Uploaded October 2021 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

---

I know I already posted today, I don’t know what happened everything I’ve been holding in poured out, I feel like a mess and I need to put my thoughts somewhere.
I’m so tired of everything, I know that my birthday is in two days and I should be happy but I’m not and I haven’t been for I don’t know how long, but I’m just not. I’ve been cutting almost daily for three weeks, emotionally numb for months and constantly dreading going home, and I’m sorry for being so ungrateful.

Please don’t use me as an example, you deserve so much more, and you’re a beautiful person. Inside and out, and are worth every single second of the day & night.

I don’t own anything, I don’t have the energy to edit, I’m putting my thoughts out purely for ‘educational purposes’.
You’re worth a lot.