Uploaded May 2026 | Updated September 2026, 3 weeks ago
im so sick of the constant boredom im so sick of the constant creative rut. well. sometimes i can get out of it for like. what a few minutes? just to get back into same bored, meaningless spot of doing NOTHING. its so tiring. forcing myself to draw just to stop feeling bored is soo so tiring. i want this rut to stop. im begging and pleading for art to feel natural again. ugh. but this felt good to make. i feel awesome posting this. but whats the point atp, it feels like is this all there is? a meaningless existance where art is only my main hobby?? and i create and create till i die? whats the point of enjoying creation if ill just be bored again? im so tired of being bored. im so adgitated. screaming "GET ME OUT OF HERE" when im bored. this feels un like me and its scary. im usually rather constantly joyous over art but this creative rut is genuinely hard on me. it hurts a lot. but i had a lot of fun doing this. but i want to branch out. i dont wanna keep doing kd style stuff forever though it makes me rather happy. but im nto happy with how tied to my style it is at times.dont get me wrong it will remain to an extent because i love it but im trying to branch out. i truly do love my style though. but i wish people saw other aspects i pour my soul in and dont get me wrong, they have. but yeah. idk where im going with this. but i love this animation regardless. its really comforting to me.
its a sequel to this: youtube.com/watch?v=nF4RKif1YFA
inspired: youtube.com/watch?v=tDOIH9LShqc
programs: animate cc 2018, shotcut
FPS: 12
im so sick of the constant boredom im so sick of the constant creative rut. well. sometimes i can get out of it for like. what a few minutes? just to get back into same bored, meaningless spot of doing NOTHING. its so tiring. forcing myself to draw just to stop feeling bored is soo so tiring. i want this rut to stop. im begging and pleading for art to feel natural again. ugh. but this felt good to make. i feel awesome posting this. but whats the point atp, it feels like is this all there is? a meaningless existance where art is only my main hobby?? and i create and create till i die? whats the point of enjoying creation if ill just be bored again? im so tired of being bored. im so adgitated. screaming "GET ME OUT OF HERE" when im bored. this feels un like me and its scary. im usually rather constantly joyous over art but this creative rut is genuinely hard on me. it hurts a lot. but i had a lot of fun doing this. but i want to branch out. i dont wanna keep doing kd style stuff forever though it makes me rather happy. but im nto happy with how tied to my style it is at times.dont get me wrong it will remain to an extent because i love it but im trying to branch out. i truly do love my style though. but i wish people saw other aspects i pour my soul in and dont get me wrong, they have. but yeah. idk where im going with this. but i love this animation regardless. its really comforting to me.
its a sequel to this: youtube.com/watch?v=nF4RKif1YFA
inspired: youtube.com/watch?v=tDOIH9LShqc
programs: animate cc 2018, shotcut
FPS: 12
