Uploaded September 2025 | Updated September 2026, 6 hours ago
LYRICS:
The creak of the door
To your front porch
Was colder back then
Than it is now…
I wasn’t ready
When you told me
That you had to go
Out into the snow
There were two men here that night
After you left and gave us a fright
They told me you were gonna be gone
They said that you decided not to see the dawn
And I ran out into the cold
I tripped on your heart and I rolled
Into the morning sun
Where the snow began to melt
But I could still see the asteroid belt
And in those gleaming stars
Flashed a beautiful stream of scars
I had to bury myself that day
Because you really had run away
I’m coming back to your grave
I brought some flowers my momma gave
Your father told me that he loved you
Your mother loved someone else, didn’t know who
I’m doing fine on the outside
That's what I tell them when I cover my wrist
But I can’t ever mention how glad I am
How glad I am that you used to exist.
How glad I am that you used to exist.
The crack of the leaves
Leading to our door
Sound louder and louder
Who are we waiting for
I wasn’t ready
When you told me
That we had to stay
Inside and pray
There were 10 men there that night
When you arrived and picked that fight
They said “little girl you’re gonna be gone”
But I said you’d be strong enough to take them on…
And I ran out into the cold
I tripped on your heart and I rolled
Into the morning sun
Where the snow began to melt
But I could still see the asteroid belt
And in those gleaming stars
Flashed a beautiful stream of scars
I had to bury myself that day
Because you really had run away
I’m coming back to your grave
I brought some flowers my momma gave
Your father told me that he loved you
Your mother loved someone else, didn’t know who
I’m doing fine on the outside
That's what I tell them when I cover my wrist
But I can’t ever mention how glad I am
How glad I am that you used to exist.
How glad I am that you used to exist.
I’ll tell you
I’m glad you exist
I'll tell you...
I’m glad you -
Exist
LYRICS:
The creak of the door
To your front porch
Was colder back then
Than it is now…
I wasn’t ready
When you told me
That you had to go
Out into the snow
There were two men here that night
After you left and gave us a fright
They told me you were gonna be gone
They said that you decided not to see the dawn
And I ran out into the cold
I tripped on your heart and I rolled
Into the morning sun
Where the snow began to melt
But I could still see the asteroid belt
And in those gleaming stars
Flashed a beautiful stream of scars
I had to bury myself that day
Because you really had run away
I’m coming back to your grave
I brought some flowers my momma gave
Your father told me that he loved you
Your mother loved someone else, didn’t know who
I’m doing fine on the outside
That's what I tell them when I cover my wrist
But I can’t ever mention how glad I am
How glad I am that you used to exist.
How glad I am that you used to exist.
The crack of the leaves
Leading to our door
Sound louder and louder
Who are we waiting for
I wasn’t ready
When you told me
That we had to stay
Inside and pray
There were 10 men there that night
When you arrived and picked that fight
They said “little girl you’re gonna be gone”
But I said you’d be strong enough to take them on…
And I ran out into the cold
I tripped on your heart and I rolled
Into the morning sun
Where the snow began to melt
But I could still see the asteroid belt
And in those gleaming stars
Flashed a beautiful stream of scars
I had to bury myself that day
Because you really had run away
I’m coming back to your grave
I brought some flowers my momma gave
Your father told me that he loved you
Your mother loved someone else, didn’t know who
I’m doing fine on the outside
That's what I tell them when I cover my wrist
But I can’t ever mention how glad I am
How glad I am that you used to exist.
How glad I am that you used to exist.
I’ll tell you
I’m glad you exist
I'll tell you...
I’m glad you -
Exist
