Uploaded January 2023 | Updated September 2026, 3 weeks ago
HEAVENSGATE | GINSICK (Official Music Video)
Listen & Download their debut EP 'And All I Loved, I Loved Alone'
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Produced by:
Erik Bickerstaffe (LOATHE)
Tom Cadden (BODYPRISON)
Ethan McPherson (DAYBREAK)
Kofi Badu (ELISION)
Mixed & Mastered by:
Buster Odeholm (VILDHJARTA, HUMANITY’S LAST BREATH, THROWN)
Videography by:
Jack Fontes & Oliver Clark (DUNELABS)
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LYRICS:
Heaven came burning down,
As I saw myself dissolve through her eyes.
Reverberations through her tired sighs.
So, what is left? A form of nostalgia?
A heartbreak to be proud of?
At the loss of bliss,
I struggle to find another way out of this.
Without having to admit to myself,
That I’m a piece of shit.
Loveless, trying to dissect my ego.
It’s hopeless.
She’s sleeping safe through the night,
So why do I feel so shit inside?
I’m so fucking sorry,
I know you were hurting.
I know your heart’s healing,
I’m glad that you got away.
At the loss of bliss,
I struggle to find another way out of this.
Without having to admit to myself,
That I’m a piece of shit.
Loveless, trying to dissect.
Or live in shame and die alone.
It’s hopeless.
These lonely sheets still strangle, I’m so cold,
But I refuse to poison our home. No.
Oh, my darling,
I see you now,
In thunder clouds on the horizon,
I find myself in adoration now.
Eyes shining chaotic like lightning.
I’m so sorry.
The salt from your tears burnt straight through my skin.
You’d sneak me in,
And we’d pretend I’d stay in your bed when the sun came,
But I’d just run again.
I never deserved you.
I was so young, and it felt like the world was caving in.
I’m so fucking sorry, just know that I love you still.
#Heavensgate #greyscalerecords #1226Records
HEAVENSGATE | GINSICK (Official Music Video)
Listen & Download their debut EP 'And All I Loved, I Loved Alone'
out now: greyscalerec.lnk.to/heavens
Subscribe to Greyscale Youtube: bit.ly/GSRyt
Follow HEAVENSGATE On Socials
Facebook: facebook.com/heavensgate.corp
Instagram: instagram.com/heavensgate.corp
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Produced by:
Erik Bickerstaffe (LOATHE)
Tom Cadden (BODYPRISON)
Ethan McPherson (DAYBREAK)
Kofi Badu (ELISION)
Mixed & Mastered by:
Buster Odeholm (VILDHJARTA, HUMANITY’S LAST BREATH, THROWN)
Videography by:
Jack Fontes & Oliver Clark (DUNELABS)
------
LYRICS:
Heaven came burning down,
As I saw myself dissolve through her eyes.
Reverberations through her tired sighs.
So, what is left? A form of nostalgia?
A heartbreak to be proud of?
At the loss of bliss,
I struggle to find another way out of this.
Without having to admit to myself,
That I’m a piece of shit.
Loveless, trying to dissect my ego.
It’s hopeless.
She’s sleeping safe through the night,
So why do I feel so shit inside?
I’m so fucking sorry,
I know you were hurting.
I know your heart’s healing,
I’m glad that you got away.
At the loss of bliss,
I struggle to find another way out of this.
Without having to admit to myself,
That I’m a piece of shit.
Loveless, trying to dissect.
Or live in shame and die alone.
It’s hopeless.
These lonely sheets still strangle, I’m so cold,
But I refuse to poison our home. No.
Oh, my darling,
I see you now,
In thunder clouds on the horizon,
I find myself in adoration now.
Eyes shining chaotic like lightning.
I’m so sorry.
The salt from your tears burnt straight through my skin.
You’d sneak me in,
And we’d pretend I’d stay in your bed when the sun came,
But I’d just run again.
I never deserved you.
I was so young, and it felt like the world was caving in.
I’m so fucking sorry, just know that I love you still.
#Heavensgate #greyscalerecords #1226Records







![The Beautiful Monument - CraveAnythingThatStays [Official Visualiser]
The Beautiful Monument share new single CraveAnythingThatStays off their first album in over seven years. The album Euphoric Thriller will be out Friday 7 August via Greyscale Records.
Listen / Download: https://greyscalerecs.lnk.to/tbm
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Written by The Beautiful Monument and Chris Lalic
Produced and engineered by Chris Lalic
Drums engineered by Chris Blancato
Mixed & Mastered by Chris Lalic
Visualiser by Callum Gowing
Dragged my body out of bed but I really didn’t wanna
Just turn off the lights I wanna get in real tight and make the days get shorter
All I need’s another round of a nocturnal haze
So turn off the lights and I’ll get in real tight and just wonder if I’m
Done with today am I done with tomorrow
You’re breaking my daze and I’m feeling less hollow
Am I crazy too many thoughts inside my brain
I would crumble if I never saw your face again
Did you know that you’ve driven away my pain
Am I crazy, you’ve got my heart, my heart, my heart running
What’s this feeling what am I to do here
Palpitations right down to my bones
Time is fleeting I’m no longer seething
Making my heart beat wrong
Conversations why are you just staring
Please blink twice if it’s not in my head
Expectations all these noises blaring you’ve had my heart all along
So I’m done with today
Can I pass on tomorrow
You’ve broken my daze and I’m feeling less hollow
I’ll stay away from the rain if you wipe these tears from my face
So just blink twice if I’m doing this right
I’ll just hold you tight ‘til you need me
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