Uploaded December 2016 | Updated September 2026, 8 hours ago

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{ heart·ache - ˈhärdˌāk/ - 心痛 )
emotional anguish or grief, typically caused
by the loss or absence of someone loved.

Woah, a video? From me? What a surprise!

Hey guys. I've missed you so much! I'm sorry for my lack of posting and activity, it's just that life and responsibilities get in the way sometimes.

This is literal trash, tbh. I'm not proud of this, lmao. And YT ruined the time and now it looks uneven. *Orka rants* I made this as a vent a little while ago, and by popular demand I decided to finish it and work on it a bit more.
I was never gonna finish this at first, but OH WELL LIX INSPIRED ME TO FINISH ILY

Besides, I needed Soukoku on my Youtube. Soukoku is hot and angsty.

This is also a special gift for my good friend, Lix! Happy late birthday my dear!! I'm sorry my gift is so emo and trashy but I give it to you with a great amount of love. You're such a sweet human being, I don't think I deserve a friend as lovely as you. Thank you for always being there for me, my Chuuya. ♡
(I'll write more later when I have more inspo. *is braindead*)

SUB THIS LOVELY HUMAN BEING, SHE MAKES AMAZING VIDEOS:
youtube.com/channel/UCxJcfSq_iKtQEarWCS8Z4tg

Expect a few more videos from me before the year ends. I have a really big project in store that I'm working super hard on, so stay tuned for that. In the meantime, enjoy my emo, angsty OTP feels.
.. I PROMISE IT WILL BE MUCH BETTER THAN THIS I PROMISE I PROMISE

- song: flatsound.bandcamp.com/track/my-heart-goes-bum-bum-bum
- footage: Bungou Stray Dogs: Chuuya x Dazai (Soukoku)
(will post art credit later)
- Software: After Effects CS5.5
- Dedication to the wonderful Fantasia Studios: youtube.com/channel/UC6nQf3Q_juMxZ3T3COFe4bw