Uploaded July 2025 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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Grief is circular. It always comes back. Twice a year I sit with it -- on her birthday and the day she passed. This is the 18th year.
This video is about how I survive loss through cooking, Buddhist practice, and the simple act of showing up. Cooking does more than feed people. It saved my life.
If you're carrying something heavy right now, this one's for you.

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