Uploaded January 2022 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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hello againnn, finally got around to mastering this baby... really channeled a lot of unresolved heartache in this one, but now it's resolved and I'm looking back on it like wow. I was whipped

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[Verse]
Momma told me angels can fly
But I haven’t seen a single one in the sky
They’re all here on land
I held one in the palm of my hand
It was the meanest thing I’ve ever seen
The meanest thing I’ve ever seen

[Chorus]
Lovesick, but without the love
For you, my heart, I’ll never be enough
I’d rather stay bitter than blue
Heartache, but without the heart
For you, my love, I’d tear myself apart
But you’ve gone and grown back your wings

[Verse]
Donning his halo
It’s God’s meanest angel
Where does He make them like you?
I am invisible
Torn down to particles and run straight through

[Bridge]
I know better, tell that to my heart
Build me back together, Lord, Lord, Lord
I know better, tell that to my heart
Build me back together, Lord

[Verse]
Spirit inside my soul
Promise I’m not alone
Flicker, my whispering flame
I am a miracle
Blood, sweat, and chemicals
Yet saved

[Chorus]
Lovesick, but without the love
For you, my heart, I’ll never be enough
I’d rather stay bitter than blue

[Outro]
I know better, you know better
Than to wait in the past
My heart, let us move on together
‘Cause together’s the only way home
Together’s the only way home