![Feldup - Fear of Abandonment [OFFICIAL AUDIO] @talitres](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/cMUfDyZuFfc/maxresdefault.jpg)
Uploaded November 2023 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
"Stared at from a Distance" (TAL131), out November 10, 2023, available on vinyl, CD and digital:
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• Talitres: bit.ly/feldistal
• All platforms: bit.ly/feldisdig
Lyrics:
I heard you weep
From across the apartment
I wasn’t here for you
For an hour or two
It’s hard to flee
When it causes you such pain
But I wish I could talk
To other people
“I promise I won’t leave you unless you leave me”
There’s a few things I would do, but it’s stressful to be with you
“I promise I won’t leave you unless you leave me”
There’s a few things I would do, but it’s stressful to be with you
And I will take the pressure off of you
And put it on my back
Punch the walls or my heart
If it eases the pain
I’m terrified when you hold me tight
I’m not in love but sometimes
It kinda feels like you are
And I don’t want to stay … there
I just feel trapped
Inside of my own house
’cause you get mad
When I don’t respond to your texts
It’s not just that
It’s hard to commit
I just think it’s weird
That you ignore the age gap
I just want
To fix a broken person
But the more I try, the less it seems
That you need fixing at all
“I promise I won’t leave you unless you leave me”
There’s a few things I would do, but it’s stressful to be with you
“I promise I won’t leave you unless you leave me”
There’s a few things I would do, but it’s stressful to be with you
But I will take the pressure off of you
And put it on my back
Punch the walls or my heart
If it eases the pain
I’m terrified when you hold me tight
I’m not in love but sometimes
It kinda feels like you are
And I don’t want to stay
Squeezed by the grasp of your arms
© Talitres 2023
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"Stared at from a Distance" (TAL131), out November 10, 2023, available on vinyl, CD and digital:
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• Talitres: bit.ly/feldistal
• All platforms: bit.ly/feldisdig
Lyrics:
I heard you weep
From across the apartment
I wasn’t here for you
For an hour or two
It’s hard to flee
When it causes you such pain
But I wish I could talk
To other people
“I promise I won’t leave you unless you leave me”
There’s a few things I would do, but it’s stressful to be with you
“I promise I won’t leave you unless you leave me”
There’s a few things I would do, but it’s stressful to be with you
And I will take the pressure off of you
And put it on my back
Punch the walls or my heart
If it eases the pain
I’m terrified when you hold me tight
I’m not in love but sometimes
It kinda feels like you are
And I don’t want to stay … there
I just feel trapped
Inside of my own house
’cause you get mad
When I don’t respond to your texts
It’s not just that
It’s hard to commit
I just think it’s weird
That you ignore the age gap
I just want
To fix a broken person
But the more I try, the less it seems
That you need fixing at all
“I promise I won’t leave you unless you leave me”
There’s a few things I would do, but it’s stressful to be with you
“I promise I won’t leave you unless you leave me”
There’s a few things I would do, but it’s stressful to be with you
But I will take the pressure off of you
And put it on my back
Punch the walls or my heart
If it eases the pain
I’m terrified when you hold me tight
I’m not in love but sometimes
It kinda feels like you are
And I don’t want to stay
Squeezed by the grasp of your arms
© Talitres 2023
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![Feldup - Fear of Abandonment [OFFICIAL AUDIO]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/cMUfDyZuFfc/mqdefault.jpg "Feldup - Fear of Abandonment [OFFICIAL AUDIO]
Stared at from a Distance (TAL131), out November 10, 2023, available on vinyl, CD and digital:
• Bandcamp: https://bit.ly/feldisbc
• Talitres: https://bit.ly/feldistal
• All platforms: https://bit.ly/feldisdig
Lyrics:
I heard you weep
From across the apartment
I wasn’t here for you
For an hour or two
It’s hard to flee
When it causes you such pain
But I wish I could talk
To other people
“I promise I won’t leave you unless you leave me”
There’s a few things I would do, but it’s stressful to be with you
“I promise I won’t leave you unless you leave me”
There’s a few things I would do, but it’s stressful to be with you
And I will take the pressure off of you
And put it on my back
Punch the walls or my heart
If it eases the pain
I’m terrified when you hold me tight
I’m not in love but sometimes
It kinda feels like you are
And I don’t want to stay … there
I just feel trapped
Inside of my own house
’cause you get mad
When I don’t respond to your texts
It’s not just that
It’s hard to commit
I just think it’s weird
That you ignore the age gap
I just want
To fix a broken person
But the more I try, the less it seems
That you need fixing at all
“I promise I won’t leave you unless you leave me”
There’s a few things I would do, but it’s stressful to be with you
“I promise I won’t leave you unless you leave me”
There’s a few things I would do, but it’s stressful to be with you
But I will take the pressure off of you
And put it on my back
Punch the walls or my heart
If it eases the pain
I’m terrified when you hold me tight
I’m not in love but sometimes
It kinda feels like you are
And I don’t want to stay
Squeezed by the grasp of your arms
© Talitres 2023
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![Swell - In the Door, Up the Stairs (2024 Remaster) [OFFICIAL AUDIO]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/cQ4zPCw5j3E/mqdefault.jpg "Swell - In the Door, Up the Stairs (2024 Remaster) [OFFICIAL AUDIO]
From Swells LP 41 (2024 Remaster), released May 24, 2024. © Talitres. [TAL133]
Available on:
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LYRICS:
[Instrumental]
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![Ralfe Band - Pale Fire [OFFICIAL AUDIO]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/cp8-3t2dsaA/mqdefault.jpg "Ralfe Band - Pale Fire [OFFICIAL AUDIO]
Pale Fire taken from the Ralfe Bands album Achilles Was A Hound Dog, released June 16th, 2023
Now available on Talitres (TAL127) in LP vinyl, CD and digital:
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• Talitres: http://bit.ly/3GDdexJ
• Digital: https://bfan.link/pale-fire
© Talitres 2023
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Lyrics:
I’ve been staring at the stars
From the pavement down below
I watch a satellite go by
I’ve been wondering all night
Why everything is out of my sight
Do you remember when we played like spies?
I saw a pale fire
In the morning, I could feel the flames
I saw a pale fire
In the morning, I could feel the flames
I can feel the sea mist
On my skin like a mermaid’s kiss
I see a horse in the dying light
In a forest at dawn
I see a hunter holding his newborn
In a desert I am alone
I felt nervously alert
Suspicious without knowing why
I felt nervously alert
Suspicious without knowing why
I saw a pale fire
In the morning, I could feel the flames
I saw a pale fire
In the morning, I could feel the flames
I saw a pale fire
In the morning, I could feel the flames
I saw a pale fire
In the morning, I could feel the flames
I saw a pale fire
In the morning, I could feel the flames
I saw a pale fire
In the ghost hour
I saw a pale fire
In the morning, I could feel the flames
I saw a pale fire
In the morning, I could feel the flames
In the ghost hour
In the ghost hour
In the ghost hour
In the ghost hour
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![Stranded Horse - Long Is the Line (with Boubacar Cissokho) [OFFICIAL AUDIO]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/dJ0JlDfX2FM/mqdefault.jpg "Stranded Horse - Long Is the Line (with Boubacar Cissokho) [OFFICIAL AUDIO]
From The Warmth You Deserve (with Boubacar Cissokho) (TAL135), released April 4th, 2025, available on Talitres in LP vinyl, CD and digital:
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• Digital: https://bit.ly/shbcwyddig
© Talitres 2025
LYRICS:
Long is the line at the door
Praised is the shrine they fell for
You feel a spike through your heart
Come blaze, come gale, you’ll run blind
Long is the way to the shore
Fast is the flood you long for
Breathe in, you ebbing Goliath
Sweep it all away on your path
But rocks hurtle through your door
The hail of grudge you wished for
You fail to hold back a smile
Through the tumbling of a million tiles
Rest away on you fakir bed
While your whole world is torn to shreds
This throbbing fire inside
Will soothe your skin for a while
Yann Tambour: Kora/Guitar/Vocals
Boubacar Cissokho: Kora
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![Feldup - Sober for a Second [OFFICIAL AUDIO]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/dt_H7JVDPEI/mqdefault.jpg "Feldup - Sober for a Second [OFFICIAL AUDIO]
@FelduptheShowerheads
Official Visualizer : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OWNMrjIBd_Y
Moments of Sobriety, out June 24, 2025, available on digital:
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• All platforms: https://bit.ly/feldupmosbl
Lyrics:
Found myself in a hotel room
With a rock inside my throat
In this moment I’m like a kid again
And I can’t find my way home
The drug is wearing off and I need
To pick up my clothes
I’m naked in a stranger’s place
I don’t know how I got there
I can still feel my head
Getting light on that July day
This girl got me locked inside her gaze
I want to see her again
But you come out the shower naked
With a smile that splits your face
I don’t feel like saying no
’cause I can tell you enjoy yourself
So I lay down, turn my head and feign pleasure
I see a dark figure in the corner
My body hurts like hell I’m petrified with fear
As I feel her closer than she’ll ever be
And I say “slower”
I say “slower”
I say “slower”
And after a minute, she hears me
Maybe I wanted to sink that day
To touch the bottom of the ocean
’cause I wanted to swim ’til I was free
And I figured I didn’t need to breathe
I might be still swimming to my death
There’s an anchor attached to my leg
You claimed me as your land
Like a dog pissing on my face
And I will die but sooner than they think
And I hope it feels just like being a kid
Who’s falling asleep in a car piercing through the rain
I don’t want to notice my conscience
Fading away
Away
And I hope it feels just like being a kid
And I can hear them laugh through the walls
A tender warmth an overwhelming bliss
So soft, I’d happily drift into eternity
I kept staring at the sky for years
But lately its been getting hard
Without you there are less stars
only formless clouds
Up on the dike, waiting for rain
In the middle of a hurricane
That was the moment I knew
I wouldnt see you again
Your shoes are still by the door
Your face is still on every wall
Why did god have to take you this way ?
Why does he take and take and take and take ?
5 years ago I was wishing
For this girl to hold my hand
Nowadays, she holds it tight
When I think about you late at night
Im still waiting for you to return my calls
I dont want to let you go
My friend
© Talitres 2025
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![Nadine Khouri - Visitations [OFFICIAL AUDIO]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/dxTQMx2hoxs/mqdefault.jpg "Nadine Khouri - Visitations [OFFICIAL AUDIO]
Another Life (TAL126), released November 18, 2022, available on Talitres in vinyl, CD and digital:
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© 2022 Nadine Khouri under exclusive license to Talitres
LYRICS:
A signal from another life
I’m holding up tin cans & wires
Our bodies stumbling through a dream
There are visions that I can’t unsee
They’re moving through me, I can’t unsee
Moving through me, I can’t unsee
I am moving
In figure 8
Through time forgotten
Through summers displaced
I put on my records
Lost in the lines
Always searching
For another life
Another Life
A path that no one could trace
Or tell us the things that await
Now step out the noise
Into the stream
I can hear you love
Singing to me
I am dancing
A step out of time
Always haunted
By another life
I am moving
In-between
The places I’ve known
And the ones I have dreamed
Another Life
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![Swell - Here It Is (2024 Remaster) [OFFICIAL AUDIO]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/fBb1CcW-iVY/mqdefault.jpg "Swell - Here It Is (2024 Remaster) [OFFICIAL AUDIO]
From Swells LP 41 (2024 Remaster), released May 24, 2024. © Talitres. [TAL133]
Available on:
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• Bandcamp: https://bit.ly/swell41bc
• Talitres: https://bit.ly/swell41tal
LYRICS:
Lets say flotation suits me fine
Dont need that ending till its time
And even when the choice is mine,
I want your stale-bread scent
Wont face that same old sleep tonight,
I need to swing out till its tight
And what Im choosing is the right,
To fight like all my friends
Im never going east
Until they give the missing reasons
Get to play another waster,
Come to turn these offers down
If you say were wrong,
Then I guess were wrong
Here it is and its waiting for the...
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![Stéphane Milochevitch - Le pont naturel [OFFICIAL AUDIO]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/fh9QFptmXBE/mqdefault.jpg "Stéphane Milochevitch - Le pont naturel [OFFICIAL AUDIO]
From Stéphane Milochevitchs La Bonne Aventure (TAL128), out October 13, 2023, available on vinyl, CD and digital:
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• Talitres: https://bit.ly/bonavtal
• All platforms: https://bit.ly/bonavytde
Lyrics:
Souffle ta joie
Au cœur qui souffre là-bas
« Je faisais que faire mon boulot » on la connaît
Tu sais tout doit disparaître au bout de la journée
Alors conte lamour à loreille du noyé
Les secours ne viendront jamais
Sortir un soir aucun plan en tête
Tourner, tourner le volant en haut de la falaise
Te réveiller une nuit par un baiser
Et tasséner soudain toute la vérité
Alors que je mendors derrière le volant de mon auto
Un nuage de piano qui séchappe de la radio
Jaurai jamais la paix cest quoi cette merde
C’est Rendez-vous dans dix ans de Patrick Bruel
Je commence une histoire pour finir mon verre
Je me ressers un verre pour finir mon histoire
Chaque bouteille me renvoie à la précédente
Et comme ça en cascade je débraye en descente
Quest-ce que cest que ce feu dans mon holster
Excuse il faut que jy aille jai un truc à faire
Merde
Sortir un soir aucun plan en tête
Tourner, tourner le volant en haut de la falaise
Te réveiller une nuit par un baiser
Et tasséner sans bruit toute ma vérité
Alors que je mendors derrière le volant de mon auto
Un nuage de piano qui senvole de la radio
Combien de fois je l’ai fait ce cauchemar cruel
C’est Rendez-vous dans dix ans de Patrick Bruel
Non
Cest David Berman qui disait :
« When I was younger I was a cobra
in every case I wanted to be cool
Now that I am older and subspace is colder
I just want to say something true »
© Talitres 2023
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![The Apartments - No Song No Spell No Madrigal [FULL ALBUM]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/fj4p5S4mbEM/mqdefault.jpg "The Apartments - No Song No Spell No Madrigal [FULL ALBUM]
No Song No Spell No Madrigal, available on Talitres:
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℗ Riley Records 2015
TRACKLIST :
00:00 No Song No Spell No Madrigal
05:57 Looking for Another Town
10:18 Black Ribbons
14:19 Twenty One
20:23 The House That We Once Lived In
25:37 September Skies
29:31 Please Dont Say Remember
33:06 Swap Places
38:13 Nobody Like You [Digital Bonus Track]
43:10 Swap Places (Acoustic) [Digital Bonus Track]
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![Maxwell Farrington & Le SuperHomard - Galbulus [OFFICIAL AUDIO]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/fnVacNLLRk4/mqdefault.jpg "Maxwell Farrington & Le SuperHomard - Galbulus [OFFICIAL AUDIO]
From Maxwell Farrington & Le SuperHomards LP Please, Wait..., released February 2, 2024.
© Talitres.
Available at:
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• Bandcamp: https://bit.ly/pleasewaitbc
• Talitres: https://bit.ly/pleasewaittal
Lyrics:
[INSTRUMENTAL]
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