Im Not Him [Y] @xxBlackLolitarose
Im Not Him [Y]  @xxBlackLolitarose
Uploaded July 2012 | Updated September 2026, 2 hours ago
Y is for You [aren't him].
*If you wait until the credits end, there's a little more to the video.
Please Read the Story.
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Story:
This story is a reverse of what the actual story is in Kingdom Hearts. Instead of Roxas going to wake Sora up it is Sora going to wake Roxas up. Sora is Roxas's nobody who was given life after Roxas was put to sleep (just like Sora was put to sleep at the end of Chain of Memories.) The difference is Sora still went through many adventures and made close friends with Riku and Kairi. Although Sora was the nobody, he seemed more complete than Roxas the real self.
Sora learned about Roxas, his true self who was asleep and went to Namine in secret (because Riku and Kairi would try to stop him if they knew about it). Sora didn't want to live at the cost of Roxas's life, and when he spoke to Namine about this she told him the only way to save Roxas was for Sora to become one with Roxas and go to sleep in Roxas's mind. The choices she gives him are: Continue to live with your friends or go to sleep so Roxas can live. Sora decides he can't be happy if his existence means Roxas can't wake up. He merges with Roxas's mind and during this time Sora's memories flow into Roxas; Sora disappears inside Roxas where no one can find him.
This video is about everything that happens to Roxas after this.
Riku and Kairi find him when he wakes up and are shocked to find that their friend is gone. For Kairi it is an even bigger shock since she and Sora were in love.
Upon waking, Roxas realizes he has feelings for Kairi, but he doesn't understand them. He doesn't know if they are his feelings or Sora's feelings left behind in his memories. Roxas is left with this confusion and can't help but want to be with Kairi. At the same time, Kairi avoids Roxas since seeing him only reminds her that Sora is gone.

Clarifying some scenes:
- Kairi dreams of Sora, and cries when she wakes up. Riku consoles her and the two of them start to become closer. Roxas sees them together and runs away.
- Even though Kairi and Riku are starting to have a relationship Kairi is still in love with Sora and no one else. She writes a letter to Sora so she can get her feelings out.
Parts of the letter which are seen in the video:

I just want it to end.
It's so hard.
I'm dying without you Sora.
I wish you would come and save me from this place.

- Roxas finds her letter. Once he sees how much pain Kairi is going through he knows he can't keep living the way he is. Roxas can't bear to see Kairi like this and so he decides to give up his life and find Sora no matter what.
- Before this he confesses his love to Kairi, because it's the last thing he wants to do before he goes.
- Roxas is able to find Sora inside his mind and lets himself disappear so Sora can come back. The last thing he says to Sora is Thank You, because Sora's sacrifice gave him the chance to meet Kairi.
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| Editor Comments |

I think this is the most depressive video I've ever done... It was so fun! O_o; I'm horrible giving Roxas such a sad story! But I love the Roxiri angst, I can't help it. And I really don't want Kairi to look like the bad guy in this video. O.o Kairi can't help that she's in love with Sora! It's just a crappy situation for everybody, even for Riku! I wish I could've talked more about the story, but I have limited space...
This is the second Roxiri vid I've made for The ABC Project! I must be in a major Roxiri mood because letter T was Roxiri too. I hope you Roxiri fans are happy~
This is the second-to-last video for The ABC Project!!! This video got off to a VERY slow start, but it eventually picked up! I was so worried at first that this video would be horrible, but I actually love how it turned out. It's long... So I understand if no one wants to sit through it. ^^; I hope you do though. And I hope the story is clear and everything. I ended up using a lot of masking in this! Yay for me! And I used audio too, which is always fun~
Please subscribers, look forward to the next and final video for The ABC Project! (well pretty much the final video...) I have an idea that is crazier than all the others! O_O I'm terrified, and keep wondering if I should change songs. Hopefully I don't! It is going to be HUGE: Possibly my biggest video ever in the history of my editing! So let's just see how it turns out and hope for the best!
(ICAN'TBELIVEI'MATTHESECOND-TO-LASTVIDEO!!!!)
- the one-year mark for the ABC project was about a month ago. I'm so slow!! DX
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Inspiration:
youtube.com/watch?v=AL-mq8QhV4g&feature=plcp
youtube.com/watch?v=a66icxWLcmg&feature=plcp
For The ABC Project: youtube.com/watch?v=gs_RDXC6Rjw
Overused Effects Ftw: GLOW!!!
Special Thanks To: Andrew Belle, KH13.com, and you.
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