Uploaded April 2020 | Updated September 2026, 8 hours ago

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Lyrics:
Take me to a doctor
There's something wrong
Cause I can feel my heart pounding through my top
It's been all of 20 hours in this state
Put your hand on my chest and don't tell me it's in my brain

I get so obsessive
I'm craving attention
My heart rate is elevating
And I fit myself into every situation
Until I'm exasperated

Don't know what I expected from myself
Another tug of war won and lost
Oh what makes you feel so compelled?
Life is just sleep darling
And sex and death
So really what's it matter if I rot away in bed?

Sometimes I don't feel safe in society
Wronged by the riot inside my head
I don't know how to act around my friends
Every road that I take leads me back to bed

Love me not
Love me in secret
Leave me
Enter at your own risk
Don't get caught
Best to forget me
Just a thought
A memory
Just
Love me not

I need another doctor
I'm in denial
Forever is a long time to be on the line
Oh I need another doctor
Can you put me through
Someone help me out
I don't know what to do

Love me not
Love me in secret
Leave me
Enter at your own risk
Don't get caught
Best to forget me
Just a thought
A memory
Just
Love me not
Love me in secret
Leave me
Enter at your own risk
Don't get caught
Best to forget me
Just a thought
A memory
Just
Love me not

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