trainerlyra | joshua fancam for your joshua fancam needs ft neku @trainerlyra3 | Uploaded 2 years ago | Updated 7 hours ago
i really cannot tell you why i made this or added the obnoxious sparkles but it was a good waste of like 45 minutes and that's all that really matters i suppose. can you tell i'm stressed
i really cannot tell you why i made this or added the obnoxious sparkles but it was a good waste of like 45 minutes and that's all that really matters i suppose. can you tell i'm stressed
![take me with you || clerith [REBIRTH SPOILERS]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Ow2KOnhQYKw/hqdefault.jpg "take me with you || clerith [REBIRTH SPOILERS]
SERIOUSLY! REBIRTH SPOILERS. END GAME SPOILERS. WATCH AT YOUR OWN RISK! and read this desc at your own risk too bc woo lad do i got shit to say.
.....
OK! first of all i beat rebirth clocking in at 45 hours nearly on the dot, in 5 days. yes i worked a full work week too. yes i know please dont say anything. secondly thank you to my lovely husband kyle for mixing the voice overs for me. he is the reason they dont sound like shit. everyone say thank you kyle.
finally. finally. let me TALK here.
i knew, going in, that things were going to go off the rails a little bit. id accepted we were essentially in a time loop? or at least aerith knew the future. and i was so scared to hope but so, so hopeful. i still remember searching through countless forums as a kid trying to figure out if it was possible to save aerith. like, seriously, i am one of the many people her death has haunted well into adulthood, lmfao. so i was terrified, but also, i really wanted to believe. that seven seconds line, everything else that was changing, zack.... i wanted to believe it would be enough to save her this time.
and it was! sort of. somewhere. in some timeline. i actually gasped out loud when they showed masamune hit the ground away from her and then yelled NO!!! ABSOLUTELY NOT!!!!!!! at like 12:30 in the morning when it immediately cut back to her dead. like. that was top tier level cruelty. but knowing that she and cloud can still see each other? knowing that in some timeline, shes still alive and well? seeing her be able to manipulate the lifestream on her own, ALIVE? i am so excited to see where this goes, how this ends. i know weve figured out theres at least 5 timelines because of scout - i think there might be more, based on seeing some of the visions cloud was getting.
but more!!! importantly!!!!! CLERITH!!!!!!!! MY FUCKING OTP!!!!!!!!!! HELLO!!!!!!!!!! oh my GOD i was giddy the entire time. their little side quests?? do they finally talk to you? asking about the flowers!? THE CUTSCENE IN COSTA DEL SOL? HELLO? and please the GS date was just. so much. oh my god the tension!! and her confession at the end of the game ;A; the hand holding........the..... the wake up.........the everything oh my god they are so in love with each other. they always have been ofc but they really really showed it here.
i have sooo much more i can say but i think im just gonna write some fic. and read some. and cry. a lot. i love them so much your honor. i will also edit something much cuter and happier with the wonderful date scenes from rebirth....but this song is just. so them. its so. god. i love them. okay bye")
![la la love you || FULL POKEMON MEP [HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!] [mep #2]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/P37Qoppkf14/hqdefault.jpg "la la love you || FULL POKEMON MEP [HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!] [mep #2]
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY IM SO GLAD THIS IS UP IN TIME AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
BUT WOW DOES THIS LOOK AMAZING :D
thank you to everyone who got their parts in, and special thanks to kestrel, lianne, and madie for doing replacements as well for me! (parts with an R are replacements)
1 - mine || ikarishipping [R]
2 - TheHikariPoke || amourshipping
3 - mine || mahinashipping / lonashipping
4 - mine || fancyfashionshipping [R]
5 - PokeHope || palletshipping
6 - Haru Uchuujin || honorshipping
7 - xMareaniiie || ferriswheelshipping
8 - Mrs EndOwl || jetshipping
9 - TheHikariPoke || alolashipping
10 - nekopaca || oceanflowershipping
11 - PokeLSouma || oceanflowershipping
12 - bittersweeticee || contestshipping
13 - MrsEndOwl || poffleshipping [R]
14 - mscrazygirl1081 || ferriswheelshipping
15 - PokeHope || greyskyshipping
16 - nekopaca || contestshipping [R]
17 - mine || hoennchampionshipping
18 - PokeHope || preciousmetalshipping [R]
19a - mine || ironwillshipping
19b - Mrs EndOwl || jocastashipping
outro - mine || feelingshipping
hope you all have a happy valentines day, doing whatever it is you may be doing!")
![russian roulette || mep collection 21 [2023 part 2]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/PSODL612Dz0/hqdefault.jpg "russian roulette || mep collection 21 [2023 part 2]
the beginning is truly how ive felt. looks like 2024 aint gonna be treating me much better LMFAO my mental health has tanked i am miserable and really need to be sat down in some warm blankets with my switch a glass of calpico and some mooncakes. or something. truly i had such a horrid start to the year its a wonder im even uploading this at all but i gotta before i forget and this half never sees the light of day
hilariously i realized after naming it this side doesnt have my russian roulette parts its the other. thats funny so im leaving it
some of these im pleased with, some of these i wish i couldve done more with but again aforementioned mental health, but alas. here we are
desires for 2024:
- survive. literally thats all i am not foolish enough to try and list things or goals i would like to have again lmfao
anyways thanks yall. peace. see ya next time")
![high voltage in her lips || mep collection 12 [nov 18- mar 19]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/PUNPjaWDraw/hqdefault.jpg "high voltage in her lips || mep collection 12 [nov 18- mar 19]
oops this has been. rotting on my yt unlisted for a long time LOL
anyways.........its been awhile since i uploaded a collection. im,, trying? to get back into the swing of things? im getting there i think. tbh i will always love editing and have fun editing parts, but at this point, i genuinely do want to focus more on fic and less on parts and just edit more casually.. at least for awhile. so its hard to want to do more when im comfortable with the level of editing/uploading ive been doing lol. but im trying!!!!
idk this is a weird rant and a #shamelesspromotion go read my like billion datastorm fics @ trainerlyra ao3 LMAO
actually tho this collection is so funny bc you can. see the moment that datastorm goes from oh i like this to top tier otp status LMAO. cant believe vrains is ending in two weeks. cant believe i only got into it like...almost a year ago now. tf. why didnt yall force me to binge this shit sooner. vrains literally is my entire personality nowadays
anyways ive got a bunch of other parts (obvs............the newest ones here are from SIX MONTHS AGO) so im sure ill upload those at.......some point soon....................might fuck around and open a smol mep to help. get back in the swing of things too lol well see
but anyways thats all for now. peace
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♫ twitter! https://twitter.com/championk0tone")
![say you like me || summer collab #1 [moonringshipping + hoennchampionshipping]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/QIrtVdrfLvQ/hqdefault.jpg "say you like me || summer collab #1 [moonringshipping + hoennchampionshipping]
whoa back so soon??? yeah rowan and i decided to do smth fun over the summer to get us both back into the swing of editing, so heres the first one! i went with daiharu on this one bc my big daiharu fic finally ends on sunday and im........big emo about it lmao
this was a lot of fun to do!!! im still getting used to balancing two jobs + free time lmao so it was good to just do a relaxing candy part (oxymoron?? maybe)
anyways i guess ill be around, well be doing quite a few of these if we can manage lmao
peace out
part 1: EndOwl/rowan: moonringshipping
part 2: you are here/me: hoennchampionshipping
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♫ twitter! https://twitter.com/championk0tone")
![well take this way too far || treasonshipping [for kiga]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/R-_ZEr0zVt4/hqdefault.jpg "well take this way too far || treasonshipping [for kiga]
heyo! kiga, i hope you really liked this!!! i had a ton of fun making this and you have definitely given me a new appreciation for this ship, haha - i think it might even be my second fave yusei ship now?? so thats cool! hope you had a lovely halloween and i hope there is plenty more treasonship in your future!!!
@ the rest of youtube:
this was for a ygo ship gift exchange over on discord/tumblr, and for easy access i thought id post it here~ i was pretty neutral on this ship going into this lol, but it really grew on me while i was editing it. i was going to write him a fic but ive been so swamped with other stuff and tbh i am not confident in my ability to write kiryu well enough. when i was looking through his rp blog for inspo, i saw the ship tag he uses is lyrics from this song, and BOOM i knew what i had to do :D
hope yall enjoy this too!! i actually had quite a bit of fun making it")
