Ashtrall | //In the rain// short PMV// for mom @ashtrall | Uploaded August 2017 | Updated October 2024, 1 hour ago.
Okay, happy birthday mom!! It was the day 28 and it's a little bit late but i hope you don't mind :)
Song: in the rain(piano_orchestal version) youtu.be/x5oilF2qhTA
Programs: photoshop cs6, mediabang Paint pro, sony vegas pro.
You can follow me on:
Twitter: twitter.com/big_infinites?s=09
Deviantart: @ashtrall
Tumblr: @ashtrall
I'm going to tell you the story, my story with a few changes because the song wasn't long enough to show all of my problems.
When i was younger i had a friend, a really close friend. Whe had a group but they start to move away. With the time she and I were the only ones on it. We grow and she started to meet with other groups without me but it wasn't a big problem, i didn't care about it. So I found another group. They were so good with me, so funny and we have a lot of things in common. I started to meet with them and my mom was always angry because i was always meeting and arriving home so late. I was so angry with her because she didn't let me go outside later than 10 o'clock. I was so bad with her, i didn't want to talk to her, I refused everything that she gave me and all because i was stupid.
Well, the dark brown tabby was one of my best friends, the light brown tabby was my boyfriend and the brown and white she cat was a really good friend. Everything was fine until this year. I move to art classes and there was a lot of new people. In special the white and black cat. He was so kind with me ate the begining and I was a fool because i started to meet with his group instead of the other. In his group there was a girl who I was close to. We have a lot of things in common and we became close friends. The thing is that I "prefer" her intead of him so he, one day, ask me to meet him to do an english project but what he did was horrible. In his mobile phone he had a list with everything that I did wrong, pictures of mine, people that I don't like. He started to acusse me and telling that I'm a lier and he don't want to have a friend like this. And he was right, what i did in the past wasn't quite right but i grow up. I promisse him that i would never lie again and he would be still my friend. But, after that, he stopped to talk with me, he was meeting with the brown she cat of the beginig, my first best friend. He started to tell everybody in the class that I was cheating, that the teachers put me good marks because I was close to them, that I was a bad person and that my art is not so amazing as the teachers said. He said all of that without telling me face to face, I knew that thanks to the girl that I was close of his group. He wanted to turn all the class against me. I was so sad, broken, i cried everyday asking why and what did I did to you to deserve this. He did all of that because he was jealous. I wanted to go back to my last group but I couldn't because i broke up with my boyfriend and i didn't want to make all the grup feel unconfortable with my situation. The only person who stay by my side was mom,she always has been there. Even when I hate her for not letting me arrive home later. All of this happened the last year and now, i don't have much friends or a group of people. I don't listen to whatever he want to say because i know it's not true. Thanks to mom, i opened my eyes and see the tóxic relationship that i had with him, manipulating everyone. I won't talk about him anymore, he can go ahead with his life as I do with mine. But what he did, hurt me so deeply and I will never forget.
Okay, happy birthday mom!! It was the day 28 and it's a little bit late but i hope you don't mind :)
Song: in the rain(piano_orchestal version) youtu.be/x5oilF2qhTA
Programs: photoshop cs6, mediabang Paint pro, sony vegas pro.
You can follow me on:
Twitter: twitter.com/big_infinites?s=09
Deviantart: @ashtrall
Tumblr: @ashtrall
I'm going to tell you the story, my story with a few changes because the song wasn't long enough to show all of my problems.
When i was younger i had a friend, a really close friend. Whe had a group but they start to move away. With the time she and I were the only ones on it. We grow and she started to meet with other groups without me but it wasn't a big problem, i didn't care about it. So I found another group. They were so good with me, so funny and we have a lot of things in common. I started to meet with them and my mom was always angry because i was always meeting and arriving home so late. I was so angry with her because she didn't let me go outside later than 10 o'clock. I was so bad with her, i didn't want to talk to her, I refused everything that she gave me and all because i was stupid.
Well, the dark brown tabby was one of my best friends, the light brown tabby was my boyfriend and the brown and white she cat was a really good friend. Everything was fine until this year. I move to art classes and there was a lot of new people. In special the white and black cat. He was so kind with me ate the begining and I was a fool because i started to meet with his group instead of the other. In his group there was a girl who I was close to. We have a lot of things in common and we became close friends. The thing is that I "prefer" her intead of him so he, one day, ask me to meet him to do an english project but what he did was horrible. In his mobile phone he had a list with everything that I did wrong, pictures of mine, people that I don't like. He started to acusse me and telling that I'm a lier and he don't want to have a friend like this. And he was right, what i did in the past wasn't quite right but i grow up. I promisse him that i would never lie again and he would be still my friend. But, after that, he stopped to talk with me, he was meeting with the brown she cat of the beginig, my first best friend. He started to tell everybody in the class that I was cheating, that the teachers put me good marks because I was close to them, that I was a bad person and that my art is not so amazing as the teachers said. He said all of that without telling me face to face, I knew that thanks to the girl that I was close of his group. He wanted to turn all the class against me. I was so sad, broken, i cried everyday asking why and what did I did to you to deserve this. He did all of that because he was jealous. I wanted to go back to my last group but I couldn't because i broke up with my boyfriend and i didn't want to make all the grup feel unconfortable with my situation. The only person who stay by my side was mom,she always has been there. Even when I hate her for not letting me arrive home later. All of this happened the last year and now, i don't have much friends or a group of people. I don't listen to whatever he want to say because i know it's not true. Thanks to mom, i opened my eyes and see the tóxic relationship that i had with him, manipulating everyone. I won't talk about him anymore, he can go ahead with his life as I do with mine. But what he did, hurt me so deeply and I will never forget.
