save anything over half a minute at the moment without crashing during the rendering, so I had to render it in ten second parts and then all as one. Im sorry if some of the glow towards the end is too fierce; I was going blind as Vegas wouldnt show me any clips clearly.
I... dont know what to say. Im in shock, and Im in denial.
Because theres no way I have so many subscribers.
Its been about a year since I reached 50, and back then I was totally ecstatic about it.
I never thought Id hit 100, let alone way over 300. Im nearly at 350. ^^;;
I love you guys SO much.
And, if anyone had any kind of request they wanted me to do... Anything at all...
Id be honoured to do something for you guys.
Except not this month. xD
I know, I KNOW, it sounds horribly selfish and mean. But Im attempting NaNoWriMo this year, and already have three- no, four- no, wait five if you count the C.lack BBT Round II which is December 1st... deadlines in this month.
AND I SUCK AT WRITING ANYWAY.
I have a page.
A PAGE.
Some people have FINISHED 50,000 words already.
Gah.
Im sorry. So, um, yeah. If you have anything at all to request or an idea or anything, Im always open.
You just wont get it until next month. ^^;;
Basic story because Im lazy and should really be working on Malady (682 words and counting!) right now...
Cloud is a Nobody. He was never meant to exist, only coming into the world because a /real/ person lost their heart. However, theres one change for him in comparison to the other Nobodies.
His other half, the original him, is still alive, to some extent. The only thing stopping Noctis from living a full, normal life is Clouds existance.
Cloud knows this, and spends his days waiting for the moment where he can find his others resting place, finally become who hes supposed to be... Even when he meets Yuna, he doesnt sway from his ideals.
Yunas feelings for him grow, invoking Noctis heart, hidden inside him, and despite him being a Nobody and supposedly being unable to feel, he falls for her. [Soppy, I know. Im sorry D:]
When he finally comes across Noctis, its by accident, travelling the islands with Yuna. Even though he loves her, he resigns himself to fading away, so Noctis can live the life he deserves, and Yuna can have a man who she was meant to be with, who was meant to exist in the first place...
His last thoughts are of Yuna.
With Cloud gone and Noctis recovering under Namines care, Yuna is lost, unaware that a part of Cloud still carries on inside Noctis.
Namines healing goes wrong, because of Clouds feelings for Yuna messing Noctis up, and Noctis loses his mind a little, believing himself to be Cloud rather than vice versa (stealing from FFVII now, arent I?) and he joins the Organisation.
Yunas songstress career picks up suddenly, and the fame almost sweeps her away until she hears about Noctis. She gives up, much to the disappointment of her fans, seeing Cloud in Noctis, and thinks Cloud is still there.
Noctis real memories start returning, and upon seeing Yuna, lying on the floor after she fell under the pretense that Cloud was there to catch her, he gets angry, asks her who the hell she is.
She shakes her head, Cloud would have known. Her heart sinks, and Noctis attacks.
Yunas Nobody struggles with her past, and her faint feelings for a man like her, a Nobody shes never met, as her others heart fades away, lost in old memories of the man she will never see again...
[Well, Cloud is a Nobody, eh? So his heart wouldnt go to the same place as Yunas, because it was Noctis to begin with...]
At the very farmost end of this white world, where we shall never again be together.
And, yes, that be a Vampire Knight quote. :3")
![HELP MEEEEE! T-T [Struggling with Psychic]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/IBSRQl6YuvM/mqdefault.jpg "HELP MEEEEE! T-T [Struggling with Psychic]
Im silly and I need someone for Repliku to piss off. xDD
Because I indeed am VERY silly, Im also attempting two videos this time around... one of Riku emoing and getting experimented on a lot, and the other of his replica... well, thats kind of up to you.
I might take the manga bits out, theyre such bad quality... I couldnt find the last pages of Chain of Memories anywhere except a really bad quality scan... T-T And that was the only panel I desperately wanted to use.
Oh, and also- if youre in psychic, but youre a bit stuck and havent caught up yet... Im willing to help in any way whatsoever. Though itll probably involve Repliku and not Riku for a while.
Muahahahahaha, I SO have an idea for what to do with the real Riku now. Im not telling, though~!")
![STALK MEH. [And some psychic chewy betas to munch on].](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/JVGWoh6T2GQ/mqdefault.jpg "STALK MEH. [And some psychic chewy betas to munch on].
http://twitter.com/xEnglishRosie
...Because I have had it for months and have never been bothered to link it. If you follow me, I will love chuuuu.
As for the betas, blah.
Some (like Never Coming Home) seem inconsistent, because some of the editing is from later in the video but I had to move it or the beta would be TINY.
Anyway, I will probably update the description later.
IF YOU WANT THE SONGS, GOOGLE THE BLEEDING LYRICS.
I have to do it, and its just inconvenient when people ask constantly.")
![Turning Tables [Reapers Edit - Day 1]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Jq30b-V2-1Y/mqdefault.jpg "Turning Tables [Reapers Edit - Day 1]
Collab with PriscyIchigo, for the first day of Reapers Edit. :3 Her part is the first 40 seconds, and mine for the remainder of it (43 seconds, maybe? I dont know. xD). The colour change is pretty noticible, at least.
Shes here- http://www.youtube.com/user/PriscyIchigo
For once, this actually went pretty smoothly. xD Ive been on a huge editing block, where I cant really seem to edit anything I consider worth putting up here anymore, which is really just great. I guess entering RE again should act as a kick up the arse, fingers crossed.
Edit: full story link here; http://englishrosie.tumblr.com/post/9673187576/it-wasnt-clear-how-long-it-had-been-since-cisna
I should have the story written out for this week properly soon, but for now, its TWEWY basics- while the new Game starts up, Cisna and Noctis end up as partners, when they manage to find each other or whatever and fight a Noise, supposedly sealing a pact. Things seem to be going alright, except for Noctis just generally being cold, until they try to talk about their entry fees.
While Cisna has lost her will to... er, get to the end of the game properly, find out the truth...? Sorry if I got the wrong end of the stick, there, Priscy Noct woke up with his all his emotions gone. He takes the huff about picking up someone who might hold him back from winning, and attempts to leave, but she attempts to shout after him, and Noise attack them while theyre not together.
They manage to beat them, and Noct gets out an apology or something for nearly abandoning his partner. Luckily, Cisna isnt too mad and they manage to carry on. Gah.
I dont even know.
xDDD")
