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Uploaded December 2017 | Updated September 2026, 2 days ago
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I participated in this years YouTube Secret Santa and I was really happy to get the lovely RunOnBarbaro! I have always loved working with his clips and this was just so much fun. One of my favorite songs at the moment too!
I hope you like this Ezra! And happy holidays! :)
And thank you Natalie for volunteering to host it!
Check out his channel if you don't follow already!
youtube.com/user/RunOnBarbaro
{ hd makes things pretty }
I participated in this years YouTube Secret Santa and I was really happy to get the lovely RunOnBarbaro! I have always loved working with his clips and this was just so much fun. One of my favorite songs at the moment too!
I hope you like this Ezra! And happy holidays! :)
And thank you Natalie for volunteering to host it!
Check out his channel if you don't follow already!
youtube.com/user/RunOnBarbaro
![I Feel It All [Secret Santa]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/CaZezt-_m7g/mqdefault.jpg "I Feel It All [Secret Santa]
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I participated in this years YouTube Secret Santa and I was really happy to get the lovely RunOnBarbaro! I have always loved working with his clips and this was just so much fun. One of my favorite songs at the moment too!
I hope you like this Ezra! And happy holidays! :)
And thank you Natalie for volunteering to host it!
Check out his channel if you dont follow already!
https://www.youtube.com/user/RunOnBarbaro")
![Little Talks [2,000]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/D1f16U5Bm_c/mqdefault.jpg "Little Talks [2,000]
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Thank you all so much for 2,000 subscribers! I honestly cant believe it.
I started this channel almost 3 years ago and I have always received such kind and thoughtful commentary. YouTube has remained a very positive outlet for me to be able to express my feelings but also to share my equine life with those who love horses as much as I do.
When I first reached 1K I made a huge mashup video for all the people that are active and supportive on my channel. This time I just decided to make a video for all of the YouTubers I have become friends with since starting this channel, most of which Ive made pretty recently. I love all you of guys and am so thankful for your endless support, it means the world to me. I wouldve loved to throw Sofia (GrowingCynical) in there too except she didnt have any raws but this goes out to you too Sofia.
The typography in this took years off of my life but I hope you all like it! I am so thankful to all of those who take the time to watch and comment on all of my videos. It never goes unnoticed and I appreciate it all so much.")
![Never Be Alone [6 months]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/FFoYKsQxGI0/mqdefault.jpg "Never Be Alone [6 months]
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I cant believe its only been 6 months!
I often forget how things were when I met this horse. In the beginning our rides were very difficult and frustrating, sometimes nearly getting thrown off almost every other day. I did some things out of impatience and frustration that Im not proud of, and Willow was very reserved and quiet with not much personality. I do wish I had more footage from this time to really show how far weve come. But regardless, I am so proud of this horse. And I still cannot believe hes mine. Having a horse was all I ever wanted for years and I never thought it would be him. I wasnt sure I was going to be good enough for him when I saw his ad online, but my motto at that time was Nothing ventured, nothing gained pretty much. I took a chance on him and it paid off in the most amazing way.
These past few weeks Willow has really blossomed and grown into his own. He finally feels safe and trusts me enough to show me his true personality, and hes revealed how playful and fun loving he can be.
He will never be an easy horse. Hes hot and opinionated and he has a very soft and sensitive soul. But Im glad hes not easy. Im hopeful that one day Ill be able to look back and say that we made it. But hes already made me, in all honesty. Hes made me patient. Hes made me kinder and softer. Hes made me complete.
I wouldnt want it any other way. Whether he becomes a brilliant jumper and cleans it up at shows or becomes an all-around happy hacker, all that matters is that hes happy. I have promised to never take advantage of his gentle soul and so long as hes happy, nothing else matters.
Hes my best friend, and one of the best things to ever happen to me. He will always be a piece of me. I cant wait for the years we have left together.")
