Uploaded June 2026 | Updated September 2026, 6 hours ago
Last month I spent four days in the hospital not knowing if I was going to walk out. This is the unofficial first episode of Painfully Honest — me at the desk, telling you what actually happened, and what nearly losing it made me admit about the work I've been avoiding for years.
No takeaways. No five-step plan. Just the real story.
I haven't put out music or writing since 2011. That's going to change. Subscribe if you want to watch a working artist figure out the rest in real time.
Last month I spent four days in the hospital not knowing if I was going to walk out. This is the unofficial first episode of Painfully Honest — me at the desk, telling you what actually happened, and what nearly losing it made me admit about the work I've been avoiding for years.
No takeaways. No five-step plan. Just the real story.
I haven't put out music or writing since 2011. That's going to change. Subscribe if you want to watch a working artist figure out the rest in real time.










