![[IO2M] 33. Diabarha - Inner Psycho @Diabarha](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/bp3xQs2l5EQ/maxresdefault.jpg)
Uploaded November 2024 | Updated September 2026, 6 days ago
=== _INNER PSYCHO ===
That internal voice, possibly the person, who's telling Ilda what to do. Not always right. Not always true. It's mostly a sign of isolation and creating a thick wall between surroundings and herself, where all levels of consciousness are getting mixed together.
Listening to these impulses might push Ilda in future towards acting in unexpected way. They are never over.
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2M's general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Check subtitles for lyrics.
~~~
Title: Inner Psycho
Track number: 33/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Extratone 8000 BPM
Used scale(s): C# Phrygian/G# Locrian
YT playlist: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators.
=== _INNER PSYCHO ===
That internal voice, possibly the person, who's telling Ilda what to do. Not always right. Not always true. It's mostly a sign of isolation and creating a thick wall between surroundings and herself, where all levels of consciousness are getting mixed together.
Listening to these impulses might push Ilda in future towards acting in unexpected way. They are never over.
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2M's general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Check subtitles for lyrics.
~~~
Title: Inner Psycho
Track number: 33/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Extratone 8000 BPM
Used scale(s): C# Phrygian/G# Locrian
YT playlist: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators.
![[IO2M] 33. Diabarha - Inner Psycho](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/bp3xQs2l5EQ/mqdefault.jpg "[IO2M] 33. Diabarha - Inner Psycho
_INNER PSYCHO
That internal voice, possibly the person, whos telling Ilda what to do. Not always right. Not always true. Its mostly a sign of isolation and creating a thick wall between surroundings and herself, where all levels of consciousness are getting mixed together.
Listening to these impulses might push Ilda in future towards acting in unexpected way. They are never over.
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2Ms general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Check subtitles for lyrics.
~~~
Title: Inner Psycho
Track number: 33/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Extratone 8000 BPM
Used scale(s): C# Phrygian/G# Locrian
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: https://skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators.")
![[Speedcore] 14. Diabarha - Everything Will Be Okay](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/c1dcsnK6U9s/mqdefault.jpg "[Speedcore] 14. Diabarha - Everything Will Be Okay
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
~~~
Male, 34; notes found in personal diary at clinic of mental health:
*unknown date*
everything will be okay
everything will be okay
*unknown date*
where am I
*unknown date*
everything will be okay
everything will be okay
everything will be okay
everything will be okay
everything will be okay
everything will be okay
everything will be okay
everything will be okay
~~~
Title: Everything Will Be Okay
Track number: 14/28
Cat. no/release title: SAR-005 Onto Brink
Genre(s)/BPM: Speedcore 335BPM
Used scale(s): F# Minor H
Module: Depressing/Evening
Background image: https://img-blog.csdnimg.cn/20210521151056654.jpg?x-oss-process=image/watermark,type_ZmFuZ3poZW5naGVpdGk,shadow_10,text_aHR0cHM6Ly9ibG9nLmNzZG4ubmV0L3dlaXhpbl80MDg1MjUzNA ,size_16,color_FFFFFF,t_70
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbAlItXPOb0gNlqCS53tLDEc
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records
Release/download link: https://www.speedcoreabyss.net/?action=releaseDescription&objectId=5")
![[IO2M] 21. Diabarha - Forever Alone](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/cdieNtRDO1Q/mqdefault.jpg "[IO2M] 21. Diabarha - Forever Alone
_FOREVER ALONE
Its suspicious that everyone outside has something more important to do right after I talk to them.
Yes, they surely have. Ilda does not understand it, but gets used to be lonely for eternity.
What now? Back to sitting at the park in the late evening, waiting for a handsome man to come? Or should she focus on herself instead, to live for nothing?
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2Ms general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Title: Forever Alone
Track number: 21/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Splittercore 795 BPM
Used scale(s): C Phrygian/C Minor H
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: https://skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators.")
![[Steampunk Machine] 09. Diabarha - Vorpal Blade](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ctHpq3zw4h8/mqdefault.jpg "[Steampunk Machine] 09. Diabarha - Vorpal Blade
Note: Vorpal Blade refers to the name of Alices primary weapon in the game: https://alice.fandom.com/wiki/Vorpal_Blade just in case...
To memorize Cyberpunk Machine after 10 years, here I present a short release (~2h), with reference to steampunk world - enjoy!
~~~
Title: Vorpal Blade
Track number: 09/13
Release title: Steampunk Machine
Genre(s)/BPM: Speedcore 550 BPM
Used scale(s): C# -40c Harmonic Minor, E -40c Major
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbAznDIVpJUHoWo9AkNWJ06S
Netlabel: (self-released)
Release/download link: https://archive.org/details/diabarha-steampunk-machine-10th-anniversary-of-releasing-cm-album
Background image: https://yande.re/post/show/310816")
![[SAR-001] Diabarha - Someone There](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/dQZpPWuLqlU/mqdefault.jpg "[SAR-001] Diabarha - Someone There
Someone There
Basing on level 006 / Lights Out
Quote from Backrooms fandom wiki:
(...) an expansive complex of indeterminate size, made up of metallic walls, brick floors, and complex systems of pipes. The entirety of Level 6 is shrouded in complete darkness; thus far, no light sources have successfully created any light in the level. Due to the levels darkness, it is not possible to take sufficient photographs of it.
https://backrooms.fandom.com/wiki/Level_6
Release title: Be Quiet, Wanderer
Label: Speedcore Abyss Records
Cat. no: SAR-001
Genre: Speedcore/Experimental 300BPM
Scale(s): F +20c Ultraphrygian
Background image: https://images8.alphacoders.com/678/678267.jpg
SAR release info: https://www.speedcoreabyss.net/?action=releaseDescription&objectId=1
Download link: https://archive.org/download/sar-001-v.-a.-be-quiet-wanderer/%5BSAR-001%5D%20V.A.%20-%20Be%20Quiet%2C%20Wanderer.zip")
![[Steampunk Machine] 03. Diabarha - Stigma](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/dTS4eDerHfI/mqdefault.jpg "[Steampunk Machine] 03. Diabarha - Stigma
To memorize Cyberpunk Machine after 10 years, here I present a short release (~2h), with reference to steampunk world - enjoy!
~~~
Title: Stigma
Track number: 03/13
Release title: Steampunk Machine
Genre(s)/BPM: Gabber/Darkcore 193 BPM
Used scale(s): B Ukrainian Dorian, F# Harmonic Minor
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbAznDIVpJUHoWo9AkNWJ06S
Netlabel: (self-released)
Release/download link: https://archive.org/details/diabarha-steampunk-machine-10th-anniversary-of-releasing-cm-album
Background image: https://wall.alphacoders.com/big.php?i=208450")
![[CoL] 33. Diabarha - Confession of Lazarus](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/dwM1NB0TXYM/mqdefault.jpg "[CoL] 33. Diabarha - Confession of Lazarus
Relief
End of the line. Resurrection has succeeded, together with the confession.
What next?
Should we take the responsiblity... or live as nothing happened?
Or, maybe we can request next confession? This ones done anyway. It became the past now.
It reminds me of my own conscience.
Chapter timeline:
0:00 Admission
3:32 Penance
14:40 Improvement
30:35 Reconciliation
39:24 Promise
44:48 Future
Father, I thank you that you have heard me. I knew that you always hear me, but I said this for the benefit of the people standing here, that they may believe that you sent me.
John 11:41-42 NIV
Then, Lazarus came out of his grave. And now, I am the Lazarus, who has been brought back to life by the higher power, and eventually could fix what he has done to this world and to the other people. Still a human, making mistakes, carefully writing down what has been done.
First step to do is to confess own sins. Not like ok, its finally done, Im pure now. Using own words, rather focus on particular things than overview.
Thus I may do it wrong. But once Ill open my eyes for a 1000th time, I might be able to notice my fails, things that were done in a wrong way - or werent done at all. Still, it is not a process that can be done once and forever. Its constant changing of own soul, making myself easier to live with for other people and being aware of own faults.
Thats what faith and love is... right?
It isnt a statement. It is a question.
~~~
Cat./Track number: SWAN-197/33
Release: Confession of Lazarus [CoL] @ Speedcore Worldwide https://archive.org/details/SWAN-197
Module: Peripheral
Genre(s)/BPM: Other/Mix/190 (root)
Used scales: B Minor H/B Phrygian Dominant/B Minor N/B Phrygian/F# Phrygian Dominant/E Minor H/D Major N
Background image:
Chapter 1: (cover art)
Chapter 2: https://wallpapercave.com/wp/wp6531685.jpg
Chapter 3: https://www.wallpaperflare.com/anime-love-chunibyo-and-other-delusions-heterochromia-rikka-takanashi-wallpaper-gkjng
Chapter 4: https://www.beartai.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/03/MR-355555-836329-8.jpg
Chapter 5: https://www.wallpaperup.com/uploads/wallpapers/2014/03/20/303716/2064cdf9bbc351261cd20a8570d9b040.jpg
Chapter 6: https://wallpapercave.com/wp/wp5393423.jpg
YouTube playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbBxTjo1PKSdUT709zAhyoaa
Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/people/Diabarha/100063559593503/
Speedcore worldwide FB page: https://www.facebook.com/SpeedcoreWorldwide/
Licensed as CC0 / no rights reserved. Dont mention CC3 below.")
![[Core mix 2023] Santa Claus Is Comin to Town](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/e5ojZblok3M/mqdefault.jpg "[Core mix 2023] Santa Claus Is Comin to Town
A little piece for this year, as it should be; Merry Christmas/Happy Holidays of 2023!
Santa Claus Is Comin to Town (Core mix 2023)
Original song: Santa Claus Is Comin to Town
Genre/BPM: Splittercore/Extratone 900/1800/3600 BPM
Used scale(s): E Major/Ionian, E Harmonic Minor, F# Locrian M6
Background image: https://www.zerochan.net/182998 - drawn by Kotoba Noriaki (found online)
Download WAV: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1Ux38IuAdgcRsnpUtB0JJtgALiVTNYSrF")
![[IO2M] 19. Diabarha - Peppa Bacon (Peppa Pig Psycho Mix)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/eAYTmt6bpJw/mqdefault.jpg "[IO2M] 19. Diabarha - Peppa Bacon (Peppa Pig Psycho Mix)
_PEPPA BACON (PEPPA PIG PSYCHO MIX)
[Requested by friend, with special dedication to his young daughter.]
A package arrived with a baby doll inside. This doll will probably end up like a previous dozen of them, lying on the floor without its head, carefully watched by Ilda who sits in the room corner while biting her fingernails.
She never looked so happy.
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2Ms general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Relation to IOTM: Dolan PLZ (Donald Duck Psychopath Remix) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RypKQWh9gwQ
~~~
Title: Peppa Bacon (Pegga Pig Psycho Mix)
Track number: 19/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Splittercore 630 BPM
Used scale(s): C Minor H
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: https://skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators.")
![[IO2M] 08. Diabarha - Styxs Ferry](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/eF7Td1mKXBo/mqdefault.jpg "[IO2M] 08. Diabarha - Styxs Ferry
_STYXS FERRY
In opposite to her husband, Ilda wanted a romantic honeymoon trip, but her overall dark nature said itd be cemetery walk. Still romantic, only two of them (being alive), kissing in the moonlight - and listening to hooting owls.
Can you believe it? You wouldnt say shes got a husband if you saw her.
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2Ms general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Relation to IOTM: Sleepwalking https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kQRmgPpKGkY
~~~
Title: Styxs Ferry
Track number: 08/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Terrorcore 270 BPM
Used scale(s): G Phrygian
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: https://skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators.")
![[IO2M] 01. Diabarha - Its Just Relapse](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/eWblanT8SEQ/mqdefault.jpg "[IO2M] 01. Diabarha - Its Just Relapse
_ITS JUST RELAPSE
There is that one girl, Ilda. She sees many things during the day, but shes no hero. Maybe of her own, as nobody else can see, hear, witness neither experience what she does.
She remembers some people from her childhood, approximately 10 years ago. They also went unnoticed by another people.
She doesnt visit the doctor, because what for? To get sick?
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2Ms general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Title: Its Just Relapse
Track number: 01/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Dark Techno/House 115 BPM
Used scale(s): E Phrygian
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: https://skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators.")
